If you were ILJ how would you salvage your life?

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An Epstein finish would do her and the world good.

It seems like she’s fucked her life up quite a bit before the Farms got to her. The farms didn’t make her a horrorcow, she was already one to begin with. Old dorm mates, classmates, and “friends” are all happily coming forward to shit talk and expose her. Now that it’s all being archived on multiple websites, she’s extra fucked. Before she could just keep moving town to town and getting by until she fucks her own reputation, but now, now it’ll be a lot harder to mask her fungal stench. She’ll come across as weird or do something weird and people will google her name and find all this shit. There is also the fact that she is more than likely going to brag about being a troll or some shit she did online.
Then lastly, in my experience, people with similar personality traits/flaws gravitate to each other. She just might end up meeting someone jankier than she is. That person then might pull a Janke on her. I mean look at the twinks she associates with, they’re all sociopathic, narcissistic, and retarded. All of them have leaked some shit on her to save themselves, so it’s pretty likely she’ll meet someone who’ll really fuck her shit up. There’s always someone worse.
 
I don't want to make people any more disgusted with life, but any halfway decent PR Bod could probably turn it all around for her completely. Back in the old days (before I became the saintly figure I am now) I use to work with some positively satanic types who could have had ILJ pulled her through a redemption arc and turned into a triumph-over-adversity in less than twelve months.

I was never one of the dark masters, but their Luciferian plan would probably be something like this:

1.) Social media announcement about Self-Harm / Suicide.
2.) Go into hospital / rehab.
3.) Period in hiding (a "keep 'em guessing period)' so people have exhausted themselves with speculation and the entire thing becomes more muddled and less 'real'
4.) Out of the Blue Statement (something like...)

I know I did a lot of bad things, and I can ever expect people to forgive me, but I want to explain so at least you might understand the things I did. During my time in therapy/treatment/detox (delete as applicable) after hitting rock bottom I was forced to face myself. It was an ugly reflection that I saw in the mirror. I know now I have to try and make amends for what I've done and the people I've hurt, and owning up to my misdeeds is the first step in the very long road to earning a place back in society.

This is not to make an excuse, because I know there can be no excuses, but while in therapy I was forced to confront my childhood abuse and the destructive path it put me on. I know other people have suffered worse and not made the mistakes I did and I only wish I could have shown their strength of character rather than pursuing the self-destructive paths of addiction and rage.

I was a terrible pet owner. I never tortured them, despite the stories, that was all bad taste jokes and rumours, but I did neglect them because I was a too fixated on self-medicating and self-pity and couldn't even look after myself. I know you probably won't believe me but I cry whenever I think about poor Max and how he loved me unconditionally and how I was too absorbed with my own problems to look after him when he needed me the most.

I hurt everyone. I was so filled with rage and loathing, fuelled by drugs, and trying to get even at the world. At the time it seemed like I was doing the right thing. I got in with a crowd of hackers playing at being vigilantes and hunting perverts and abusers down on the Dark Web. I told myself it was to stop them hurting others like I'd been hurt, but in the end I did more harm than good. It became an obsession and made me even more unstable. At the end I got paranoid and thought everyone was an abuser. I weaved webs across chat rooms and forums, sneaking about social media suspecting everyone. I tried to trick my friends and peers to get them to admit it, sometimes even trying to entrap them. I even spied on them, and when I, maybe mistakenly, thought I had I found an abuser I set out to destroy their lives with mean words and accusations.

It was the same as with CWC. I should neve have gone after her, but seeing a public figure who constantly abuses women, even her own mother, and promotes underage sex I couldn't help myself. I just want to expose her for the world to see he wasn't a figure of fun but a real menace. I'm not proud of it, but I did want her dead.

When my world started to crash down I panicked. Drugs and untreated trauma drove me further into a spiral of paranoia and lies. I stopped washing, Stop caring for myself. Stopped looking after my health. My outward appearance became just as disgusting as I was inside. I honestly just wanted to die.

I know I deserve it, but my mother, who I never been much of a daughter too, stepped in and saved me. Got me into hospital and got me to face up to what I'd done and what I'd become.

Like I said I don't expect you to forgive me. I don't deserve it, but I will now at least make sure that I work on myself so you all don't have to witness this kind of tragedy again. I know I have no right to ask for the space to heal and my privacy. I know I've become somewhere between a sick-joke and a bogeyman, and I don't expect you not to talk about or laugh at me. I just hope that somewhere along the line you can give me a chance to prove I can become a better person.

5. Lie low for a while with the occasional very humble and take-it-on-the-chin appearance on social media.

6. Repeat step 5. until just about everything has been said and the image of 'nice Bella' has been normalized in people's minds.

7. Come up with some scam about intervening in people's lives so the don't go down the same dark path.

8. ????

9. Profit.
 
Kill self, reincarnate several years later as heir of the Kim dynasty, continue through new life doing the same shit as in this one (being a sociopathic fuckup, an underhanded manipulator, and a heinous bitch), through constantly fucking politically beefing and actually going through with it like a retard instead of using cyberhacking groupz earn enough ire that there's justification enough for the UN to let everyone take a fat rip on NK with the leftover cold war nukes
 
Since hanging self has been stated a few dozen times.

Really best to do GET THE FUCK OFF THE NET. No Facebook no discord no forums no nothing log the fuck off. Burner email for bills job hunt coupons etc don't even fucking have a comment YT account. Watch not logged in.

As an attention whore and idiot image boards like 4chan shed muss up and leak who she is.

Find some healthy hobbies apply for a fuck it kinda job for a few years where they don't care about net drama etc even if you're flipping burgers. A few years of quality (albeit it dead end) work will help a real job down line. Apply for a comm college get a basic degree to do something like medical billing coding etc most chimps could do it and pull ok money to live alone.

I doubt she's gonna fix things as clearly daddy bails her out and she's a retard spaz. But in her shoes a simple, quiet independent life is possible. Sure lacks glamour wealth etc but she's not gonna manage a single apartment and scanning chips at a food store.
 
Play the Allah Akhbar part in the next glowie false flag to justify more totalitarian government measures. Be remembered under the fake ID of an Arab goat herder, which is still better than being remembered as a greasy fart huffing shit eater pedo.
 
I would look at transferring schools (maybe even as an agreement with Texas Tech) and start over using my mom's maiden name. I’d use my dad to get internships without inquiry and then legit just go by my mom'd name at school and in the workplace. I’d use that to start new social profiles and not tell new friends about my past.
 
Not give a shit? I mean, all the people that come here to “plead their case” end up getting shit on anyways. Wtf would I come here and care? Like, whatevs.
 
1. Get off the internet during any potential court shit and let daddy buy my way to a plea deal with community service
2. File a name change in a jurisdiction where its not going to be public record
3. Use mommy and daddy's money to finish my degree in a different country
4. Get a job at daddy's company or with one of his friends
5. Ignore KF
 
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