Since you mentioned the KF, I am now speaking directly to you, Adam, through a screenshot that someone sent to you on discord, or through this post that you read yourself while checking your thread.
Bro, stop telling people you're going to do something before you do it.
Your brain sees the praise you get and releases the Happy Chemicals

and lowers your motivation to actually put in the effort.
Also, since gym memberships are so expensive there and you're barely scraping by, how about you just do calisthenics, it's fucking free and you can do it from the comfort of your apt, or in a random park which has outdoor workout machines. That's even a good way to maybe make some friends, if you can keep your spaghetti in your pockets.
There's even websites compiling such locations.
WTF am I even doing, trying to give Chibi some decent advice? Godspeed, you sped.