Confession of a trans masc zoomer - thoughts of a madman, because you love to see it

Oh my fucking god, you're so smart, you know how to live that live, and I say things you don't like therefore I'm stupid
No, it's just sad. You make me sad. You're only 19 years old. You can't even drink at a bar in America yet. You have so much to potentially offer to this world and so much life to live and enjoy. Yet instead of choosing to do literally anything else, you fell for the dumbest, evilest, and most destructive psyop that our modern society has to offer. The TROON PILL. You could've done anything with your life. Heck, you still can.

But no, you chose to take the Troon Pill. You know becoming an FTM will leave you a disgusting, undesirable, suicidal monster and yet you're choosing to go down that path anyway. You sit on KiwiFarms of all fucking places, the place filled with warning signs of the dangers of the Troon Pill yet you want to do it anyway. It's sad. It's really fucking sad.

I don't think I'm better than everyone else. I just don't try to pretend I'm something that I'm not, which is an entire existence that you are choosing for yourself.
 
are you fucking gay? this is literally how free will works
When someone asks you 10 questions and you decide to reply to the off hand comment at the ass end of the post, you come off as a- say it with me now- a severely autistic woman. Youre a woman having an online hissy fit over not being able to have sex with other women. Besides, of course Im a fag, straight men either would have laughed and left or sent dick pics
 
When someone asks you 10 questions and you decide to reply to the off hand comment at the ass end of the post, you come off as a- say it with me now- a severely autistic woman. Youre a woman having an online hissy fit over not being able to have sex with other women. Besides, of course Im a fag, straight men either would have laughed and left or sent dick pics
I don't understand what the fuck is your problem with my way of replying, therefore you are wrong and gay
 
I will never be able to penetrate a woman and thus will never be satisfied with myself sexually.
You have fingers and a tongue, presumably.
They will always just see me as a worse version of a biological man.
False - we don't see you as a biological man at all, we see you as a woman, which is what you are and what you always will be. Your negative feelings about your body and your sexual desires don't change this.
Literally everything about my genitals is a disadvantage.
False - your genitals can create an entirely new person, should you wish to use them for that. The clitoris can give you orgasms that relax and reset your entire body. You'll never get prostate cancer or fly into a homophobic rage when a doctor checks you for prostate cancer. You'll never accidentally sit on your own balls. You'll never have Peroni's disease or age-related penis dribbles or embarassing public erections or ED, or any other of the million things that go wrong with men's health. Men aren't invincible godlike beings, they're just people who happen to be male. They age, get sick and die, just like women. They have plenty of disadvantages that you won't experience, seeing as you're not a man.
At best, it gives me nothing, at worst - it gives me pain.
If you've never had an orgasm, and don't know what you enjoy sexually? That's a far greater barrier to having a sexually fulfilling relationships than having a vulva is.
Not only that, but my muscles are also will never be as strong as regular man's.
So fucking what? Are you in a profession where physical strength matters?
Men aren't out here being sad that you'll probably live longer than most of them.
All my body can do is be penetrated which is something I do not want in any way.
False - your body can think, type and post, which is why you started this thread. Your body can run, walk, ski, jump, dance, eat, laugh, and do millions of other things.
If you don't want to experience dicks or fingers in your vag, then don't. There's no law that says you have to.
Stone butch women exist and will continue to exist after the embarrassment of 2010s style transanity dies down. You want a relationship with a woman where you penetrate her, and she loves it, but she doesn't penetrate you? Completely doable. Go find that relationship. That relationship is infinitely more possible than anything promised by "trans".
ContraPoints had a video in which she (calm down) drew a parallel between penetrator being a sword and penetrated being a flesh (it was some writer's quote I think).
Listening to deranged idiots like Contrapunts won't help anything. Contra is a colossally stupid man who has no idea who you are or what your life is like, and who's opinions are worthless. If you listened to Alex Jones instead you'd be just as insane, but you'd probably have more fun. Instead of letting dipshits like Contrahon colonize your thoughts, do literally anything else.
Hopefully my rant does something to convince you to abandon this embarassing spate of cock-worship, cause GIRL. You are better than this. You don't want to look back on your twenties and regret all the time and energy and life you wasted making yourself sad by calling your vulva a "wound". Seek non-gender-affirming talk therapy. Stop bullying yourself, and start bullying men like Contrapoints.
 
You implied that you know how to live that life better than me.
Now's my turn to pick and choose what I answer.

Yes, and I do live life better than you. I have a penis. I stand up when I pee. I've experienced a titjobs. I've experienced receiving a blowjob. I've penetrated a woman with my penis. All things you, a cheap imitation, will NEVER get to do.
 
op should watch the movie "freddy got fingered"

there's a really inspiring tale in that movie of a haha crippled women whos legs dont work (like op's imaginary penis) and she builds a rocket powered wheelchair to get around (a real lesbain relationship)

you'll laugh cry and learn a lot from the movie nocock go pirate the movie now
 
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