Confession of a trans masc zoomer - thoughts of a madman, because you love to see it

[Party Hat Wurmple]

I have noticed that Pooners seem to enjoy humiliation, they draw the most disgusting pooner cartoons about themselves.

What @NoCockatrice did is actually post a very good case study sample for a phenomenon that occurs in basically every Female To Male transgender person.

First they transition, thinking it will solve all their problems now that they're out as a heckin' man.

Next they take their first steps and live life as a heckin' dudebro and expect to pull chicks and fuck bitches and shit.

But then the bitches never come.

Then they ask themselves why now that they're a man, they can't get any pussy?

After awhile, they realize they made a miscalculation. This is where Op is. No woman wants a Ftm. Even the lesbians. The only thing they get are abusive poly lesbo creatures that occasionally cheat on them for real dick and that's the closest thing to real affection they will ever get for the rest of their lives. And THERE'S NO GOING BACK.

Next, the depression kicks in and this time it kicks in HARD. They can't accept accountability because there is no return path. They can't admit their mistake because the depression alone is suicide inducing.

Finally, at long last we reach what you described above. The humiliation fetish occurs and they become disgusting gooner hambeasts into weird and strange degenerate shit. The roller coaster is only downhill from there.

This is the fate of ALL pooners who go down this path and there is no exception.

That includes you, Op. This is what we are all trying in vain to spare you from.

 

[Fishnumm]

having e-sex on kiwifarms is a horrible idea that has literally never did any good to anyone ever

im talking about a real online fulfilling relationship with a real woman!

id go for it id be better than having a rotdog and no sexual prospects

 

[NoCockatrice]

OP cant you just get some chick to shmoosh her tits on your clit?

now we're talkin

 

[NoCockatrice]

Look at this little Dood.

that's what she said

 

[Fishnumm]

the way i see it op has to paths to self improvement watchinh freddy got fingered or dm'ing @shan state lesbians a love letter

trooning out is NOT a path to self improvement

 

[Law]

You have so much to potentially offer to this world and so much life to live and enjoy.

Lifeless plastic is the best you'll ever be able to do.

Does he contradict himself? Very well, then he contradicts himself!
NoCockatrice, I'm gonna have to add Party Hat Wurmple to the list of men whose voices you can safely dismiss, along with Contrapoints.
I always found the idea of a strap-on kinda stupid, so I've never used one, nor been with anyone who was into that. If you don't like something, just don't do it. If you're curious about something or think you might want it, try it.
Our sex lives are just one part of our lives. Family, career, money, car maintenance, getting my house's electrical panel replaced, friends, pets, learning bad Spanish, figuring out what's for dinner, friends, reading about history, all these things are part of a life, too. I'm not going to dismiss sexual relationships or sexual satisfaction as unimportant, but I think a single-minded focus on them will make anyone unhappy and neurotic.
I also think that sex is private. You have sex with someone, for mutual pleasure between both of you. You don't have sex for Byzantine internet ranking systems, or to prove to yourself that you're suitably masculine. If you do, it's a one-way ticket to being a neurotic mess. Many such cases in the threads on this site.

 

[DumbDude43]

No. Fuck Lenin. Fuck communists.

wow based wanna be my gf

 

[Fishnumm]

@NoCockatrice this is your chance!

 

[Party Hat Wurmple]

Does he contradict himself? Very well, then he contradicts himself!
NoCockatrice, I'm gonna have to add Party Hat Wurmple to the list of men whose voices you can safely dismiss, along with Contrapoints.

It's really simple, Law. Over the course of this thread, I simply stopped being nice.

 

[YHWH's Strongest Soldier]

I always found the idea of a strap-on kinda stupid, so I've never used one

I'm not going to dismiss sexual relationships or sexual satisfaction as unimportant, but I think a single-minded focus on them will make anyone unhappy and neurotic

You don't have sex for Byzantine internet ranking systems

@NoCockatrice This is how a gay autistic man writes. Learn from your betters.

 

[Sexual Chocolate]

Like I said, I was curious of what people of seemingly opposite political believes have to say about my problem.

But you already know the solution is to stop pretending to be male, right. Being "trans" is a symptom of your deep psychological and emotional problems. Like other symptoms of mental illness, amplifying and making it your life is a route to terrible unhappiness and the risk of suicide. You need to stop being "trans" instead, and work through your psychosexual issues with a good therapist who doesn't encourage your self-destructive tendencies.

You mention political beliefs, but this isn't a political issue. You're a biological woman who is making herself desperately unhappy trying to be something you can never be. You will never be swift as a coursing river, with all the force of a great typhoon.

What else can you possibly expect to hear?

And before you say "uhm, actually, all your problems are because you're a tranny, you should be a lesbian and then you'll get sex and women will be into you" I tell you it's BULLSHIT. NOBODY fucking needs you as a top if you don't have a penis. They will always just see me as a worse version of a biological man.

You know that all your problems are because you are a tranny. Who are you trying to fool, yourself? You will never have a healthy relationship, or be mentally well, until you are comfortable in your own skin. You say a lot of crude stuff about sex, but nothing about love. How are you going to be loveable if you insist on playing at being an inferior goblin-like pitiful imitation of a male? What will you have in 15 years time, when you look like Hans Moleman on your poonerzimmer? Think, Aydan, think.

 

[NoCockatrice]

wow based wanna be my gf

are you a girl?

 

[YHWH's Strongest Soldier]

are you a girl?

He can be your girl.

 

[Vibralldo]

You can be a lesbo if you want, but cutting your tits off, taking hormones, and sewing leg and arm skin over your pussy accomplishes nothing but mutilating your body and waste money.

 

[powdered toast]

I'm not the one who made this retarded snca thread 25k views

What at all does that have to do with your obsessing over your genitalia not magically working like someone's from the opposite sex and fighting reality because it doesn't match your sexual fantasies? Just accept that you're a confused woman and get over yourself.

 

[The man The only man]

Even in the original post I have stated I do want a family. It doesn't fix my problem, however.

I think you only want a family to boost your own ego. Because if you ever succeed in creating a family, it will be to only sooth your own poonerism.

 

[Law]

I think you only want a family to boost your own ego.

Now that's something a real man would do!

 

[Audit]

She types like such a stereotypical "depressed autistic woman" that theres almost no way this isnt some sort of LLM. Trite short responses, overly literal interpretation, picking and choosing what to reply to, no intent to actually contribute to the conversation just having some sort of need to post into the void. This might  actually be Slungus.

Worse, she types like a woman on a dating app.

Wait..... @NoCockatrice , are you using this thread as a dating profile? You know that most of the users here aren't Russian. Now, there is a way higher tolerance for autism here than on most apps so... maybe this is peak autistic female dating strategy?

 

[DumbDude43]

are you a girl?

i can identify as one if that helps

 

[YHWH's Strongest Soldier]

A man will troon out for just a crumb of e-pussy. Being a woman is just that easy.