How are you doing? - Kiwi Farms Wellness Check

[McMitch]

This is quite literally all that's keeping me going:

 

[Zyklon C]

I wonder sometimes if becoming comfortable is a good thing. I don't want to come across as someone complaining that they have too much -- believe me, I don't -- but when I was poorer I felt more alive. I don't know if it was a function on living on an edge, so there was always excitement, good and bad, and an urgency to everything. Things seemed to have meant more back then.

Not it seems the only grand mission I have in life is to not screw things up before I get to the finish line. Last week in this thread I cheered the fact that I could be in a position to retire in a few years...now part of me is scared of what that actually means.

 

[SparklyFetuses]

Currently feeling like shit after hearing that my sister's tuxedo cat passed away, due to a strong allergic reaction after taking a rabies vaccine.

If there's something that comforts me a little is that I've (literally) rescued him from the streets a few hours before a curfew (it happened some years ago during the COVID thing, and it was a cold autumn afternoon). If he was left there he wouldn't have survived another day.

 

[The Lawgiver]

Actually considered getting hit by a moving vehicle today. A lot of stuff fell apart and got destroyed. I'm not gonna go into it. too deep just know there's water everywhere now and decades worth of valuable things are ruined forever.

 

[Core Theorist]

Never Dooming.

 

[PetiteFeet]

This is quite literally all that's keeping me going:
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Beautiful creature worth struggling through life for. Malinois/mix?

 

[McMitch]

Malinois

Yeah. He’s the most common coloration of tan with black ears and mask, which is why I’m willing to post a picture of him; that couch is more likely to dox me than he is.

Beautiful creature

He’s perfection made canid by which all other dogs despair to be compared. People stop driving their cars in the middle of traffic so they may catcall him.

 

[Motherf*cker]

I have a chipmunk playing ding dong ditch on me, no kidding. I hear scratching at the door and I go, thinking that my cat is asking to come in. When I open the door, the little cocksucker is running away chittering. There's a cat, who has caught squirrels and birds in midair, and a dog who would kill it, but It still wants in my house.

 

[Head Muggle]

I have such awful football fatigue. I'm so tired of having to see some negros on every billboard in their shitty uniforms advertising the latest sportswear and making more bank with it than I will my entire working life. When I march through the heat to buy groceries I have to endure twenty different cardboard Messi soyfacing telling me to get the best ever goyslop. I'm here to buy rice, chicken and vegetables, fuck off.

I have a RPG campaign ready to go. Same guy who was complaining about people having to cancel because of family commitments or health issues last week texts into the group "haha sorry england is playing tonight haha"

Back in ancient Greece, you would know the athletes of your city in some way way, maybe the brother of cousin's sister in law but they would at least be people that are around and you heard about. There was also a ritualistic part, it was to gain honor in the eyes of the Gods and be a little bit closer to them. I might be wrong about this but I think athletes also wouldn't participate more than once.

Now I look at my national team and it's a third slavs and niggers who don't even live here anymore. FIFA is selling us replacement nationalism because outside of some shitty soccer game you're not allowed to have actual pride in your culture or history, only in corpo-sanctioned foreigners. What young french boy looks at the ballgame and goes "ah yes Mbappe he's just like me" I'm not even that much of a racist, the world cup is making me one!

 

[Banquet Meal]

but when I was poorer I felt more alive

YES. i can relate to this SO MUCH.
we used to be poor poor, like "washing laundry in a tub and dragging it to the homemade clothesline in the middle of summer with no AC, also no car" poor, and it sucked...but i definitely appreciated everything more. there isnt any real challenge to day to day living now.
that said, i think if it all went away, i would absolutely miss not worrying, so whatever.

im having a good day for a change...baking bread with my kid, watering my flowers, folding laundry....nothing exciting, but i think contentment is an underestimated state of being, for sure.

 

[I Know 孤独のせい]

Been unemployed for a week now, job hunting is not progressing and the heat is really annoying when I am at home all day long.
So overall it's pretty shitty at the moment.

 

[The Lawgiver]

I should have died yesterday

 

[Me•cha•ni•cal]

I should have died yesterday

How are you gonna continue to piss people off over here if you’re dead, silly? Outlive your enemies, never kill yourself

 

[Otterly]

nothing exciting,

I don’t think you want any more excitement. You’ve had such a hard time, and laundry and bread sounds like exactly what you need - the small quiet moments

I should have died yesterday

what happened ?

 

[The Lawgiver]

How are you gonna continue to piss people off over here if you’re dead, silly? Outlive your enemies, never kill yourself

My old shit got destroyed, new shit's too expensive, nobody's hiring, I'm either being called racist far right or some far left commie for over a fucking decade and i'm watching more and more seemingly sane people descend into repeating skinwalker shibboleths. On top of that A loosely tied gaggle of faggots have been repeating a specific lie till people start parroting it as if it's a truth on here . My past is ruined, my future is destroyed before it even had a chance to begin, my present is hell. I'm likely not gonna kill myself but I sure as hell should have died yesterday because it was the turning point of no way forward ever again. Technically should ave died over 10 years ago but I rambled about that elsewhere another time and that's more tied to being kneecapped by scheduling and other shit.

 

[The Lawgiver]

what happened ?

Politics twitter/redditspeak infesting threads now and a good year or two of being framed/claimed to be as a pedo increasingly on hereafter people started catching on they could get away with it tot he point it's spread to people I was even with people I was previously chill with

 

[Billy Bob Dick]

I finally have some much needed summer time off, celebrating with an espresso and reruns of "Cheers"

also may have come into a little money recently, waiting on confirmation which will take a few months

 

[Me•cha•ni•cal]

On top of that A loosely tied gaggle of faggots have been repeating a specific lie till people start parroting it as if it's a truth on here

If it makes you feel any better I don’t believe that lie about you. It’s just a snarky comment meant to fuck with you, I don’t think they believe it’s true either. I think you’re making it a bigger deal than it is.

because it was the turning point of no way forward ever again.

There’s always a way forward, you just haven’t found it yet. It’s impossible to find any way other than the permanent one if your mind is clouded with negativity. Maybe take a break from political threads and arguing with people for a while.

 

[The Lawgiver]

Maybe take a break from political threads and arguing with people for a while.

it's not me that needs tot take a break from the political threads lmao my point was a specific kind of speaking/behavior is seeping into here in general.

If it makes you feel any better I don’t believe that lie about you. It’s just a snarky comment meant to fuck with you, I don’t think they believe it’s true either. I think you’re making it a bigger deal than it is.

Relentlessly using every possible opportunity to call or spin a guy as a pedophile with 0 fucking evidence is not just making a comment to fuck with them, it's blatantly trying to shift public opinion and it seems to be working. If I ignore it, it gets worse. If I report it, it gets ignored, sif I reply to it, it gets treated like I should just ignore it. I ignort e it, it keeps spinning and getting worse. I'm fucked and should die like they want me to but I won't give them that

 

[Getmeout]

I’m quite fine being African now I think. I like my home country and my skin tone. It’s not a big deal tho.

If it makes you feel any better I don’t believe that lie about you. It’s just a snarky comment meant to fuck with you, I don’t think they believe it’s true either. I think you’re making it a bigger deal than it is.

Could you fill me in? I wanna help cause @The Lawgiver is a good poster and I’d hate for him to an hero