Confession of a trans masc zoomer - thoughts of a madman, because you love to see it

[DumbDude43]

In nature everything that's strong lives and everything that's weak dies.

Nobody wants to be weak.

in nature females outlive males by a significant margin, and 60% to 80% of males die as childless failures (a fate only a very small minority of women share)

 

[Banditotron]

Lol your breasts are waiting for you to join them in the landfill

 

[Gaystapo]

29 pages later and OP is still retarded.

I'm 19.

This explains everything. Literal teenager.

 

[Dante Alighieri]

OP, I think you can make yourself a man if you take more test, chop your tits off, and get your arms skinned to make a fake footlong dick. It always works, and you'll definitely be happier and won't end up killing yourself.

Or you can get off the internet and stop watching porn, get a real hobby, and don't ruin your life forever.

 

[Lime]

I'm 19. You think it's not natural for people in their early 20's to watch porn sometimes?

Can mods ban for a year since they were underage when they joined? I think that would be a reasonable action. The Internet should only be for people who file taxes and home owners.

 

[BIG SHOT Autos]

in nature females outlive males by a significant margin, and 60% to 80% of males die as childless failures (a fate only a very small minority of women share)

Right, and misogynists completely fail to grasp that while males are stronger in the matter of brute force, females are built to have a higher endurance and have more traits that make them much better survivors. The extra X chromosome, the different fat distribution, higher pain tolerance, stronger immune systems, all that makes women outlive men and survive harsh conditions better and it's literally by the design; how can women be """weak""" when we're made to bear babies? Damn, I consider myself "weak" due to tons of health related problems, but some time ago I was looking into all that I went through and I should be glad that I'm female because males with same conditions that I had have dozen highter rates of ending up severely disabled or straight up dying off.

The whole idea of "the strongest survive" is utterly retarded in general. The fittest survive, and the way said fitness is defined is vague and usually arbitrary, because the environments species need to adapt to differ drastically. It doesn't matter how "strong" or "weak" you are, both of which are completely meaningless in biology, if you lack something crucial for the survival in the environment, you die. Alpha wolves that are glorified by dumb people are failmales who barely survive, because they're essentially kicked out of the pack for their retarded aggressive behavior and said retarded behavior leads them to early death.

 

[DumbDude43]

Right, and misogynists completely fail to grasp that while males are stronger in the matter of brute force, females are built to have a higher endurance and have more traits that make them much better survivors. The extra X chromosome, the different fat distribution, higher pain tolerance, stronger immune systems, all that makes women outlive men and survive harsh conditions better

delusion
women don't live longer because of survival skills lol
they live longer because men constantly kill each other (and themselves) at work, in war, for competition etc

 

[Fishnumm]

they live longer because men constantly kill each other (and themselves) at work, in war, for competition etc

its the lack of testosterone in their body

that's why not any of your feminazi bullshit

 

[Audit]

its the lack of testosterone in their body

that's why not any of your feminazi bullshit

delusion
women don't live longer because of survival skills lol
they live longer because men constantly kill each other (and themselves) at work, in war, for competition etc

It's both. Without violent death, women tend to live a few (3 ish) years longer than men. Add in the possibility of violent death and you end up with Russian sex demographics over the age of 40.

 

[BIG SHOT Autos]

delusion
women don't live longer because of survival skills lol
they live longer because men constantly kill each other (and themselves) at work, in war, for competition etc

You completely misunderstood me. I'm not talking about skills at all? There's literally no mention of them in the post. I'm talking purely about biological capacity for survival and that by design women are survivors, because we're supposed to bear children, which is biologically speaking a very complex, daunting task. I don't get why you rated me dumb/lunatic when I literally just expanded on what you said yourself?

its the lack of testosterone in their body

Which affects overall health much more than libs expect by the way. (Although women do have some testosterone, and funnily enough, complete lack of it causes some issues as well.) It's the reason why troons become just crazy but don't seem to have extremely severe health complications, estrogen has tons of downsides including being a depressant of some sorts, but it also is the reason why females have better immune systems, estrogen has a positive effect on it. I don't say troons are healthy, no person who messes up their natural hormonal makeup is, but I'm assuming they have is somewhat better than the pooners specifically because of that. The latter suffer from tons of health complications caused by testosterone/suppressing estrogen not simply because they're messing up their natural makeup, but also because testosterone has a greater negative impact on health.

 

[Sheogorath]

If you don't like penetratiom have you thought about getting raped?

 

[Audit]

If you don't like penetratiom have you thought about getting raped?

No, she wants to be the one doing the raping. She made it very clear in her OP about not having a penis and wanting to use it as a rape sword to dominate the inferior flesh sheathe havers.

 

[NoCockatrice]

No, she wants to be the one doing the raping. She made it very clear in her OP about not having a penis and wanting to use it as a rape sword to dominate the inferior flesh sheathe havers.

I think I need to clarify that I have never been into hardcore shit and find it repulsive

sex does not mean rape and should not be one

 

[Fishnumm]

I think I need to clarify that I have never been into hardcore shit and find it repulsive

sex does not mean rape and should not be one

fuck rape

 

[Mister Mint]

Honestly, I feel for you. The last 15 years or so have been a massive disservice to children that lived their formative years in it because if you are someone who showed the slightest signs of autism or simply not being stereotypically a skulls and sports male or a glitter and unicorns girl, you had retards shoving their heads in saying "Hey, ever considered that you're trans?"

Considering your age, and considering the widespread popularity of trans in counterculture circles, you likely found a home in that kind of community early and got "you're actually a boy, be unhappy, be unhappy" hammered into your skull for years. Currently, that subculture manifests itself in young women by manufacturing a desire in them to become a disgusting, greasy, pube-encrusted homunculus that wants to make everything about themselves permanently unsettling and then wondering why they seem on the fast track to lifelong unhappiness.

If this were 30 years ago you'd just be really into The Smiths.

 

[TismFarmer]

Fzdv

Then why were they there even when I was a kid?

Because its incredibly common for little girls to wish they were little boys.
Boys get more comfortable clothes, they're allowed to play rough and get dirty, and they can pee standing up. Also, noone gets upset if little boys strip to their undies to play in the water but they do when you're a little girl. (Even if you don't have any breasts and wont have for years)
This is not even touching on the social expectations and the fact that you've been sold the lie that 1 in 3 women will be raped in their lifetime.
This is very very normal.
What is not, is deciding that means you really are a boy and fucking your life/body up instead of realising that girls can do all those things too. And you won't get nearly as much negativity as you will by pretending you're actually a man.
Like many people have said.
Get off the Internet.
Stop interacting with anything to do with gender and especially gender fuckery.
Work on your cognitive abilities until you are able to understand that no matter how you feel, you don't feel like a man. You can't. You aren't one.
Just live your life and ignore the gender stuff. (Yes, even your 'dysphoria') what you think about constantly is what your life will be.
If you spend all of your time talking/thinking about how you hate being female and think you're a man, then all you will think about is being mad youre a girl and playing pretend.
That little voice inside that you call 'internalized transphobia' is your own brain trying desperately to stop you.

 

[NoCockatrice]

that you call 'internalized transphobia'

I have never used this term in my entire life

 

[a-Lager]

fuck rape

 

[TismFarmer]

I wish that was the case, it seems almost every young woman I see (aka under 30) has tattoos nowadays.

Tattoos are not acceptable or seen as mainstream in Russia.
A tattooed man is mafia, mafia LARPing, or scum
Tattooed women are very rare.
Russian women don't get tattooed, Russian men will not want a woman with tattoos.
They're seen as the easiest, sleaziest, bottom of the barrel women.
Im not surprised about the no tattoos.
And I'm not surprised that a tomboy/leasbian type Russian woman would want to be a man.
The social pressure to wear flawless makeup, hair and nails, clothes perfect and feminine etc etc...
It isautomatically  expected of a woman.
Thing is, being a tranny is worse.
Unless you're in Moskva or St Petersburg then you'll struggle to find acceptance, let alone love.

 

[TismFarmer]

Because butch lesbians never try to be/act/look like men, right?

Look Yes.
Act YES.
BE? NO.
No Sweetheart, thats the part thats unattractive.

Yes.

But they were into cis men.

No.
They were into MEN.
Not women, and definitely not women who are pretending to be men.

If that was the case, I would've go on reddit

Reddit validation is garbage.
Validation from the big bad NaziFarms is a big deal.

I consider all online questionnaires bullshit



No, I said I don't like the genitals I was given

Does this mean you would be happy being a woman with a dick?

I mean, genuinely, if you woke up tomorrow and you were still a woman, with all the expectations and experiences of a woman, but you had a dick. Like proper cis dick.

Would you be OK living as a woman then?
If not, then its not just your genitalia you despise.

Edit: I see other people have asked you this as well.
I also see that you still haven't answered.

Sex isn't anything I think about.

Liar.