Confession of a trans masc zoomer - thoughts of a madman, because you love to see it

[NoCockatrice]

not caring about your lusts and desires

Having sex and wanting to have sex is normal. Who do you think I am, some kind of monk?

Being obsessed with pornography, however, isn't normal, I agree. But the thing is I'm not obsessed with pornography.

 

[Beelzebub's Lawyer]

I guarantee you that, If you would stop going online for 6 months, all of these weird gender thoughts and ideas would go away.
This shit isn't organic, it's 100% caused by social media.

I'm old enough to remember times before Twitter and this shit was nowhere back then.
No, I don't mean that it was rare, I mean it was NOWHERE.
However, once people started spending more time online talking to creepy strangers than the people in their lives who they've met IRL, that's when this shit started.

You're a confused kid who has been absorbing this nonsense for years every day, you need a detox.

Take a break from social media and if you have weird gender obsessed friends IRL, take a break from them as well.

 

[NoCockatrice]

If you would stop going online for 6 months, all of these weird gender thoughts and ideas would go away

Then why were they there even when I was a kid?

I'm old enough to remember times before Twitter

I don't have Twitter and I don't spend time there. I don't watch lgbt content (not interested).

You're a confused kid who has been absorbing this nonsense for years every day

I was never surrounded by lgbt

you need a detox

Funnily, my most active social media is probably kiwifarms. I don't like spending time on social media.

if you have weird gender obsessed friends IRL

No, and never had. Even online.

Take a break from social media

Aside from everything I pointed out above, I agree that taking a break from social media is refreshing (no matter who you are). Good advice overall.

 

[Nitro!]

"uhm, actually, all your problems are because you're a tranny,

Yes.

you should be a lesbian

No.

Just be normal lil nigga.

 

[NoCockatrice]

Just be normal

Good advice, but if I could've easily achieved this, I wouldn't have a problem

 

[Nitro!]

Good advice, but if I could've easily achieved this, I wouldn't have a problem

Well, I never said it would be easy. You know what I'll be honest and say that if you've found your way here it'll be hard. But it works.

 

[Clarence Boddicker]

You should learn to be happy with who you were born as and stop being a retard. And when I say stop being a retard, that includes making threads like this.

 

[NoCockatrice]

You should learn to be happy with who you were born as

stop being a retard

One excludes the other

 

[Iron Jaguar]

Being obsessed with pornography, however, isn't normal, I agree. But the thing is I'm not obsessed with pornography.

Yes, because you are a woman. You are instead obsessed with fantasising. Like a woman.

 

[NoCockatrice]

You are instead obsessed with fantasising

No, this shit is even more gay and useless than porn

 

[Illuminati Order Official]

uhm, actually, all your problems are because you're a tranny, you should be a lesbian

Yes, pretty much.

As hard as it is to pass as a MtF at least they can get fucked in the ass and get their desired bottom sexual role.

Only a gay man - often closeted but still very gay - would fuck a tranny.

 

[SmokelessFire]

If your cute I'd bang you

No matter how much money I make and how I identify, I will never experience titjob - do you realise the horror of this

I'm sympathetic to your plight but this made LOL.

So they prescribed me pills that make me less sad and make me lucid dream more vividly, but taking pills is cheating for pussies. Also, like I said lucid dreams won't get you anywhere.

If your mentally ill, take your fucking pills, and I mean the ones that work, try them, stay in contact with your doctor, endure discomfort. For every 1 pill zombie there are ten insane people who fucked up their lives cuz they just won't take their meds. I have learned this the hard way.

Wordvomiting keeps me away for drinking, thank you for reading. This is what 0 does to a motherfucker.

This is a do as I say, not as I do, but keep not drinking. I infact am more understanding of this gay post if this was the objective.

 

[NoCockatrice]

If your cute I'd bang you

Are you a girl?

 

[YellowIsACoolColor]

Just stop being a pooner

 

[NoCockatrice]

Just stop being a pooner

I wish

 

[YellowIsACoolColor]

I wish

Quit calling yourself a man and start acting like a normal woman. Also get off of any testosterone supplements or anything else related to pooning.

 

[SmokelessFire]

Are you a girl?

I am not, but the genuiness of your replies makes me feel bad for having included that.

Stop watching porn, stop drinking, start considering pharmaceutical assistance. Stop intentionally lucid dreaming, I have been in periods of my life where my dreams felt realer than real life, it's a trap, you will always wake up. Just like how you'll always wake up sober. Don't listen to faggots on here who deride that option out of some political/stoic line. I'd rather be pilled up than dead. Above all else, understand that our thoughts determine our lives. We cannot control the arising of thoughts, but it is in our power to reject or admit them. That is what will save you. It sounds abstract and silly, but if you try it, and stick with it, I promise it will atleast make this all easier on you. And then there will be space for thoughts to arise that you wish to admit, that elevate you.

 

[NoCockatrice]

I am not

 

[Staticness]

Just be a straight woman lol. Turn off the porn. You are not a man, nor can you ever be, and to hold you to the standards men are held would be utterly unfair to you.

 

[Randy Facalding]

Just chill out, little dood. You're already doing better than most lesbians by wanting to actually have sex. It sucks you don't get to have a dick or whatever but it's not completely hopeless. Do some tongue exercises or something. You already have an advantage since you know female anatomy.