💥 Trainwreck Anisa Riyadh Jomha / @anisajomha & iDubbbz / Ian Kane Jomha / Ian Kane Washburn / "Anisa's husband" / Scorched Legume / "Poo-Pants Swastika Boy" - Anisa posting her bald nudes on OnlyFans even when married to Ian and thirsting over Hasan while her husband iDubbbz the Content Cuck/Simp/THE RAPED/ etc. watches

How Long Will Anisa Continue to Stream?


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It’s looking like an early Alberta winter. It’s gonna be a COLD DAY IN HELL FOR THAT NEET-BISCH AND WE’RE GONNA HEAR ALL ABOUT IT.

Seriously, it’s already the chill that stays in your bones and these pigs don’t wash, it’s gonna be miserable and chilly in that poorly-built Edmonton hovel.
 
idubbbz 2025-10-28 twitch stream chat archive.

chat-downloader output attached. 7z contains the json file.

Docket: Hurricane Melissa, Erdles, Gaming?, no using the letter 'i' in chat
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Because it'll just turn into a faster-than-rekieta thread of the same exact post (HOOOOOOOERRRRR!!!1!) over and over again like we don't all already know she's a dumb not-even-real-whore.
 
okay i know this dumbass has actual brain damage bc NorthernLion is literally the most left-wing progressive canadian ever. The dude loves trannies and being politically correct. It's a big part of his personality and most of his tranny fanbase follows him bc he is outspoken about supporting left-wing progressive politics.

i genuinely get a headache trying to understand why ian says the shit he does. at this point, i think he's so desperate for views that he's just taking shots at any big streamer with a dedicated following in hope their fans will hear about it and come to his stream as a way to engagement farm.
the thing is.... ian is so irrelevant that its not working lmao

edit:
NorthernLion literally went viral for naming 100 women in less than 8 minuets, many of which were from history, politics, and literature. something ian could barely do, and the ones he did name were either his nobody wife or literally celebrity slop.
It's not that surprising to me. He has so little to actually offer the side he claims to be on the team of. He's too stupid to memorize talking points, his channel has no reach anymore, he's got the charisma of a lobotomized cuttlefish, and he's not financially successful enough for leftoids to live vicariously through. Him talking shit about another left-leaning content creator is him trying to flex to his progressive audience. "Look guys! I'm, like, SUPER leftie! I'm so far to the left, that I make THIS guy look like a chud!"
 
It's not that surprising to me. He has so little to actually offer the side he claims to be on the team of. He's too stupid to memorize talking points, his channel has no reach anymore, he's got the charisma of a lobotomized cuttlefish, and he's not financially successful enough for leftoids to live vicariously through. Him talking shit about another left-leaning content creator is him trying to flex to his progressive audience. "Look guys! I'm, like, SUPER leftie! I'm so far to the left, that I make THIS guy look like a chud!"
Simple Ian will be struggling to understand why the other bald, blind, white man gets so many views and has a happy successful life.

It will never click for Simple Ian.
 
Re: from the Anisa subreddit
>blaming grossgore for her ruining her twitch career
rapidsave.com_2016_before_meeting_idubbbz_anisa_admits_she-jemithcbantf1.mp4

>compilation of Anisa blaming idubbbz for ruining her career and clips of her before meeting idubbbz, admitting her twitch career is ruined
rapidsave.com_anisa_gaslighted_idubbbz_into_thinking_he_ruined-cwsgssrd96uf1.mp4
What the hell is with her evil ass smile after she says she was bigger than Ian before he blew up? She looks like the fucking grinch
 

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What the hell is with her evil ass smile after she says she was bigger than Ian before he blew up? She looks like the fucking grinch
I really like her machiavellian smile in that picture. It's typical Anisa behaviour - thinking she's the smartest in the room, and thinking she's an amazing manipulator.

Well, I'll give you that. You successfully latched yourself into a desirable and well-off man (because he was an awkward incel), wormed yourself into his brain and slowly started pulling the strings yourself. You took control of his weak pathetic mind, inserted yourself into every facet of his life, and are now fully in control of the vessel. Congrats on becoming the definition of a parasite.

What you forgot is that you're not really smart at all, Anisa. You successfully control his mind, but you're a shit driver. Thanks to every single decision you made, you made both your lives shittier. Now, you're poor, have no prospects of a successful career, your husband is so codependent he must be told every single opinion he needs to have, and you've ruined every single piece of goodwill or reputation both of you had.

You're so machiavellian and such a successful manipulator, you actually manipulated yourself into believing you're smart. Nice going, you played yourself bitch. Now you can't even monkey branch to anyone else. You're stuck with a cuck, but no one even wants to be your bull. I swear these two are just like Wheatley from Portal 2 - designed to take the dumbest decision every single time.
 

My mom was getting her masters at 32, taking care of my siblings, ensuring we went on vacations, went horse back riding, made crafts, and went to plays.

This tatted up, pear headed e-whore is almost 40, moved in next to her mom in Canada, is married to a brain damaged, pants shitting has been, sells her ass online for pennies, destroyed her body with toddler scribbles, and has accomplished quite literally nothing.

Read that, Anisa. Internalize it. You’re a punchline, remembered, if at all, only as the woman who ruined a more successful man.

You dumb bitch! :lol:
 
I popped into idubbbz's twitch stream a bit to find him talking shit about NorhthernLion.
He said NorhthernLion let the fame get to his head and has become smarmy. How he doesn't do enough political activism for women.
I've been keeping track of idubbbz/anisa's wild descent since the beginning but even I am still shocked at their utter retardation. What the fuck is idubbbz problem?
Idk too much about NorthernLion but from the clips I've seen he's an unproblematic Canadian with a loving wife and kid. I'm pretty fucking sure idubbbz is basing his current stream style on him too with the fucking wordle and shit. I know he's probably attacking him because he's jealous but holy fuck have some tact

Anyways very funny to see him pulling a classic "Anisa-stream" move by ego-searching on google.
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he said he hates this picture and wants to replace it. Hoped one of his mods are also wiki jannies
This nigger said not even 2 weeks ago he wanted to be like NorthernLion if he ever had a kid. NL has a loving wife and daughter and is actually funny and entertaining (and smart) when it comes to his trivia/erdle games. He's also good at GeoGuesser. Ian is just jealous he doesn't operate at his level.

Here's my fav NL rant. Maybe Ian can learn something from it. Get it twisted.
 
Extracted bans and timeouts
Twitch Moderation Report
Stream Date: 2025-10-28

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User: squonkerz_
Action: permanently banned
Timestamp: 2025-10-28 16:06:31
Last Message: There's $5 to get a big black bull to please your wife for once.
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User: thelonedingleberry1
Action: permanently banned
Timestamp: 2025-10-28 16:22:35
Last Message: @jaackaary yeah burglarizing has gone... woke
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User: crimroc
Action: permanently banned
Timestamp: 2025-10-28 16:37:34
Last Message: greekgodx pulling more viewers rn
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User: porcupinepower
Action: timed out (600 seconds)
Timestamp: 2025-10-28 16:45:59
Last Message: show us that meat antler white boy! the streets are ACHING for a hog reveal
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User: meyajee
Action: timed out (600 seconds)
Timestamp: 2025-10-28 17:29:53
Last Message: A lot of social media is Jewish owned so its weird my algorithm is so anti semitic even though I don't press like or anything
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User: stevebruletruehunk1
Action: permanently banned
Timestamp: 2025-10-28 17:56:08
Last Message: i heard he leaves bunnies outside
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User: nujutp
Action: permanently banned
Timestamp: 2025-10-28 18:03:24
Last Message: idubbz is a loser
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User: cantbeatdis
Action: permanently banned
Timestamp: 2025-10-28 18:22:11
Last Message: nobody watchin this bruh 😭😭✌️
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User: medium_squash
Action: permanently banned
Timestamp: 2025-10-28 18:44:35
Last Message: remember when idubbbz would approach strangers and yell slurs at them
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User: octogunsho
Action: permanently banned
Timestamp: 2025-10-28 19:01:24
Last Message: kinda like how you taught pre teens that saying the n word was cool
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User: enyak69
Action: permanently banned
Timestamp: 2025-10-28 19:57:15
Last Message: Shock your dog and they will yelp loud
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User: ymeplery
Action: permanently banned
Timestamp: 2025-10-28 20:04:16
Last Message: this lost at the ballot box, niggy
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User: gknightly
Action: permanently banned
Timestamp: 2025-10-28 20:16:23
Last Message: love it when the n word f word guy tries to process racism
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User: kirklandpro
Action: timed out (600 seconds)
Timestamp: 2025-10-28 20:33:47
Last Message: You seen the qt valk stuff?
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User: desperateforfun
Action: timed out (10 seconds)
Timestamp: 2025-10-28 20:44:18
Last Message: All men are scammers
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User: kid_jot
Action: timed out (600 seconds)
Timestamp: 2025-10-28 20:52:37
Last Message: @anisajomha what’s your OF link? or is it the same as your twitch?
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User: pandarian123
Action: timed out (600 seconds)
Timestamp: 2025-10-28 20:54:54
Last Message: @iDubbbz can u take off all ur clothes and smear peanut butter all over and yell "LICK ME LICK ME LICK ME LICK ME"
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User: ethanorfire
Action: timed out (600 seconds)
Timestamp: 2025-10-28 21:07:11
Last Message: I'm here to have a good time, not do allat.
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User: beaniebeabea
Action: timed out (60 seconds)
Timestamp: 2025-10-28 21:20:36
Last Message: damn sub 200 viewers
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User: ethanorfire
Action: timed out (600 seconds)
Timestamp: 2025-10-28 21:29:27
Last Message: Going live soon... Rat build Dark and Darker
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User: wcs556x45
Action: permanently banned
Timestamp: 2025-10-28 21:54:36
Last Message: 7 million subscribers to this. jesus, rip.
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User: zunetoon303
Action: permanently banned
Timestamp: 2025-10-28 21:58:43
Last Message: you wack hahahaha
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User: eleldar
Action: permanently banned
Timestamp: 2025-10-28 22:12:34
Last Message: how do we feel about jews in here
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User: glitchpaw
Action: permanently banned
Timestamp: 2025-10-28 22:29:51
Last Message: can you zap the dog?
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Lol Anisa was the most active chatter. So pathetic


Anisa and Han chat logs:

Messages related to AnisaJomha — Stream Date: 2025-10-28

2025-10-28 16:44:33 | AnisaJomha: earthquakes scare the shit out of me
2025-10-28 16:47:19 | AnisaJomha: @xNiink it can yeah
2025-10-28 16:47:49 | xNiink: @AnisaJomha Fortnite level event
2025-10-28 16:49:13 | AnisaJomha: ian LUL
2025-10-28 16:49:23 | krustomer: @AnisaJomha got his ASS
2025-10-28 16:49:32 | AnisaJomha: @krustomer Kappa
2025-10-28 16:50:26 | AnisaJomha: @sxarbo BAN HEM
2025-10-28 16:50:53 | AnisaJomha: @sxarbo KEKW
2025-10-28 16:50:56 | sxarbo: @AnisaJomha mercy please
2025-10-28 16:51:17 | AnisaJomha: ....
2025-10-28 16:51:19 | AnisaJomha: uh
2025-10-28 16:52:24 | AnisaJomha: ....bro
2025-10-28 16:52:45 | AnisaJomha: brown corduroy
2025-10-28 16:53:11 | AnisaJomha: performative male alert ian!
2025-10-28 16:53:32 | Daemaro: @AnisaJomha don't you mean ean? SUSSY
2025-10-28 16:53:34 | hunnfull: @AnisaJomha Watch your eyes ma'am
2025-10-28 16:53:46 | AnisaJomha: @Daemaro thes game is hard WutFace
2025-10-28 16:53:51 | AnisaJomha: CHARM!>?
2025-10-28 16:53:52 | AnisaJomha: LOL
2025-10-28 16:54:09 | dub42069: @AnisaJomha that’s my thought tooo lol
2025-10-28 16:54:55 | AnisaJomha: @natesal4790 ugh same...trust me
2025-10-28 16:56:27 | AnisaJomha: big cheeseburger in the sky
2025-10-28 17:00:19 | AnisaJomha: the edits kill me...its so gross
2025-10-28 17:01:56 | AnisaJomha: @Daemaro love the com1tment to the b1t
2025-10-28 17:03:20 | AnisaJomha: @iDubbbz i think nick needs to build a gorilla nest tbh
2025-10-28 17:03:46 | AnisaJomha: @BullFuginShot before i think
2025-10-28 17:05:43 | AnisaJomha: i will get permanently get banned if i type what i want to type
2025-10-28 17:05:53 | AnisaJomha: im so serious/
2025-10-28 17:05:56 | boregasm666: @anisajomha lmao same
2025-10-28 17:06:00 | foreskinfrancisco: @anisajomha i triple dog dare you to do it
2025-10-28 17:06:05 | milipanda: @AnisaJomha i feel you dude
2025-10-28 17:06:13 | BohemianBasketcase: @AnisaJomha me, every fucking time i see him i wanna fed post bad
2025-10-28 17:06:19 | Daemaro: @AnisaJomha They can't stop you from th1nk1ng 1t though 😄
2025-10-28 17:06:36 | AnisaJomha: @Daemaro im thinking it so hard right now
2025-10-28 17:08:08 | AnisaJomha: @kidnamedpubert_ hi pubert <3
2025-10-28 17:08:26 | AnisaJomha: yeah the infantilization of him
2025-10-28 17:08:30 | AnisaJomha: i get that
2025-10-28 17:08:48 | AnisaJomha: @kidnamedpubert_ im good! just making coffee
2025-10-28 17:09:03 | foreskinfrancisco: @anisajomha Dunkin or starbucks
2025-10-28 17:09:07 | AnisaJomha: yeah its very important to not infantalize men like this
2025-10-28 17:10:23 | AnisaJomha: @xNiink she antisemitic and bad. Shes using ant israel takes to allow her to practice her antisemitism more publicly.
2025-10-28 17:10:57 | AnisaJomha: @Matt_Slice shut up WutFace
2025-10-28 17:11:35 | xNiink: @AnisaJomha Ahh that makes sense. Ik a lot of antisemites have been doing that so its been kind hard to tell who's actual there to protest the genocide
2025-10-28 17:11:37 | Matt_Slice: @AnisaJomha I am being serious I have seen it live
2025-10-28 17:11:44 | AnisaJomha: SHUT UP NICK GROSS
2025-10-28 17:13:40 | AnisaJomha: i love nanas saying
2025-10-28 17:14:09 | AnisaJomha: im....going
2025-10-28 17:14:10 | AnisaJomha: to
2025-10-28 17:14:14 | AnisaJomha: say
2025-10-28 17:14:14 | milhouseseyebrows: @AnisaJomha She was Irish immigrant girl - you know the stories lmao
2025-10-28 17:14:15 | AnisaJomha: it
2025-10-28 17:14:28 | AnisaJomha: @milhouseseyebrows ohhh yeah LUL
2025-10-28 17:15:13 | AnisaJomha: it makes me so sick
2025-10-28 17:15:18 | AnisaJomha: @makexanaxotc yes
2025-10-28 17:15:49 | AnisaJomha: @hamkneelive ok now we are cooking
2025-10-28 17:17:21 | AnisaJomha: @krustomer painful journey thus far
2025-10-28 17:20:13 | Matt_Slice: @iDubbbz @AnisaJomha If want to see it paste in google: "Asmongold Considers Stream with Nick Fuentes" try second link - instagram link to short from (someone named shrednewz)
2025-10-28 17:25:31 | AnisaJomha: @UncleDane hello Dane!
2025-10-28 17:25:57 | AnisaJomha: i cried when i watched lala land
2025-10-28 17:26:17 | hello__daleo: @AnisaJomha same, hard
2025-10-28 17:26:51 | AnisaJomha: I LOVE THE JASON SEGAL MUPPET MOVIE
2025-10-28 17:29:53 | AnisaJomha: LUL
2025-10-28 17:30:38 | AnisaJomha: i just burst out laughing
2025-10-28 17:30:58 | AnisaJomha: LMAOOOOO
2025-10-28 17:36:57 | AnisaJomha: he just represents insecure young racist men which there are many of them...
2025-10-28 17:39:15 | AnisaJomha: problematic to humans...
2025-10-28 17:40:50 | AnisaJomha: is this the quiz one? or a different clip
2025-10-28 17:42:09 | AnisaJomha: i thought there was a quiz one
2025-10-28 17:42:14 | AnisaJomha: maybe im wrong
2025-10-28 17:42:52 | AnisaJomha: he made them answer a questionaire i though
2025-10-28 17:43:33 | AnisaJomha: @UncleDane yeah this is what ever i thought it was way worse LUL
2025-10-28 17:48:49 | AnisaJomha: someone needs to do a more concise groyper info for people who need an introduction to what groypers are
2025-10-28 17:49:23 | flowerpowerbee: @AnisaJomha I need a Groypers for Dummies
2025-10-28 17:49:34 | AnisaJomha: @flowerpowerbee yeah for real
2025-10-28 17:52:14 | flowerpowerbee: I love that too thank you @anisajomha 🫶🏻
2025-10-28 17:52:49 | AnisaJomha: @flowerpowerbee <3 <3
2025-10-28 17:53:08 | AnisaJomha: @jayqueueitup yes youre correct
2025-10-28 17:53:22 | AnisaJomha: youre still agreeing with what i said
2025-10-28 17:54:30 | AnisaJomha: they arent angry enough FeelsBadMan
2025-10-28 17:55:55 | AnisaJomha: yeah hes angry at himself and he is putting it on other people which is tricking others into thinking its conviction
2025-10-28 17:56:29 | AnisaJomha: @adamvision yeah
2025-10-28 17:57:19 | AnisaJomha: someone actually needs to sit down and explain to people who and what groypers are
2025-10-28 17:58:21 | AnisaJomha: @natesal4790 i totally understand that
2025-10-28 17:58:40 | AnisaJomha: no i think its self hate being mistaken for conviction
2025-10-28 18:00:11 | AnisaJomha: lawyer fascists FeelsBadMan
2025-10-28 18:00:56 | AnisaJomha: hes speaking to the amygdala
2025-10-28 18:11:01 | AnisaJomha: OHH im so excited to watch this sean video
2025-10-28 18:11:16 | nata_thehuman: @anisajomha me too ❤️
2025-10-28 18:11:49 | AnisaJomha: yep
2025-10-28 18:11:53 | AnisaJomha: already correct
2025-10-28 18:12:06 | AnisaJomha: YEP
2025-10-28 18:12:12 | BushyFlames: @AnisaJomha 💯
2025-10-28 18:13:12 | AnisaJomha: sounds fine to me too
2025-10-28 18:16:35 | AnisaJomha: @zivotno this is true
2025-10-28 18:16:48 | AnisaJomha: this is very very accurate
2025-10-28 18:24:42 | AnisaJomha: streamers have to self reflect a lot more. its so frustrating.
2025-10-28 18:25:07 | AnisaJomha: cringe tweet LUL
2025-10-28 18:26:32 | AnisaJomha: just have a bit more empathy
2025-10-28 18:29:43 | AnisaJomha: @sofiaee_art its refreshing to read a chat who gets it. Thank you <3 we think about and care about this a lot.
2025-10-28 18:35:25 | Mudfoot_: idubbbDing idubbbDing idubbbDing @AnisaJomha
2025-10-28 18:38:09 | emilyyymckenzie: FACTS @anisajomha 💪 I actually think a huge part of this is because millennials & younger are almost *all* renting, so our space isn't our own & we can't get too settled there. At work we hot-desk. Our media is rented through subscriptions. Our hobbies are pay to play. The ONLY things we own that are 100% ours, are our bodies and our online profiles
2025-10-28 19:00:00 | AnisaJomha: and they got rich young
2025-10-28 19:01:05 | AnisaJomha: resistant to controversy
2025-10-28 19:01:14 | AnisaJomha: @merculight hes so awesome
2025-10-28 19:01:34 | merculight: @anisajomha I never realized!!!
2025-10-28 19:03:19 | AnisaJomha: yeah theyre over it
2025-10-28 19:05:09 | AnisaJomha: i think even the " i miss 2016 idubbbz" people are also this but arent aware so they take it out on you for changing.
2025-10-28 19:06:17 | AnisaJomha: @khazmifisto hey! thanks for popping in. Things are good! hope all is well with you too.
2025-10-28 19:09:12 | AnisaJomha: have you talked about danielle smith teacher stuff @iDubbbz
2025-10-28 19:11:24 | AnisaJomha: notwithstanding clause is so bad.
2025-10-28 19:11:34 | AnisaJomha: it surpasses the charter of rights
2025-10-28 19:12:15 | AnisaJomha: so basically this means in the future they can do this and its very dangerous/
2025-10-28 19:12:18 | AnisaJomha: @Coney33 yes
2025-10-28 19:12:42 | AnisaJomha: using section 33 used to mean career suicide for a politician
2025-10-28 19:12:56 | AnisaJomha: its like over riding the consititution
2025-10-28 19:13:58 | AnisaJomha: might be a general strike in alberta soon as a response
2025-10-28 19:14:27 | AnisaJomha: we will hear on wed i think
2025-10-28 19:16:37 | AnisaJomha: they must be AI LUL
2025-10-28 19:16:58 | AnisaJomha: i hate how racist canada is becoming.
2025-10-28 19:17:22 | AnisaJomha: we have never wanted immigrants to assimilate. Our culture has never been like that.
2025-10-28 19:17:34 | AnisaJomha: @thegreatziegfeld1 its so depressing
2025-10-28 19:18:25 | AnisaJomha: ALWAYS AN EXCUSE
2025-10-28 19:24:59 | AnisaJomha: always...scapegoating immigrants
2025-10-28 19:25:30 | AnisaJomha: @desperateforfun LUL
2025-10-28 19:26:57 | AnisaJomha: Trudeaus a worse version of his father tbh
2025-10-28 19:27:12 | AnisaJomha: i wish the NDP was more popular
2025-10-28 19:27:26 | emilyyymckenzie: @AnisaJomha Is Trudeau's political party considered left wing in Canada?
2025-10-28 19:27:36 | AnisaJomha: @emilyyymckenzie oh yeah
2025-10-28 19:27:57 | hunnfull: @AnisaJomha ugh yeah i hate having to do strategic voting because NDP isnt more popular. our local rep is NDP and im so happy about it,
2025-10-28 19:28:56 | AnisaJomha: @hunnfull yeah its really sad, and the provincial NDP party here in alberta arent like...really NDP
2025-10-28 19:29:59 | hunnfull: @AnisaJomha i hate driving around near elections and seeing just how many blue signs are up.
2025-10-28 19:30:32 | AnisaJomha: @bwoingy yep
2025-10-28 19:30:38 | AnisaJomha: LMAAAOOO
2025-10-28 19:34:11 | AnisaJomha: @djennks really made me queezy LOL
2025-10-28 19:35:02 | AnisaJomha: ew
2025-10-28 19:38:28 | AnisaJomha: @sadcheetah HeyGuys HEY CHEETAH
2025-10-28 19:38:45 | AnisaJomha: EW
2025-10-28 19:38:45 | sadcheetah: @AnisaJomha Anisa hello elbyBlom
2025-10-28 19:38:47 | AnisaJomha: LOL
2025-10-28 19:39:06 | AnisaJomha: canadians are so goofy its embarrasing
2025-10-28 19:39:38 | AnisaJomha: like pathetically goofy and bluntly racist
2025-10-28 19:40:06 | AnisaJomha: YES I WAS TAUGHT ABOUT THIS IN GRADE 7 IN DRAMA CLASS LOL
2025-10-28 19:40:31 | AnisaJomha: i totally forgot about that, jesus.
2025-10-28 19:41:20 | AnisaJomha: this is so disgusting
2025-10-28 19:43:04 | AnisaJomha: canadian reddits are so racist,,, i cant go on edmonton reddit at all
2025-10-28 19:43:41 | hunnfull: @AnisaJomha same with all of the university subreddits too
2025-10-28 19:43:50 | AnisaJomha: @iDubbbz this is why i hated people saying you cant speak on europe in your video as if canada isnt having the exact same issue
2025-10-28 19:43:58 | AnisaJomha: @hunnfull thats so depressing...
2025-10-28 19:44:21 | ozzyozman: @AnisaJomha I am from Europe and I will allow him! You have an Europe Pass from me
2025-10-28 19:44:25 | hunnfull: @AnisaJomha its disgusting :(
2025-10-28 19:44:37 | AnisaJomha: @ozzyozman WOOHOO! i will print it out and laminate it
2025-10-28 19:45:09 | AnisaJomha: @Vitamix19 yep..classic justification for violence.
2025-10-28 19:45:13 | dsn274: @AnisaJomha I loved that he spoke about Europe tbh. These people have to be called out everywhere
2025-10-28 19:45:24 | AnisaJomha: @dsn274 agreed yeah
2025-10-28 19:45:37 | AnisaJomha: oh...dear god.
2025-10-28 19:46:21 | AnisaJomha: LMAOOOOO
2025-10-28 19:47:27 | AnisaJomha: not crash LUL
2025-10-28 19:48:53 | AnisaJomha: @adamvision i saw how he spoke to that indigenous woman. He can eat shit.
2025-10-28 19:49:18 | Mudfoot_: @AnisaJomha I saw how he talked to that empty chair as if it were Obamna
2025-10-28 19:50:07 | AnisaJomha: its feeding into white peoples saviour complex ego issues.
2025-10-28 19:50:09 | AnisaJomha: its gross
2025-10-28 19:50:47 | AnisaJomha: we just dont need to have films exploring empathy for the old racist crotchety white guy.
2025-10-28 19:51:14 | AnisaJomha: its been done LUL
2025-10-28 19:51:31 | sadcheetah: @AnisaJomha Same with war veteran baby murderers
2025-10-28 19:51:43 | AnisaJomha: @sadcheetah yeah exactly
2025-10-28 19:51:58 | kazar479: @anisajomha agreed! The Pixar movie “Up” is all we need when it comes to empathy for crotchety old white men
2025-10-28 19:58:33 | AnisaJomha: a cringe question racist loser
2025-10-28 19:59:00 | AnisaJomha: @desperateforfun calm and collected
2025-10-28 19:59:24 | AnisaJomha: @thegreatziegfeld1 amen brother
2025-10-28 20:00:31 | thegreatziegfeld1: @AnisaJomha that's why the lord gave us noses, so we can smell our fellow comrades from a distance
2025-10-28 20:00:32 | AnisaJomha: ancient culture thats survived so much including the british
2025-10-28 20:01:14 | AnisaJomha: that would be so cold and hellish jesus
2025-10-28 20:01:37 | AnisaJomha: im teaching ian all these things LUL
2025-10-28 20:13:18 | AnisaJomha: cuomo
2025-10-28 20:18:27 | AnisaJomha: that kid who talked to you at the slurpee machine caught you off gaurd @iDubbbz
2025-10-28 20:20:18 | AnisaJomha: ian screamed LOL
2025-10-28 20:20:38 | AnisaJomha: @desperateforfun are you from alberta?
2025-10-28 20:20:56 | desperateforfun: @AnisaJomha Yesss, Edmo
2025-10-28 20:21:11 | AnisaJomha: @desperateforfun oh man! im surprised you havent seen that LOL
2025-10-28 20:31:03 | AnisaJomha: @MailorSoon yeah this right here
2025-10-28 20:32:41 | AnisaJomha: @ethanorfire i think self aware stereo-typing can be good but our media literacy is so....bad which sucks
2025-10-28 20:33:03 | AnisaJomha: TIM HORTONS DOG WHISTLE
2025-10-28 20:33:11 | ethanorfire: @AnisaJomha thankfully as we the audience mature we find blatant stereotyping less funny overtime lol
2025-10-28 20:33:39 | AnisaJomha: DONT HATE ON TIM HORTONS
2025-10-28 20:33:56 | AnisaJomha: @desperateforfun i love it FeelsBadMan its cheap and consistent
2025-10-28 20:34:15 | AnisaJomha: @desperateforfun IT IS!>?WD ]klah tm h
2025-10-28 20:34:16 | AnisaJomha: NOOOOO
2025-10-28 20:34:30 | desperateforfun: @AnisaJomha i agree, but it really used to be way better
2025-10-28 20:34:36 | AnisaJomha: @itsthechiz yes!
2025-10-28 20:35:03 | AnisaJomha: @gronkp i just burst out laughing
2025-10-28 20:35:17 | AnisaJomha: @vaomi_x LMAOOO
2025-10-28 20:35:49 | AnisaJomha: thats right and everyone should enjoy it
2025-10-28 20:36:16 | AnisaJomha: @dildoswaggins489 exactly
2025-10-28 20:36:42 | AnisaJomha: UNION BUSTERS!?
2025-10-28 20:36:51 | AnisaJomha: IN MY COUNTRY!? i dont think so.
2025-10-28 20:37:07 | autumnalias: @anisajomha bad news buddy
2025-10-28 20:37:16 | AnisaJomha: @autumnalias FeelsBadMan
2025-10-28 20:38:08 | AnisaJomha: they still have life in em
2025-10-28 20:38:32 | AnisaJomha: @gronkp its the most isolating experience.
2025-10-28 20:38:52 | AnisaJomha: @autumnalias toronto is kind of like mini US imo
2025-10-28 20:39:22 | kendallroyofficial: @AnisaJomha nooo thats what non-gta canadians say but i really dont think so
2025-10-28 20:40:02 | AnisaJomha: @kendallroyofficial everytime i met a canadian in the US and i couldnt tell they were canadian it was because they were from toronto
2025-10-28 20:40:45 | kendallroyofficial: @AnisaJomha that brand of americanised person exists here, i can agree with that tbf
2025-10-28 20:40:54 | AnisaJomha: @desperateforfun i like richmond tho FeelsBadMan
2025-10-28 20:42:04 | AnisaJomha: @gronkp yeah... ive heard also colorism is a huge issue in india
2025-10-28 20:42:09 | desperateforfun: @AnisaJomha BC is beautiful but people from vancouver are the worst
2025-10-28 20:42:48 | AnisaJomha: jesus
2025-10-28 20:45:09 | AnisaJomha: id be doing the same thing thats all i know
2025-10-28 20:47:05 | AnisaJomha: yall...lets be honest...so many of us are dropping out of uni anyways
2025-10-28 20:47:29 | AnisaJomha: i dropped out and im so white im see through
2025-10-28 20:47:35 | sadcheetah: @AnisaJomha ironmouse3
2025-10-28 20:47:44 | AnisaJomha: @sadcheetah burn out is real
2025-10-28 20:47:55 | AnisaJomha: @desperateforfun Kappa
2025-10-28 20:48:05 | ilytez: @AnisaJomha should i finish my research paper or drop out (enable me pls)
2025-10-28 20:48:10 | AnisaJomha: why so much hate in the word "indian" dude WutFace
2025-10-28 20:48:30 | AnisaJomha: @ilytez i regret dropping out. YOU CAN DO IT~!
2025-10-28 20:48:58 | AnisaJomha: @ethanorfire yeah hes the posterchild
2025-10-28 20:48:59 | ilytez: @AnisaJomha tytyty ♥️
2025-10-28 20:49:10 | AnisaJomha: @ilytez <3 <3 i believe in you!
2025-10-28 20:49:18 | ethanorfire: @AnisaJomha yep
2025-10-28 20:49:50 | AnisaJomha: @desperateforfun whhaaattt? you dont like salty slush dirt roads? Kappa
2025-10-28 20:50:42 | AnisaJomha: that guys takes got so odd over time
2025-10-28 20:50:59 | desperateforfun: @AnisaJomha nah i love it tbh, i dont drive
2025-10-28 20:51:41 | sadcheetah: @AnisaJomha Which guy?
2025-10-28 20:51:43 | AnisaJomha: @dildoswaggins489 yes immigration is good.
2025-10-28 20:51:49 | AnisaJomha: @sadcheetah that tiktok guy she showed
2025-10-28 20:51:59 | AnisaJomha: @autumnalias yep
2025-10-28 20:52:00 | sadcheetah: @AnisaJomha Oh yea
2025-10-28 20:52:30 | kid_jot: @anisajomha what’s your OF link? or is it the same as your twitch?
2025-10-28 20:53:32 | AnisaJomha: carney creeps me out
2025-10-28 20:53:58 | AnisaJomha: @gronkp its really really disturbing how close we were
2025-10-28 20:54:47 | gronkp: @AnisaJomha I dunno how much australian political news you get over there but we had 10 years of idiots like that and we're still recovering
2025-10-28 20:55:17 | sadcheetah: @AnisaJomha This was happening in australian too but trump and the guy being such a detestable worm made us keep the status quo
2025-10-28 20:56:05 | AnisaJomha: @gronkp yeah ive seen some of it and its sad. Its sad how long its taken to even get gay marriage legalized.
2025-10-28 20:56:47 | AnisaJomha: @ethanorfire canada has not
2025-10-28 20:56:49 | AnisaJomha: LOL
2025-10-28 20:57:00 | AnisaJomha: thats a maga talking point thats not true
2025-10-28 20:58:17 | AnisaJomha: @ethanorfire ...why would that justify annexing us?
2025-10-28 20:58:39 | AnisaJomha: yeah carney needs to be heavily side eyed
2025-10-28 21:11:30 | AnisaJomha: @Tw0Keys nostaw amme
2025-10-28 21:11:52 | AnisaJomha: LUL
2025-10-28 21:12:06 | Tw0Keys: @AnisaJomha wwwo ees I
2025-10-28 21:12:07 | Jawspwnsu: @AnisaJomha the way I read this as "nostaw amme" wondering who tf that is
2025-10-28 21:12:21 | AnisaJomha: @Jawspwnsu LUL
2025-10-28 21:12:36 | AnisaJomha: ians a northern lion lover
2025-10-28 21:12:54 | AnisaJomha: he introduced me to northernlion
2025-10-28 21:13:44 | AnisaJomha: ian introduced me to both nardwar and northern lion...maybe he was more canadian than me all along
2025-10-28 21:14:34 | AnisaJomha: ok smarmy know it all
2025-10-28 21:19:17 | AnisaJomha: @MailorSoon i think youre right
2025-10-28 21:19:27 | MailorSoon: @AnisaJomha im so right
2025-10-28 22:15:23 | AnisaJomha: @Tyiestar all love <2
2025-10-28 22:15:45 | AnisaJomha: @han_9999 han is union leader
2025-10-28 22:16:42 | AnisaJomha: ians joking 80 percent of the time. Thats how i function day to day.
2025-10-28 22:18:04 | AnisaJomha: halal snack pack feels like a microagression Kappa
2025-10-28 22:18:24 | AnisaJomha: HAYCH ESS PEE
2025-10-28 22:18:55 | Jawspwnsu: @AnisaJomha h pronounced as haytch is the real microaggression Kappa
2025-10-28 22:19:38 | AnisaJomha: @Jawspwnsu actually tho LUL
2025-10-28 22:20:02 | AnisaJomha: @gronkp i microagressed FeelsBadMan im sorry queen
2025-10-28 22:23:09 | AnisaJomha: i was going to make this for dinner tonight lol
2025-10-28 22:26:32 | AnisaJomha: i basically make this at home for us for dinner when im being lazy LOIL
2025-10-28 22:36:14 | AnisaJomha: WOW
2025-10-28 22:36:42 | emiliababe: @AnisaJomha not on xbox 360 :( They are working on porting it to consoles though!
2025-10-28 22:37:04 | AnisaJomha: @emiliababe ohhh woops!
2025-10-28 22:59:25 | AnisaJomha: @gronkp she does this happy rubbing after she eats. Its when shes gitty LOL
2025-10-28 22:59:49 | gronkp: @AnisaJomha idubbbLuv idubbbLuv idubbbLuv
2025-10-28 23:04:37 | AnisaJomha: love the music
2025-10-28 23:05:00 | joeroganoftheleft: @AnisaJomha Its so ass lol
2025-10-28 23:06:30 | AnisaJomha: AND EMILIAAAAAA
2025-10-28 23:06:36 | AnisaJomha: AND EMILIAAAAAAAA
2025-10-28 23:06:42 | AnisaJomha: ANNNDDDDDDD EMILIAAAAA
2025-10-28 23:06:46 | emiliababe: @AnisaJomha he hates me :(
2025-10-28 23:07:26 | AnisaJomha: prezoh LUL og boyyy

Messages related to han_9999 — Stream Date: 2025-10-28

2025-10-28 16:14:42 | han_9999: 💫 CHAT RULES: FOLLOW TOS | BE CIVIL | STAY ON TOPIC
2025-10-28 16:14:55 | han_9999: @xNiink we eventually will!
2025-10-28 16:15:03 | sammmer_: @han_9999 Tummy update? 👀💖🙏
2025-10-28 16:15:06 | han_9999: @krustomer <3 <3
2025-10-28 16:15:29 | xNiink: @han_9999 ah dope i rarely use twitch
2025-10-28 16:15:31 | han_9999: @sammmer_ i have to see a specialist, there was nothing wrong in the pathogen test
2025-10-28 16:15:52 | jaackaary: @han_9999 damn, do you atleast live somewhere it's free
2025-10-28 16:16:02 | sammmer_: @han_9999 Guess I have to go to college and get my doctorates if it means I must
2025-10-28 16:16:14 | han_9999: @jaackaary no not at all :( this is gonna be an expensive journey for meeee
2025-10-28 16:16:16 | krustomer: @han_9999 hoping u csn see them soon :( ive been thru all the colonoscopies, endoscopies etc it is so much but you will get thru it <3
2025-10-28 16:16:27 | han_9999: @krustomer appreciate you <3 <3
2025-10-28 16:16:36 | han_9999: appreciate all of yall youre so sweet <3
2025-10-28 16:16:37 | owndbynol: @han_9999 Probably when the average is larger. So he has still a good revenue split even after loosing a chunk of viewers to yt non?
2025-10-28 16:16:51 | BohemianBasketcase: @han_9999 doing better?
2025-10-28 16:16:57 | jaackaary: @han_9999 hope it's not too bad and they catch whatever it is soon and stomp it before the bill grows too huge
2025-10-28 16:17:04 | han_9999: @owndbynol probably sooner than you think!
2025-10-28 16:17:21 | han_9999: @jaackaary i hope so :(
2025-10-28 16:18:09 | han_9999: @sammmer_ <3 <3
2025-10-28 16:18:09 | hunnfull: sending good vibes your way @han_9999 <3
2025-10-28 16:18:27 | han_9999: appreciate you guys, yall are sweet
2025-10-28 16:19:18 | han_9999: @Daemaro yeah the mobile app is so crazy bad
2025-10-28 16:19:35 | han_9999: @sammmer_ <3
2025-10-28 16:19:45 | han_9999: welcome in everybody! <3
2025-10-28 16:20:59 | han_9999: @NicoTown 10!!!
2025-10-28 16:21:27 | han_9999: @marlboromilky 25!!!
2025-10-28 16:23:04 | xoSchadenfreude: @han_9999 sorry if you already mentioned it, but have you gotten any updates?
2025-10-28 16:24:23 | han_9999: @xoSchadenfreude sadly no results so i have to see a specialist. stressful lol appreciate you <3
2025-10-28 16:24:52 | xoSchadenfreude: @han_9999 ugh, that’s balls. thinking of you!!
2025-10-28 16:37:08 | han_9999: ad break
2025-10-28 16:38:35 | han_9999: welcome back chat
2025-10-28 16:55:55 | han_9999: @hamkneelive 5!!!
2025-10-28 16:59:28 | han_9999: GO LEAVE SOME LOVE: https://youtu.be/-xglGtshYX8
2025-10-28 17:06:53 | han_9999: ad break
2025-10-28 17:07:15 | foreskinfrancisco: @han_9999 Where have you been
2025-10-28 17:07:21 | han_9999: @foreskinfrancisco right here
2025-10-28 17:07:29 | foreskinfrancisco: @han_9999 should I get a Red Bull or a buzz ball
2025-10-28 17:07:37 | han_9999: @foreskinfrancisco both
2025-10-28 17:07:44 | han_9999: @kidnamedpubert_ pubert! <3
2025-10-28 17:07:44 | foreskinfrancisco: @han_9999 😎
2025-10-28 17:08:40 | han_9999: welcome back chat <3
2025-10-28 17:10:19 | han_9999: @foreskinfrancisco 5!!!
2025-10-28 17:17:05 | han_9999: @snugfever i need you to prove to me right now that youre not a bot
2025-10-28 17:17:20 | snugfever: @han_9999 hi
2025-10-28 17:17:28 | han_9999: @snugfever hmmmmmm
2025-10-28 17:18:57 | han_9999: @snugfever okay you get away with it this time, but stop spamming chudler
2025-10-28 17:24:31 | han_9999: @adamvision perfectly said
2025-10-28 17:25:47 | han_9999: @snugfever please :(
2025-10-28 17:25:50 | han_9999: no more
2025-10-28 17:28:21 | han_9999: @snugfever wdym "we lost you"??
2025-10-28 17:32:19 | han_9999: @NicoTown see ya nico <3
2025-10-28 17:36:54 | han_9999: ad break
2025-10-28 17:38:15 | han_9999: @Draculatorrr no, and please stop trying to start shit in chat
2025-10-28 17:39:10 | han_9999: @nitros_420 welcome in!
2025-10-28 17:40:44 | han_9999: @satanssidepiece i know right :(
2025-10-28 17:41:04 | satanssidepiece: @han_9999 This is the bad place!
2025-10-28 17:42:29 | han_9999: @satanssidepiece 10!!! <3
2025-10-28 17:43:00 | satanssidepiece: @han_9999 I'm bonafide now lol
2025-10-28 17:43:22 | han_9999: @dsn274 ???
2025-10-28 17:49:21 | han_9999: @Hlynur_Stormblessed mAAAPLEE <3
2025-10-28 17:49:55 | han_9999: @hunnfull hahaha
2025-10-28 17:52:18 | han_9999: @emiliababe emiiii <3
2025-10-28 17:52:35 | emiliababe: Hey!! @Daemaro @AlynaBArt @han_9999 <3 <3 <3
2025-10-28 17:59:30 | han_9999: welcome in everybody <3
2025-10-28 18:03:47 | han_9999: @flowerpowerbee 10!!!
2025-10-28 18:05:07 | flowerpowerbee: @han_9999 she a fan she a fan she a fan 🎶
2025-10-28 18:05:33 | han_9999: @flowychloe 5!!!
2025-10-28 18:07:00 | han_9999: ad break
2025-10-28 18:12:04 | han_9999: GO LEAVE SOME LOVE: https://youtu.be/Kf2Cqd3JKuc
2025-10-28 18:14:10 | han_9999: so many interesting little characters in chat today
2025-10-28 18:20:46 | han_9999: @farfalafel no politik here
2025-10-28 18:32:01 | han_9999: @zoweemam <3
2025-10-28 18:33:53 | han_9999: @gatls links are disabled
2025-10-28 18:34:16 | gatls: @han_9999 Oh sorry didn't know
2025-10-28 18:36:56 | han_9999: ad break
2025-10-28 18:50:15 | han_9999: @hello__daleo 10!!! <3
2025-10-28 18:53:27 | han_9999: @ThePotatoPicker <3
2025-10-28 18:56:07 | han_9999: @oi__boi <3 welcome back, glad youre here
2025-10-28 19:07:07 | han_9999: ad break
2025-10-28 19:19:23 | han_9999: GO LEAVE SOME LOVE: https://youtu.be/QCMEcJJTYoE
2025-10-28 19:19:39 | ozzyozman: @han_9999 Thank you! will do
2025-10-28 19:37:00 | han_9999: ad break
2025-10-28 20:37:04 | han_9999: ad break ͏
2025-10-28 20:48:00 | han_9999: @ethanorfire being weird in chat...
2025-10-28 20:56:10 | han_9999: @died_of_dysentery what're you talking about?
2025-10-28 21:02:36 | han_9999: @Soki11 huh?
2025-10-28 21:02:54 | Soki11: @han_9999 i asked when he was getting taken to court
2025-10-28 21:06:59 | han_9999: ad break
2025-10-28 21:07:40 | Jawspwnsu: oh @han_9999 !!! how are you? did the results come back?
2025-10-28 21:08:33 | han_9999: @Jawspwnsu they found nothing wrong :( i gotta see a specialist now
2025-10-28 21:09:25 | Jawspwnsu: @han_9999 aw damnit that's some bs but hopefully the specialist will be able to help quickly <3
2025-10-28 21:27:46 | han_9999: @ethanorfire move on, let's all move on
2025-10-28 21:31:25 | han_9999: @maredusmanie THANKS FOR RAIDING <3
2025-10-28 21:33:40 | han_9999: 💫 CHAT RULES: FOLLOW TOS | BE CIVIL | STAY ON TOPIC
2025-10-28 21:36:56 | han_9999: ad break
2025-10-28 21:38:26 | han_9999: welcome back chat <3
2025-10-28 21:39:30 | han_9999: @Brainalytics thanks for gifting!! <3 <3
2025-10-28 21:43:41 | han_9999: right
2025-10-28 22:06:58 | han_9999: ad break
2025-10-28 22:12:18 | han_9999: hey guys follow tos in chat <3 <3
2025-10-28 22:12:49 | han_9999: <3 BE CIVIL IN CHAT <3
2025-10-28 22:13:58 | han_9999: i dont want to be in the competition, i'll just watch
2025-10-28 22:15:31 | han_9999: I WILL NOT BE PARTICIPATING @iDubbbz
2025-10-28 22:15:45 | AnisaJomha: @han_9999 han is union leader
2025-10-28 22:17:32 | han_9999: LEAVE SOME LOVE: https://youtu.be/9XtXzZmwuHg
2025-10-28 22:27:49 | han_9999: horizon zerro dawn 1L
2025-10-28 22:31:49 | han_9999: 💫 CHAT RULES: FOLLOW TOS | BE CIVIL | STAY ON TOPIC
2025-10-28 22:36:54 | han_9999: ad break
2025-10-28 23:02:43 | han_9999: OUR SCHEDULE: MON|TUES|FRI|SAT|SUN| 10AM-5PM MT
2025-10-28 23:06:30 | han_9999: oh welcome raiders!
2025-10-28 23:07:40 | han_9999: HAVE A GOOD NIGHT EVERYBODY <3
 
Re: the NorthernLion thing:
2025-10-28 21:12:36 | AnisaJomha: ians a northern lion lover
2025-10-28 21:12:54 | AnisaJomha: he introduced me to northernlion
2025-10-28 21:13:44 | AnisaJomha: ian introduced me to both nardwar and northern lion...maybe he was more canadian than me all along
Oooookay then? So what was all that about?

And of course it wouldn't be a day ending with Y without Anisa embarrassing Ian for literally no reason at all:
2025-10-28 20:18:27 | AnisaJomha: that kid who talked to you at the slurpee machine caught you off gaurd @iDubbbz
2025-10-28 20:20:18 | AnisaJomha: ian screamed LOL
(please tell me slurpee machine kid finds his way here with footage)
 
Here is another example from his Discord - this fag named Zach. Cringe artwork, bad tattoos, tranny and """activist"""", just the type of people Anisa and I likes to have in his circle.
Mental illness personified. Great audience you've cultivated Mr. Jomha!

UgkxoBzS71Z8b-BqqvS3LbPGJgusEjrn016W.webp
https://www.youtube.com/post/UgkxoBzS71Z8b-BqqvS3LbPGJgusEjrn016W (archive.ph)

https://retro.pizza/@Iamsaltytrash (archive.ph):
Artist in PDX - 

37/Free Palestine/BLM/AFAB/ACAB/ENFP/ MS in HR Management - 

https://zachmooney.carrd.co

https://ko-fi.com/iamsaltytrash (archive.ph):
I’m a 37-year-old trans person living in Portland, Oregon. I moved here with my spouse in 2023 for asylum and a sanctuary city because we are both transgender and have been disowned by our families. After going through an extreme series of back-to-back horrible events I found myself leaning into art again for the first time since I was a kid to get myself through some of the hardest nights in my life.

This is here to make money and to be a living testament to mental health awareness. If I had succeeded in any previous attempts, none of this art would exist. Trans rights are human rights. Trans people exist and have always existed - and we will not be erased.

A brief note on the importance of gender affirming care (to me) (a):
Before starting HRT, I weighed nearly 500 lbs. I had stage 2 hypertension and I was prediabetic. I had just gone to the doctor for help with my hormones and HRT - which I began alongside some blood pressure medication. I was able to lose weight over time, likely Testosterone helped me have some more energy and getting HRT helped me find out I have hypothyroidism, too.

I'm now under 300 lbs, I have normal blood pressure, I can walk miles a day and I am no longer prediabetic. I am proudly out as a trans person and I identify as gender fluid - I want top surgery and do not want bottom surgery as of right now. I have never felt more confident in my body and happier in who I am than I do now. I am 37 years old and have thought about suicide and attempted many times over the course of my life. I am only now starting to feel like I'm able to live my life and I do not have a strong desire to end it, anymore.

I want to help other trans people understand that they are beautiful no matter what - and their journey is theirs to discover. I wish I could have had access to hormone blockers as a kid, but being trans didn't exist in my vocabulary until I was much older and had already escaped my home. Many trans kids don't even know they're trans - they learn about the WORDS until later, but they know the same feelings as any other trans person.

Feeling like you don't belong in your own body is a thought that resonates with many trans folx the moment we hear it leave someone else's lips. Feeling alien and different is in our nature. If I had the words as a child, I would have told you very stubbornly that I was indeed trans.

I was furious that the only power rangers my friends would let me play as were pink or yellow - I was not like either of THOSE girls. I wanted to be a boy from a young age - but I thought it was impossible so I let it be a dream like being a fairy princess or a superhero was. I had no idea it was possible and if I had I would have been so happy for my new future as a boy.

The only difference from today would be I would have had a lot more time to enjoy my confidence and newfound love for life - but I'm happy I still have time.

A reminder letter to myself (a):
I’ve been tasked with writing a letter to my future self. I want to be candid, I only am writing this because there was a promise of a cash prize. I’m sitting on the couch with Caleb, right now. Nothing noteworthy has happened today but my heart is aching, anyways. I’m struggling with money, sitting somewhere on the divide between jumping headfirst into some shitty retail job and fully investing my time into a glorious crashout era before the bitter end of the world. I don’t know what things will be like in the future. I don’t even know what tomorrow will look like. The world is in a state of disarray, the government is spreading disinformation every day about transgender people and I feel like it’s just me and Caleb, backed up by our two cats, versus the world.

I spent so many years discrediting my own ability to survive. But over the years I’ve been able to get a good dose of therapy to help with my past. I’ve met wonderful people and I’ve had amazing support over the last year - especially during a time when I felt like I was at rock bottom.

I’m a survivor. I am resilient. I used to balk at the word because it rang so hollow in my ears. But now I look back on the course of my life and I can see where my strengths lie. I am bafflingly stubborn. I am passionate about justice and I want the world to be a better place. I feel it in my bones that it is entirely possible for me to make a difference in this world.

None of the art on my pages would have been created if I had let myself fall victim to my mental health struggles. None of the love that I have felt. None of the world that I have learned about in the last short year would be available for me to see.

I’m just about to turn 37 as a transgender person. Most transgender people have an attempt before 24 and I’m one of them. But I don’t want to end my life, anymore. I have so much more to do on this Earth and I will use every breath that I have to speak up about these things. I want other trans people to know it’s never too late. I didn’t feel alive until I came out. I have thirty years of life to catch up on - I want to share it with other people and keep focusing on my family, myself and my art.

I don’t know what my mark on this world will be, but I hope I can at least spread some kindness and joy. Maybe my purpose is to share camaraderie in the trying times to come for transgender people. I’m not so sure, but I know that I’m not done here and that I have so much to prove, still.

I’ll always love me. I’m the only me there will ever be and I hope that means something to the world. It does to me.

It’ll be okay. Deep breaths and remember - keep moving forward. Even if it’s just one step. It’s still forward.

Love,

Me 💜
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Welcome Comrades - I'm a trans man who lives out in the PNW with my spouse. I like to be open about trans things as well as mental health struggles to show people they're not alone.
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I’m a trans person who moved out to Portland and lost my job. While focusing on my mental health, I started doing art again and I realized how much I missed it in my life and I’m trying to make it full-time now. It’s tough sometimes I don’t even have money for food, but I’m finally doing what makes me happy and I don’t want to let it to.

I’d love some support to be able to keep making art especially right now when things are very bleak and difficult to navigate through. I think it’s a lot cheaper to support individual artists than it is to pay into a giant machine that steals designs and ideas and just regurgitate them back to you and until you’re kind of happy with what you like.

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