martinfinnegan / Sarah Anne / "Sander Safe Space" - obsessive Bioshock fan with a delusional streak

[3-DAWG]

Loool Okay I wanna say that yeaaah I really shouldn't have fought with norrington
I kinda let my emotions get the better of me and I legit thought/still think they are sarah lmao. So im sorry for ruining the thread basically

But uhhh yeah im not demorialis.
"Same typing style" idk what that even means?
but I did think demoriallis was sarah at first for a second but I did confirm that demorialis was someone I used to talk to alot

also Lol there's nothing about sarah on my new accounts guys
except for that one time she found me but other than that
im not even a kin special or anything its boring as fuck

im soz, i dont wanna bother u anymore with the questions but im genuinely curious, what was it like being an otherkin? what did u do that was ...otherkin-y?

 

[Takotsubo5]

@3-DAWG
LOL Yeah i cant even argue with that. You're 100% right about that
But if u want a legit heart-to heart response i'll tell ya this
Even tho back then I wasnt an actual otherkin, it was really really exhausting. No one wanted to be around me or sarah because (like she is now) she was really high-strung about fictional characters, and I was always rushing to defend her and making myself look even stupider than I already was. I couldn't enjoy anything any more without worrying like"oh would sarah approve of this" or "oh sarah doesnt like this headcanon so I cant talk to this person"
and stupid shit like that.
AAnd when I did research on otherkin I saw a very common trend of them being overall miserable because they're so selfconsious about how a fictional character is portrayed
So after having gone through it and currently not being like that anymore (Or at least i hope im not, JESUS) I gotta say I dont get why anyone would want to be fictionkin/otherkin and let alone be proud of it.

 

[3-DAWG]

@3-DAWG
LOL Yeah i cant even argue with that. You're 100% right about that
But if u want a legit heart-to heart response i'll tell ya this
Even tho back then I wasnt an actual otherkin, it was really really exhausting. No one wanted to be around me or sarah because (like she is now) she was really high-strung about fictional characters, and I was always rushing to defend her and making myself look even stupider than I already was. I couldn't enjoy anything any more without worrying like"oh would sarah approve of this" or "oh sarah doesnt like this headcanon so I cant talk to this person"
and stupid shit like that.
AAnd when I did research on otherkin I saw a very common trend of them being overall miserable because they're so selfconsious about how a fictional character is portrayed
So after having gone through it and currently not being like that anymore (Or at least i hope im not, JESUS) I gotta say I dont get why anyone would want to be fictionkin/otherkin and let alone be proud of it.

But i thought it was their tru identity! that they were born with it like being gay or trans! and they r more oppressed!...or at least thats what the 13 year old queerplatonic self diagnosed DID demi demonkin said to me .... anyway shitty joke aside, Yeah ur right with the whole " them being overall miserable " i got that vibe from a lot of "otherkin" i seen back in my tumblr days (which was last month), they just all seemed like bored attention seekers teenagers tht hid it all with the cutesy uwu speak....or the psychotic ramblings of a madman...with the whole drunk cry typing ,(this threads gotten really off-topic and i kinda contributed to that sorry ya'll... ) Glad u got away from that psycho.

 

[3-DAWG]

 

[Takotsubo5]

@3-DAWG Exactly you're right on the money. and Lol thanks ;_; that actually kinda makes seeing my old shitty dA past worth it LOL

Btw I'll try to sum up what happened to make up for fucking up the thread

Here's me logged into my deactivated deviantart account. But its barren (save for a few comments i never deleted prior to deactivating) http://imgur.com/ckj0gjL http://i.imgur.com/ckj0gjL.png?1 (idk which links works whoops)
I'm actually takotsubo5 her ex
But all I have to offer is shit sarah did/told me
Sarah deleted everything/all of our convos were on msn/old skype accounts, so I've got no hard evidence, only word of mouth, which is a real shame.
I'm not @Demorialiss BUT they are someone I knew/talked to back then, because after me/sarah broke up I was deep in hiding for a while and only told a few close friends about why we broke up; "the lying about the rapes"
It was either Demorialiss OR someone who knew about the thread and also knew me, linked me this thread. I didn't respond for a while since i felt you guys had everything you needed/i wanted nothing to do with her. I only responded only after my old cringey shit was linked

and @Meowthkip LOL Yeah sorry about that "?????????!111!???" typing its a reaal reaaal bad habit from my old days lool. I forget myself sometimes wont happen again loool
and @norrington haha yeah i actually didnt read the majority of your posts at the time because they're too long and about shit i don't care about so. And no I wasn't the OP either, I didnt know about the majority of the shit that was posted here either until i read the thread, since I had not seen sarah in a very long time.
But yeah again sorry about fucking up the thread and sorry about not having anything real juicy but I really appreciate that you guys even wanted to hear from me

 

[Kitaeageru]

Okay, account was approved. So, I'll just get the introduction out of the way.

I've "known" (of) Sarah since 2012. We talked a bit via MSN messenger, and my wife and I have been following her and her story for 4 years.

Please note, if you have any questions for me, I won't have any proof or recepits for anything, it's just mainly mine and my wife's word.

I'll let you know when information is from me, or my wife if you have any questions.

I'm on mobile so I don't really want to type up a synopsis of 4 years worth right now. But, my wife knows more as she's followed her nearly daily for the span of time for lolz, while I unfollowed her 2 or so years ago to keep a hold of my sanity.

So, if you wanna know anything, shoot us a question. We'll do our best to answe.

 

[ActualKiwi]

Okay, account was approved. So, I'll just get the introduction out of the way.

I've "known" (of) Sarah since 2012. We talked a bit via MSN messenger, and my wife and I have been following her and her story for 4 years.

Please note, if you have any questions for me, I won't have any proof or recepits for anything, it's just mainly mine and my wife's word.

I'll let you know when information is from me, or my wife if you have any questions.

I'm on mobile so I don't really want to type up a synopsis of 4 years worth right now. But, my wife knows more as she's followed her nearly daily for the span of time for lolz, while I unfollowed her 2 or so years ago to keep a hold of my sanity.

So, if you wanna know anything, shoot us a question. We'll do our best to answe.

Does she come off as crazy to you as she has to those of us observing from the outside?

 

[Juscum]

I'm interested in knowing how everyone from Sarah's past is finding out about this thread. Is it being cross-posted? Are you telling each other about it? What's the deal, especially now that she's locked down? Not that I'm complaining, this is a goldmine.

@Kitaeageru, you can talk to @Meowthkip about getting verified.

 

[Doc Smith]

@Takotsubo5 Thanks for verifying that for us, man. And you're fine, you've brought some good info.

@Kitaeageru I guess my biggest question is what sort of stuff do you remember Sarah saying? Did she claim to have any kind of illnesses back in the day? What about the various stories of being abused by her dad and older men?

 

[Putato]

@Takotsubo5 See! You verified your identity without having to answer bizarre and asinine questions. Good for you.

 

[Kitaeageru]

I have no idea how to work this shit on mobile, so please, bear with me.

@ActualKiwi , she's obviously out of her fucking mind. When I first met her she was nothing, and I mean nothing like this. It was like talking to a normal (as normal as Tumblr can get) human being.

Wife: "YEAH. She's full out fucking delusional."

@Juscum My wife actually found this thread by searching Sarah's url after finding it was down after I asked her if she heard from "kinbitch" (her name for Sarah) when I saw a lady with the blonde bangs in a parking lot and I remember she existed.

@Doc Smith From what I heard, it was her step dad who abused her. I don't remember hearing about her father except I don't think he was in the picture. Then I remember her saying she was raped at her community college. And I kinda remember a bit about her ex, but I don't really remember her stating outright that her ex did anything. I think I met her right as they were breaking up? I think they were still together, actually.

 

[Takotsubo5]

@Kitaeageru
Yes if you met her in 2012 we were still together
We broke up in 2014, and she started making "callout-posts" about me in fall-ish 2014- which promted me to delete every fucking thing. You know how ppl on tumblr are. Lol they woulda torn me to pieces without even so much as thinking about asking me.

 

[Kitaeageru]

@Takotsubo5

Maybe I'm confused, because I was under the impression that she didn't date anyone between Pagan and her last girlfriend? And I thought that she broke up with her previous girlfriend much earlier than 2014. I've lived in Georgia now for 3 years and she broke up with her last girlfriend before I left San Diego, or I'm pretty sure she did.

 

[Putato]

@Kitaeageru
Yes if you met her in 2012 we were still together
We broke up in 2014, and she started making "callout-posts" about me in fall-ish 2014- which promted me to delete every fucking thing. You know how ppl on tumblr are. Lol they woulda torn me to pieces without even so much as thinking about asking me.

Would you know anywhere else that those posts would have been on? Aside from her main tumblr? Did anyone else reblog them at all? If so, we can probably dig them up.

 

[Takotsubo5]

@Takotsubo5

Maybe I'm confused, because I was under the impression that she didn't date anyone between Pagan and her last girlfriend? And I thought that she broke up with her previous girlfriend much earlier than 2014. I've lived in Georgia now for 3 years and she broke up with her last girlfriend before I left San Diego, or I'm pretty sure she did.

LMAOOO Well
i'm her "last girlfriend" so unless she's either lying about when we broke up or
to add icing on the fuckin cake,
she was cheating on me the whole time, idk mann
though to try and make it more clear, we did start "fighting" in winter 2013
sorry I cant give precise dates, our break up was kinda just a really unpleasant blur at times

@Putato Hmm I remember that a really amazing artist I love reblogged and /or commented on it saying how much of a shit person I was
i think its spelled pirate-cashoo
the post was about how I "manipulated her" and "forced her not to talk to her friends"
so even if she deleted it there has to be something left somewhere

 

[Kitaeageru]

@Takotsubo5

Hmm. I could be remembering wrong. But it was before, or during her Assassin's Creed III phase. That is when she started going from normal gurl gamer to what we know today.

Conner Kenway was the catalyst to all of this.

 

[Putato]

Regarding pirate-cashoo, it might be the same artist but they seemed to have done an entire purge of their 2014 year.

https://gyazo.com/f6abbbf3a1e285fca99e817a4cb20882

Edit: Confrmed to be a follower of Sarah, though
http://pirate-cashoo.tumblr.com/post/19244064247

http://whitherarcadia.tumblr.com/post/121142354531/martinfinnegan-someone-is-talking-to-me-me

 

[Meowthkip]

and @Meowthkip LOL Yeah sorry about that "?????????!111!???" typing its a reaal reaaal bad habit from my old days lool. I forget myself sometimes wont happen again loool

Just tone it down. Generally the posters here skew towards writing in a more literate manner than the casual, more text-message friendly format Tumblr has adopted. It just really makes it look like every post is typed by either a teenage girl or a clueless mom.

I'll PM @KatsuKitty about getting you verified.

Okay, account was approved. So, I'll just get the introduction out of the way.

I've "known" (of) Sarah since 2012. We talked a bit via MSN messenger, and my wife and I have been following her and her story for 4 years.

Please note, if you have any questions for me, I won't have any proof or recepits for anything, it's just mainly mine and my wife's word.

I'll let you know when information is from me, or my wife if you have any questions.

I'm on mobile so I don't really want to type up a synopsis of 4 years worth right now. But, my wife knows more as she's followed her nearly daily for the span of time for lolz, while I unfollowed her 2 or so years ago to keep a hold of my sanity.

So, if you wanna know anything, shoot us a question. We'll do our best to answe.

Not sure how you can go about verifying that you have "known" Sarah, but feel free to PM me if you can.

 

[Whiskey Foxtrot]

The last few pages of this thread suddenly went like

@norrington, I can't believe how much time and effort you've spent stuck on an issue that literally no one else gives a shit about.

 

[norrington]

The last few pages of this thread suddenly went like

@norrington, I can't believe how much time and effort you've spent stuck on an issue that literally no one else gives a shit about.

Yeah, but couldn't you say that about like, 90% of this site though? I mean, depending on your perspective. Like, obviously at least other users get something out of most of the rest of the posts and all (humor?) but is it really that bizarre?

Plus, I still don't get why I'm the only person who's the least bit skeptical about the last page or so being just a wash of (still) unverified accounts coming in and backing each other up. I mean, even elsewhere on the tumblr subforum, unverified accounts claiming to know somebody were held to more scrutiny than this. I get that I was late to the game with this thread and all and I assume that's part of why nobody (except the multiple people who've gone through this thread obsessively and rapidfire down-rated every post I made in it and then made posts just to accuse me of random bullshit) cares along with the rest of the users who genuinely and understandably don't give a shit.

And nobody else is gonna point out that deviantart login could easily be faked? You wouldn't even need photoshop for something that basic, MSPaint would do the trick. I've said from my first post that if takotsubo was legit and could prove it, I'd prefer to know, and that I'm happy to verify myself in-depth with links, blog message, and all, with an impartial, trusted 3rd party.

@Takotsubo5 here's a tip: what you could consider doing is turning the google search index setting on your current blog, assuming it's the same account, which you haven't denied (though I'm sure you'll come in and conveniently say just that now that I've asked you about it) and googling [martinfinnegan's old username] + "site:yourcurrentusername.tumblr.com" and if any posts pop up with her and you interacting in them, that'd be clear connection to your current blog despite URL changes and all. I mean, if you two were dating virtually for 3 years, while I'm sure you'd've deleted everything you had tagged on your blog, unless you combed through your entire tumblr archive front-to-back, there's almost always gonna be shit you didn't tag and therefore shit you missed while you were deleting.