My mind is plagued by disgusting urges

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Wtf did I just read
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I've tried priests
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Also I don't know what you meant by this. But I am assuming you meant something gross. You're not suppose to let the priest do that to you.
 
There's always been something wrong with my mind. I'm not sure how it was messed up but it is. I wouldn't consider myself a full blown heterosexual, but I am vulnerable to fantasies. Ofc I have never given in. Having these invasive thoughts makes me feel horrible. Yet they don't cease to invade my mind. I've wanted to look masculine for the longest time. It's a subconscious desire I can't control. I was obsessed with it so much last year that I ended up getting over 150 pounds. I feel intense jealousy whenever I see a strong man I'm not sure why. I hate my mind worked like this. It makes living so miserable.
I want to know what caused my mind to work like this. Ihave tried taking rewormer after reading a theory on 4chan. I've tried praying to the antichrist. I hate these urges and they have ruined my ability to be happy. I wish I could get rid of them. I've considered getting on meds that amplify all sexual desire. Even then I fear I would still be consumed by a jealousy and misery.
 
It's your inner vigilante cringe lord taking root OP, just relax and let yourself become an animal completely neutered by modern society to the extent that the only way you can take your violent urges out is by saying mean things to socially approved targets on niche forums.
 
I think I found the solution to your problem.
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I want to know what caused my mind to work like this. Ihave tried taking dewormer after reading a theory on 4chan. I've tried priests. I hate these urges and they have ruined my ability to be happy. I wish I could get rid of them. I've considered getting on meds that block all sexual desire. Even then I fear I would still be consumed by a jealousy and misery.
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Stop consuming porn, throw away your sex toys, and build up your willpower. When you feel you're going to relapse, repeat your intentions to yourself until the feeling goes away.
 
From the moment I understood the weakness of my flesh, it disgusted me. I craved the strength and certainty of steel. I aspired to the purity of the blessed machine. Your kind cling to your flesh as if it will not decay and fail you. One day the crude biomass you call a temple will wither and you will beg my kind to save you. But I am already saved. For the Machine is Immortal.
 
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