Welp you learned that faster than most of us do.
Yeah the hormones(oh no ppl will react with tmi or tistic) will certainly give you a bit of a stability fluctuation and most retards don't know about it which probably helps contribute to transphobia. It certainly contributes to further instability if someone isn't knowledgeable about it.
Even now, I feel like I'm 16 again with how easily excited I get. I knew going in what would happen and a lot of it still affects me.
You had that happen, you had your parents repress you, the person you codepentently latched onto threw you under the bus and yet you still came to a site that, like it or not, is known for transphobia to help keep her from harming others and more animals.
Idgaf what anyone says, you're my hero.