Nah there is zero sympathy here. Everybody knows steroids cause you to hulk out. I knew the term Roid Rage before I even knew what Steroids are. He isn't a 15 year old falling through the druggie muscle building community and fucking his body. He was the person, that if didn't outright say to children to go the easy path, definitely set a bad example to young men.
There is no addictive personality here. An addictive person would blow his fortune on online gambling. This is a case of a degenerate hedonist that moved away to a country of hard drugs and prostitution of questionable age to run away from the fact that the consequences of his life style were slowly approaching.
Rest in Piss Cum.
Steroids don't make you angry, they accentuate your personality traits. If you have anger issues and you take steroids you become angrier. There are just a lot of angry men out there and you can usually ignore most of them because they're fat and can't actually hurt you. Its a lot more noticeable when someone is 250 pounds of lean mass and pissed off versus when they're 250 pounds and a fat Mexican. I have taken Test, Dbol, Deca, NPP, EQ, Anavar, and winstrol (not all at once) over the course of the last 5 years of my life and have never once had anyone tell me I was angrier or scary. Deca and NPP turned me into an emotional mess, but never anger. It turned my seasonal depression into MDD until it left my system. Dbol made me very happy. Test makes me more confident. Anavar makes me feel far more confident than just test, so I won't ever take it again. Winstrol made me feel like a robot (it crashes your estrogen). Test + EQ was the best combination because it kept my estrogen at normal levels and I was the most normal on that. I have never taken Tren but I have been told and seen that that is what "Roid Rage" comes from.
>there is no addictive personality here
Yeah man he definitely did not have an addictive personality when he took ayahuasca and DMT for the first time and decided he liked them so much he would take them every single day for months on end. Addictive personality doesn't mean you just gamble a bunch, it means you get addicted to things very easily if they make you feel good. He moved to Thailand and got introduced to psychedelics in the party scene over there from the biohackers that are endemic to the bodybuilding/nootropics community. They fried his brain far more than steroids ever would have. The gym got him into the bodybuilding community, then he started taking gear, then he started taking nootropics to fix his mental health issues accentuated by the gear, then he got introduced to psychedelics as a way to fix what nootropics couldn't. Then he took them every day for months on end and destroyed what little mental health he had left.
I have seen it before with people that skipped the gym/steroids aspect of what Connor Murphy had. I had a coworker in high school that would take massive doses of LSD when he was in his 20s, and now he was in his 30s and had full blown schizophrenia. There is nothing more unsettling than entering a closed dark room only to hear cackling in the distance and turn the lights on to see him staring at the wall laughing at the jokes his brain was telling him. You would ask him what the joke was, and it would be that oranges just cannot be compared to apples because they're orange and apples are red.
You don't have to have sympathy for Connor Murphy, but you could at least recognize it as a warning sign that these psychedelic drugs that people take to party are fucking horrible for you in the long term. I find it sad, you can find it whatever you want it doesn't really matter as long as you don't do what he did.
