🪦 Deceased Audrey E. Hale / Aiden E. Hale - Troon Terrorist

[Stupid Sexy Flanders]

Hale also wrote about her experience using the name Aiden

 

[Gangster Talk]

Spoiler: Dear Paige

Dear Paige,
Aren't parents manipulative? Its total ignorance when parents step in to try to change their child's environment. Make them go to youth group + force christian trends in thier life because the old ones were a 'bad' influence. I can't fucking stand that shit. Parents actually believe religion can change nature. That could explain why I don't practice religion anymore. Let kids think for themselves, listening to partents does no damned good but to mold thier premature minds into a pre-formated program: like clones do? the very manipulative forms teens hate. And rebel to?
Kids are not robots,
we are the future! That's how its ment 2 be
2 idea one mind; thats all Nature needs
You did life the way YOU wanted to. It was 100% your hearts desire; (needs), no one else but you, that planned it!
Why I admire you; so independant
Shape change = manipulative
so young
me, young too
and what I desire;
to die + be with you
My ultimate plan,
thought from no one else but me
I am who I am
You are who we are
NATURE is pure in its raw form

Spoiler: My Imaginary Penis (1)

My Imaginary Penis

3/11/23

My penis exists in my head. I swear to god Im a male. I think about sexual fantasies, about how if my dick was real I'd fuck the girl I love in the ass. I want to know what thats like, but I never will because I was damned to be born this way. I swear to fuck I hate it goddamned so (illegible). Its a fucking curse. Having a brain like mine has its godliness but also prone to making poor ass decisions. Like putting my Aiden name while filling out paperwork for instacart, + now my BG check didn't clear + Im possibly not going to get the job. Fuck me, man. Mom just says Im young and young people make mimstakes. But with me, its painfully more than that with being autistic and waste time all the time; myself, people, Death itself. And the biggest shit; the torchure of being raised a girl, and actually believed I just had to deal with it, and tried to be femenine. But that didn't last long after high school ended + no longer had to fear of being called a dyke or a faggot. It was only until my early 20's I finally found the answer - that changing ones gender is possible. And who I really was I finally embraced w/o shame. But oh fucking no, not w/ my mother.

What she believes, how she grew up conservativly, and that LGBTQ - especially transgender in her era was an enigma, an illness or nearly non-existent. I might have told her once in childhood I wish I was a boy when she made me put my shirt back on as a kid. But would say 'Your a girl, and thats how god made me; you were born some kind of bullshit like that. It made me mad. Because being a boy as a kid was when I was felt most like myself. A bare, flat chest made me free. Girl puberty inprisoned me. And so does my mind. Puberty = Life sentence

The people in this world adds more bullets to shoot violent thoughts into my head full-on auto. I hate parental views; now my mom sees me as a daughter - and she'd not bear to want to loose that daughter because a son would be the death of Audrey.

Spoiler: My Imaginary Penis (2)

Pain of loosing a daughter? Thats not pain, thats selfishness. Just like any rest of th eparents with that mindset. They are all full of shit. How could they not ever think of thier own child suffering, and that they hate their gender so bad they cut + want to kill themselves? Fuck parents like them who think of themselves first, and thier preference of conservative religion - gay shit makes them believe that the child they are given should stay that way in how they prefer them to be out of fear or (illegible).

Even if transgender treatment was discovered and tested during my time, I know how the situation would have turned out. My mother would not have payed a cent. Children who were able to successfully take puberty blockers and never enter a torchured puberty, those little faggots don't know how good they fucking have it. I'd kill to have parents who would let thier child be happy no matter how different it is to thier viewpoints or don't agree, or scared of it. They are willin gto listen to their children, not the other way around. Id kill to have had those resources; 2007 was the birth of puberty blockers and a newfound discovery for treatment of non-conforming transgender children. 2007 was when I was when I was in the 6th grade. Puberty already hit me. The only reason I could conclude why it didn't bother me too much is that my boobs were small. I though they'd stay that way forever. My autistic brain change in body fucked me over now, even if my boobs are still small for the most part.

It started w/ getting new underwear for my big bears (my two tabbies, my lion + frog) And there I was thinking of porn and doing plastic surgery on my boy stuffed animals when I got home giving them penises b/c thier middle in section looked like a vagina + the underwear was (illegible) too big. Why not give volume with (illegible illegible illegible my god). No boy should ever have that. If I cant change my appearence, I can pretend how it would be by my imagination of childs play through my stuffed animal's spirits through me.

Spoiler: Toy Sex

Toy Sex (My Imaginary Penis.)

3/11/23

I can pretend to be them + do the things boys do + experience w/ thier dicks. My boy self as tony - my stuffed boy doll is like the boy I am in another form since childhood. I constructed for him a penis, then got out my girl doll named Ashley (who is tonys life-long boyfriend) to have sex w/ tony. Ashley was represented as any dream girl I wished to have in real life as a child (I liked blonde white hot girls back then), and tony is me; having those intimate relationships w/ a beautiful girl. Tony is a boy: inside and out. Ashley is a girl inside and out. Two straight lovers who are in full nature of themselves by awareness. I let Tony fuck Ashley in the ass hard-humping and stuffed Tony's big penis in aggressivly into her asshole. It took several attempts for Tony to put his dick into her vigina because he has a big dick (and was even bigger since had had an erection) finally went in and Ashley cried and moaned for a good ten minutes. Tony humped slow and gentle from viginal sex. In but sex, he humped speedly and hard, tony grunting w/ all his strength. Then after I fucked Ashley for a good ten minutes (remember Tony is me).

Then I let her suck his dick and touch his erected penis. After that they wrapped each other in thier arms + legs as a sloth hugging a tree. After love they made, gracefully sat side by side naked holding hands, surrounded by the scattering of thier clothes. I took pictures of thier sex positions.

My imaginary penis was hard for hours. Rock hard as a flintstone. Hours making cloth penises for my boy bears, only to realize I missed the gym cause they closed at 7. I was mad already cause I had no work all that afternoon. Walked around the mall browsing t-shirts at Spencers and got some boots for tommy, my stuffed lion At build-A-Bear workshop. I purchased some stickers at Zummies for my car and one sticker I got - A stripper booty illustration w 'Dat Ass' on it. God, I am such a pervert. I waste too much time in my fantasies...

 

[But I Digress]

Shooting up your school is a typical male activity so Audrey was really making strides in gender affirmation.

 

[WE'RE ALL GONNA]

Read it. Here's a summary:

-She's extremely bitter about being forced to go to Church
-She wants to fuck a girl's ass with her imaginary penis
-Recalls being unable to fit in: autism and not feeling feminine enough
-Gave her stuffed toys penises (wtf)
-Made her stuffed toys have sex and "My imaginary penis was hard for hours" LMAO

Confirms that it was pro-trans anti-conservative hatred that motivated her. Pozzed feds were scared.

 

[Timber Wolf]

My penis exists in my head.

I think about sexual fantasies, about how if my dick was real I'd fuck the girl I love in the ass.

My imaginary penis was hard for hours. Rock hard as a flintstone.

This literally sounds like random.txt material lmao

 

[FrancineCansMcGee]

She proved her parents right about everything by murdering children. Congrats, you played yourself retard. One of the first things you would have learned if you studied Christianity was “DON’T KILL KIDS DIPSHIT.” How is this self-absorbed bimbo calling other people selfish?

Parents should try and sue anyone in any official capacity who encouraged her belief that her delusions were real.

 

[Gangster Talk]

The Paige in "Dear Paige" is a black Nashville radio personality she played basketball with in the 8th grade (Paige Averianna Patton)
Also the last person she sent a message to

 

[Dirty Larry]

My penis exists in my head. I swear to god Im a male. I think about sexual fantasies, about how if my dick was real I'd fuck the girl I love in the ass. I want to know what thats like, but I never will because I was damned to be born this way. I swear to fuck I hate it goddamned so (illegible). It’s a fucking curse. Having a brain like mine has its godliness but also prone to making poor ass decisions.

Totally not a mental illness, you guise

 

[Dean Pentel]

It will never get old that these people are always choosing the most retarded caricatures of the gender they say they are.

 

[NaggotFigger]

Regardless of how hard Audrey tryhard to be heckin’ masc by shooting up a school; she is still a pooner because of her noticeable feminine features, bitterness, social awkwardness, denying to attending Church, imagining herself having a dick like a true and honest pooner, liking children’s shows, bringing up fucking her toys and desired bitches to be fucked with her imaginary dick, being unable to fit in because she was being autistic and not feminine enough. In the end, all she left was a whimper after all of this school shooting event she did all by her delusional fantasies.

So heckin’ masc and upbeat, dood. Totally not a sign of being delusional and being batshit retarded dood.

 

[ShamefurDispray]

Give the men who put this freak 6 feet under a raise. She dying in the collapsed Peter Family Guy pose is all she deserves to be remembered for.

 

[Compulsive Lurking]

How old was she when she wrote these, how old was she when she was exposed to porn? Children absolutely shouldn’t have such specific preferences, blonde white hot girls, hard anal sex?? What the actual fuck, her parents failed at the first hurdle. No wonder she didn’t want to be a woman and go through female puberty if she had violent anal sex to look forward to.

ETA: Not to sympathise with the freak, fuck Audrey, rest in piss. It’s just such a clear case of porn induced troonery I can’t believe it keeps happening.

 

[Tetragrammaton]

well that explains why it was so hard to release this stuff to begin with. this was a very proud pooner taking out their autistic anger on the people around them. the autism part interests me greatly because it leads me to believe her obsessions were ultra focused which could also be why she snapped. cant wait to see what the troon defense force says to try to defend this now.

 

[Molag Bal]

It was obvious she was a dyke from that one photo where she's in the office with her mouth smiling but her eyes having this look that screams 'I want to murder you'. I have seen that look on women several times irl but never ever from a straight woman.

Those letters, especially this passage in the first one

now my BG check didn't clear + Im possibly not going to get the job. Fuck me, man. Mom just says Im young and young people make mimstakes. But with me, its painfully more than that with being autistic and waste time all the time; myself, people, Death itself. And the biggest shit; the torchure of being raised a girl, and actually believed I just had to deal with it, and tried to be femenine. But that didn't last long after high school ended + no longer had to fear of being called a dyke or a faggot. It was only until my early 20's I finally found the answer - that changing ones gender is possible. And who I really was I finally embraced w/o shame. But oh fucking no, not w/ my mother.

Is anyone else getting horror game vibes from this? It reads like the kinds of notes you find lying on the ground in a horror game where you get to see the bad guy's transition from 'human bring with human concerns' to 'depraved monster with unintelligible motives.
>So I tried to get a job again but that obviously failed. There was no point to trying because I'm autistic. There is never a point to anything, except DEATH ITSELF. What makes it worse is people treating me like I'm a girl, when I don't feel feminine at all. I tried playing along but that didn't last long. As soon as I was out of high school I stopped. No longer did I need to cower in fear of being called a dyke.
>It was only then, in my early twenties, that I found my answer. That I met he who showed me that I really can change my gender truly. All I need to do is perform the ritual and offer five human hearts freshly ripped from their bodies and then...

 

[Imagine Reading This LOL]

This just further confirms what I said earlier ITT about all leftists being potential mass shooters. Audrey was a typical garden variety leftist which (comparatively) tame views on common leftist culture war stuff. They aren't a radical, they aren't far left. They are one of the majority of what the left is today. Audrey was among the 99% of the 81.2ish million Joe Biden voters.

If that alone is enough to make someone want to shoot kids at a Christian School, that means that half of population the US are potential Audrey Hale's in the making.

Only 0.001% of these people actually need to want to do anything about it for there to be a death toll in the tens or hundreds of thousands.

If you are in the states, get strapped and use your second amendment rights to keep you and your family safe. Half of the population may want to kill you and your kids. Consider anyone who openly advertises themselves as a leftist as a threat.

 

[Pygmy Giraffe]

Then after I fucked Ashley for a good ten minutes (remember Tony is me).

This made me snort iced tea up my nose lmao

 

[3n&$SFGDWYme]

This is written like an after school special.
This is so bad I can believe an fbi agent wrote this.

Not know how dicks work or sex? This is a pooner meme incarnate. wtf

 

[WelperHelper99]

This literally sounds like random.txt material lmao

It sounds like a teenager talking about sex and not a grown woman. As in imagining how it would be like. "Hard for hours" does not seem fun as a true and honest man tbh.

 

[Seafarer]

-She's extremely bitter about being forced to go to Church

So her reason for shooting up the school was just typical Athiest narc bullshit and the retroactive justification about the school molesting her was just a cope.

 

[Can of Bread]

-She wants to fuck a girl's ass with her imaginary penis
-Gave her stuffed toys penises (wtf)
-Made her stuffed toys have sex and "My imaginary penis was hard for hours" LMAO

I'm curious who mega-raped this girl.
Because this shit is indicative of severe sexual abuse.

Then again, with people like this probably having grown up participating in sites like Tumblr, she might have just been warped by all the crazies who had been abused and were spouting their bullshit on the Internet.
It's going to be interesting, and horrifying, to see what the Discord generation will do as they grow up, and the kinds of shit they'll write in their journals.