2014-09-08 Jay has foiled the bullies' plans; going to a comic convention

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I'm amused by how he thinks that if he says the past is done, his word is law. It's ultimately further proof that he sees other people as expendable NPCs who aren't capable of individual thoughts, opinions, and emotions. He's not sorry for touching a child inappropriately, because he doesn't see anything wrong with it. They're little NPCs to him that he can do whatever he wants with, and that's an incredibly terrifying notion.
 
"If I call them bullies, they might go away!"
 
And here there were people doubting Jay's ability to enter full-fledged lolcow mode.

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All it took was the CWCki and the Golden Wiki to get past the power armor. Now, the true hilarity begins....
 
What's more is that Jay seems to be struggling not to rectify his image with the "public", but is demanding that he has won because he has decided not to let the incidents of the past affect him. Anyone who brings it up is to be labelled "bad", despite the fact that only Jay alone will be making that judgement. He cannot accurately assume anyone else will.

The point is not admitting that he had done something really rather sickening, but that he should not be called out for it anymore. Jay just seems to be trying to protect his sense of ... self-righteousness? I don't know. Essentially, he's tired of dealing with it, and as such, he's pretending that it's all over.

There's an interesting contrast here between Jay saying stuff like that, and then going on to say, "I'm not entitled to anything, which is why I have constantly predicted I will die alone and sad." This is surprisingly logical coming from the mind of a guy who is publicly declaring that everyone's thoughts on the matter of the Christmas Journal are null and void.
 
Also with that comment about dying alone, he is fishing for compliments from people saying he won't die alone,etc.

Yeah, people are not going to forget that infamous journal of his.
 
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darkanddefiant has the patience of a (non-self-appointed) saint, but Jay is just not getting it.




Oh the indignity! To be labelled a terrible person by a necrophile who touches kids!
He really, really has no right to call anyone a terrible person. We've known that Jay is a massive hypocrite, but this is certainly taking the cake.
 
For all his heroics he really seems to avoid confrontation. If there's a fight or an arguement he just hides his head in the sand and waits until it's over.
 
The man's definition of "heroics" can be summed up as "be utterly wrathful and unrepentant when you know your opponents are dead to rights against you." Hero Team's taught me a lot.
 
darkanddefiant has the patience of a (non-self-appointed) saint, but Jay is just not getting it.




Oh the indignity! To be labelled a terrible person by a necrophile who touches kids!
I've suddenly decided that I'm good guy so everyone else should too and you're evil if you dare bring up me touching kids!"
 
There's an interesting contrast here between Jay saying stuff like that, and then going on to say, "I'm not entitled to anything, which is why I have constantly predicted I will die alone and sad." This is surprisingly logical coming from the mind of a guy who is publicly declaring that everyone's thoughts on the matter of the Christmas Journal are null and void.

It's a bit of fishing but it's also his HPD on full power. There is no normal with Jay. A normal person would say "If she doesn't come back I'll be single for a while" but Jay has to be "dying alone in agony FOREVER!!!!"

That and when he doesn't get his own way he shifts emotional states rapidly to try and put everyone around him off balance. He'll be happy and enthusiastic at the beginning of the sentence but by the end of it he is depressed and tormented.
 
This journal has now had more alterations than the late Joan Collins. Jay's put up another revision with a few changes over the previous one, a couple of which are significant. (If only he revised his comics so conscientiously)

Jay has upped the required number of years of future good deeds that it takes to make touching little kids in a basement perfectly alright. It's now "1 - 30" years rather than "1 - 10". Note the "1" is still there.

Also, Jay gives us full details of his great victory:

St Jay powiedział(a):
I have won because I refuse to be remembered as "that guy who got mistaken for a monster," and instead remembered as "that guy who puts on an awesome show that everybody loves!"

"Mistaken for a monster"

"Awesome show that everybody loves"

I...I...just...what?

:stupid: :stupid: :stupid:

Conventions, Jobs, and Finished Business!
I seriously cleaned this journal because I needed to resist the temptation of putting too much raw impulse into it.

Now that I have finally recovered from my emotional disturbances and I foiled the bullies plans, I am ready to return to work! My website is refreshed, I am bound to tweak its content to reflect the production status of the third book, and speaking of which, I should be beginning the actual production (drawing) of it either today or tomorrow! PLUS, I will be streaming at twitch.tv/supergoldenknight on Saturday September 13 at 12:30PM Eastern Time!

I also forgot one point. I am usually completely A-OK with disagreements, but in this exceptional case, I have been saying, "And if you disagree with me, then to hell with you." That is because I know myself absolutely and completely without even the faintest sliver of doubt, so what I say about myself should be considered as true as law or science.

I have won because I refuse to be remembered as "that guy who got mistaken for a monster," and instead remembered as "that guy who puts on an awesome show that everybody loves!"

So, how can I make such a bold declaration? Well, let's just say as I have learned from past mistakes and swear never again to said mistakes, I have cleansed myself. I am not joking, I feel like a saint as I edit this. At this time, I have turned a new leaf. I am a clean man with all my woes behind me, and there is nothing anybody can do about it. Take my word for it or not, and if not, then to hell with you!
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Seriously, I aim to do good as I always have and always will. Sure, we can learn from the past, but 1 or 30 years of nonstop heroism and charity throughout the future can easily compensate for any single imaginable incident. And the more people attack me for wrongs I have righted, the more *they* become wrong. There was a quote that sets the theme for my current state (and if you disagree with it, then to hell with you), a quote from Civilization 5 that was cited to George Bush:
"I think we all agree: the past is over."


I'm sorry I could not attend Baltimore's Comic Convention this year. It was way too expensive and I was still concluding the past period of turmoil. I have a month before I go to Annapolis, though. Yes, Annapolis is holding a convention for October 19, 2014! Details are here: annapoliscomiccon.com/ I will be showing up to this event, and although I am not counting on my third book being ready for it, I should have it ready enough so that it'll be in post-production (printing) and I have thought about opening up pre-orders for Annapolis when it's showtime. As always, free signatures are offered for anyone who makes the journey to meet me face-to-face!
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The final monkey wrench to this is I am also beginning to prepare for searching other conventional jobs, like computer work on job websites. If I am hired - even for part time - then the free time I have will be complicated. Then again, I never use all my time to its fullest anyway, so it might not matter much.

In conclusion, I am going to be busy. And about my relationship with Amanda/Mandy? Let's just say the constant silence is devastating me, and leave it at that!
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I will warmly welcome her back when/if she speaks to me again, but until then, she's in the past.

And one last nail in the coffin for my former bothers:

To tie up everything, the past has now been solidified in a way that can not hurt me. Everything up to this point has been done by someone I am no longer. I put the past behind to reset and march into the future. It does not matter whether I march alone, or if my lover-partner is by my side (and believe me, I desperately want her by my side), or if I have a legion of fans following my lead, or some other circumstance. The constant fact is, I eagerly march into the future. While I learn from history, the past is no more.
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