Nobody's impressed with your internet rants, Phil.
We don't want to harm you, we just want to laugh at your weapons-grade idiocy.
Also, Kiwi Farms isn't the reason you became an "insurrectionist Anarcho-Communist" and don't even act like it is.
You're an AnCom because you're a petulant edgelord who is also lazy as fuck and hates the concept of fair work for fair wages. Anarcho-Communism was tailor made for mentally deficient punk rock speds and lazy leeches like you.
For all you like to hate on him, CWC is more successful and more likable in every way than you are and that is really sad if you think about it. He's even better at passing as a woman than you. Also, CWC actually kind of deserves his tugboat since it's pretty obvious he could not hold down a job even in the "Classic Chris" era of the late 2000's, let alone nowadays with his even further impaired faculties and poor grasp on reality.
You, on the other hand, held an entry-level convenience store job for years until you were eventually and at long last shitcanned for being an insufferable lazy prick. Hell, you could've gotten a job for years after you were fired from Wawa, and it wasn't until you covered yourself in ugly nonsensical tattoos that you truly became unemployable. But covering yourself in poorly written scribbles is not grounds for disability benefits, it's just a case of terminal stupidity.
And when you did finally get those benefits after moving to a lefty shithole like Portland, you proven yourself to be terrible with your money and waste it on dumb frivolous items like blocks of cheese (we know you're not really vegan), cheap mall ninja blades that are only impressive to a thirteen-year old Naruto fanboy, a bicycle you never ride, and more ugly tattoos.
Chris may get a lot of shit from people on KF for begging for more money to buy Legos and vidya with, but Marvin and several others have confirmed that he's actually reasonably competent with his money for someone of his mental capacities.
Chris always pays the basic bills and utilities first and the only reason he begs for his toy money is because his abusive mother extorts him of the remainder of his money to pay off her creditors. What's your excuse, Phil?
You couldn't even afford your own castration and had to basically con the taxpayers of Oregon into paying for your necrotic crotch wound.
Phil, you're almost thirty-five and you're not some "hip young queer kid" anymore. You never really were to begin with, but now that you're in your mid-thirties and approaching middle age, it's even more painfully obvious.
For context, I'm twenty-five and nearly a decade younger than you. Am I where I want to be in life yet? No. Do I have a lot of problems I should work on? Hell yes.
But I work for a living (self-employed too!) and while the pay is shit and most of my work is seasonal due to the fact that I basically mow lawns, rake leaves, and pull weeds for a living, I still feel a sense of pride and accomplishment in just having a job and knowing that I worked to earn my paycheck, even if it's not much.
I'm not saying that I'm better than you because I work and you don't, but what I am saying is that I am more than likely probably much happier than you and I feel more satisfied with what I do have in my life, and part of that is because a day's work can be a reward in and of itself.
So I will give you some serious advice on this one that you will no doubt ignore. I don't know what conditions are like in Portland or how the Social Security laws work in Oregon, but from what I understand it is a fairly wealthy city. So, why can't you find work through an agency that helps the disabled or something? I honestly think you'd be happier and less paranoid over strangers on the internet if you didn't spend your entire life on the internet LARP'ing as an Antifa tough guy.
TL;DR-Get a job and shut the fuck up, Phil.
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