Ok I'm here to up the ante on this thread, hopefully bring a fleeting semblence of self awareness to Lizzy and also to encourage the other users to understand, she needs serious help, which currently, she is not getting. I fear it is only a matter time before she winds up in jail or even prison, as we all know in America mental health is criminalized. With her previous convictions, despite completing probation, she could could be looking at 5-10 with a plea bargain, depending on the astringency of whatever she does if she doesn't get the help she desperately needs.
Lizzy, you need to do the following things:
1. Delete every youtube video you have made since September 2020 and stop posting. The one you narrated from the reddit story is pretty good, you can leave that one up and make others like that if you want.
2. Stop smoking weed, it is driving your psychosis.
3. You should probably stay off this website, then again, it may trigger a brief enough window of self awareness into your psychosis that you actually seek help and request hospitalization.
Also I would like those on this thread to know, that Lizzy was off all forms of medication and narcotics for about 3 1/2 years up until September 2020. She was totally normal. No psychosis, had a job, cooked dank food and was very creative with her hobbies. She was a loving wife and a joy to be married to in so many ways. I believe she was misdiagnosed with Schizoaffective disorder, and all along she has been suffering from Cannabis Induced Psychosis Disorder.
Literally 6 weeks into her post probation weed binge, she became psychotic, and has been for now about 7 months and counting...
Her Dad won't 5150 her, as he thinks:
1. it is COVID and they won't take her.
2. He is worried about a SWAT team coming and shooting her.
3. He would rather keep her crazy indefinitely than even try to get her in the system, for what reason, I can't understand.
4. She is not an imminent threat to anyone or herself, despite the incalculable brain damage a 7 month psychotic episode can do.
Her father has threatened to testify against me if I seek 3rd party help, which she desperately needs. For me, this was by far the darkest twist in this story, as I was suddenly the only person in the world fighting for her long term future, knowing full well that if she is sober and unmedicated, she will live a normal live.
Lizzy I can prove me this is me, because I came up with our youngest cats second name based on a Jim Carey movie. She called him Nemo, I called him Nemo Wachootoo coz he would bite my feet all the time. The savage tribe from When Nature Calls. Great film. Shikaka!
Please go easy on Lizzy and continually encourage her to stop smoking weed. It's a pretty cut and dry situation with cannabis induced psychosis disorder. Further evidence I can adduce, is the fact that Lizzy was prescribed Abilify way back when. Abilify will stop cannabis inducing a psychotic break in the user with active cannabis use. She was smoking back then and on/off the meds; every time she stopped the meds, in conjuction with smoking weed, she would have a psychotic break. When she was in her outpatient program and ceased the medication, as she had no access to weed, no psychosis returned. While she was on probation for 3 years and dare not smoke; no sign of any mental health debilitation.
I slept in the same bed as Lizzy for 3 years, so I really don't care what past diagnoses she has been given by medical professionals, I know all the facts of this situation first hand, and can see all the correlations. It's pretty obvious to be honest.
Weed to Lizzy is like meth to long term tweaker. I watched her go psychotic triggered by cannabis on 2 occasions, before she kicked me out for the telling her to not smoke.
As for me, I am now living on my own, earning $60k as an electrtonics tech in my field of study and absolutely loving the work I do. Also I don't plan on going anywhere near the UK until the COVID tyranny ends. God Bless American values of freedom.
Lastly, the last 7 months has been, on an emotional level, the worst of my life. I knew that this may happen when I married Lizzy, I may have even been in denial that it would, and for the longest time her mental health issues were a distant memory of the past.
Jerry's Final Thought:
If you have a genetic predisposition to mental health disorders, weed is one helluva' drug and you have no choice but to abstain.
I probably won't post here anymore, I just don't want other users to pose as me and make her more paranoid than she already is.
Lizzy is smoking weed in an attempt to heal the severe emotional trauma from her childhood, as she was abandoned by her mother as a 4 year old. Much of the trauma has gone into her subconscious, as a 4 year old girl can't intellectually rationalize how such a thing can happen. I believe this to be the root of her trauma, and the underlying cause which, coupled with her genetic predisposition, has led to what we are witnessing as severe mental illness.
I love you Lizzy and I am not not angry at you or upset with you, despite the unreal and viscous ad hominem attacks that have persisted for months.
I pray you get the help you need in the very near future.
). I allow myself for a little more assholism when talking to someone who's actually malicious, like a groomer or a grifter or an abusive parent \ partner but I usually behave myself and I'm not the only person like this here.
