OPENING UP & SHOWER WITH ME | 12.8.2020 - Moar "Muh Mental Health" and Crying for no Desirable Reason

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She always seems to do the crying, clickbaity shit this time of year just like chantal always gets a bit extra gross and vulgar this time of year 🧐

Attention whoring really peaks at vlogmas.

There's no doubt she's bi-polar. We've literally seen her have serious manic highs and then the crash. The problem is - 1) she's admitted to going days without taking her meds which fucks with her mental chemistry, and 2) she never goes to doctors to get her meds adjusted accordingly. With bi-polar meds it's not uncommon to adjust quite frequently in the beginning.

So in hindsight - her "mental" are her own damn fault and age deserves the consequences.

Nah. She's just a lazy bitch taking meds she doesn't need and gets weird when she just "forgets" or downright stops taking them, just like anyone would. Her fake bullshit screeching laughing is just something she thinks is kyoot, and she babbles over Becky because that's what she does. She likes to hear herself talk and attempts to make herself seem like the funniest, smartest person in the room.

She's definitely a case of NPD, though.
 
Anyone who believes her crocodile tears needs to watch the videos of her deleted TikTok videos. IMO she's cried more realistically in some of those stupid duets.
 
A fat, 30 year woman rambles about her mentulz, gets shitty shrinky-dink keychains, shows severe incompetence when it comes to wrapping gifts and explains why she likes playing with Legos meant for 10 year olds.

Saved you 24 minutes of your life. Move along, nothing to see here.
*morbidly obese
 
Stopping and starting your medication is a great way to fuck with your brain chemistry. It takes a couple of weeks for levels to balance out and for the meds to work properly. Some people feel tempted to stop taking their meds because they feel better. This is a really bad idea and can trigger both discontinuation syndrome and a relapse.

She just can't seem to do anything right.
 
Waah, waah fucking waah. This retard and her mentalz are yet one of her favorite cards to play for shelf pats.

Look bitch, if you can't see the blobsemis deformity unfolding before you when you look in the mirror, there ain't no magical pill, mentalz or otherwise, that's gonna sew yer gaping maw shut.

A big fer fuck sakes, you've now dragged your thumb servant down the same rabbit hole.

Rest in fat. It's all both of you have at this point.
 
I am just over five minutes in, and this is the worst emoting attempt as Oscar bait ever. Bawly bullshit. YOU ARE NOT BIPOLAR, BITCH. And if you don't want to talk about this shit, don't talk about it.

Goddamn, now I remember why I took a hiatus from this bitch's manipulative bullshit. But now I'm fairly pissed because once again, she's making a mockery of actual, serious mental illness.
 
I am just over five minutes in, and this is the worst emoting attempt as Oscar bait ever. Bawly bullshit. YOU ARE NOT BIPOLAR, BITCH. And if you don't want to talk about this shit, don't talk about it.

Goddamn, now I remember why I took a hiatus from this bitch's manipulative bullshit. But now I'm fairly pissed because once again, she's making a mockery of actual, serious mental illness.
Yeah, I think Amber’s housebound lifestyle has made her hyper-sensitive to stimulus in general. Things that most of us might feel “excitement” over Amber interprets as "mania"
 
So I think she used "trauma" as the descriptor of her molestation because of the backlash she got when she called it a "PTSD moment". She was trying to avoid everyone calling her out for being insensitive and now most ppl think she's just an idiot...which she is. Considering she changes her stories so often I'm on the side of this didn't happen and her body is just panicking from dying every night. The only reason she can finally sleep at 5 am is from pure exhaustion.
 
I am just over five minutes in, and this is the worst emoting attempt as Oscar bait ever. Bawly bullshit. YOU ARE NOT BIPOLAR, BITCH. And if you don't want to talk about this shit, don't talk about it.

Goddamn, now I remember why I took a hiatus from this bitch's manipulative bullshit. But now I'm fairly pissed because once again, she's making a mockery of actual, serious mental illness.
I think she does have actual serious mental illness though, just not bipolar disorder! She is also straight up lying about her psych saying her insomnia is due to trauma. If that were the case, the doc would have added a new med, something to help her stay asleep, something pretty gentle at first. However, in someone as obese and breathing-compromised as she currently is with obvious sleep apnea, this could kill her. This is why she didn't get jack shit to help her sleep, and I bet she was told to get a sleep study so she can get a CPAP rx. The psych probably acknowledged her bitching about "trauma" but quickly moved on. Her medications are pretty consistent with someone with borderline personality disorder, I wonder if she is leaving out a diagnosis...
 
What kind of psychiatrist lets you go for months without seeing you?

None. She’s bullshitting. The most I’ve ever seen is 3 months between appointments and that was someone I know who was schizophrenic and had been on the same meds, from the same doctor for 25 years. He still made her go in 4 times a year to monitor her symptoms and dosage. In the beginning, it’s common to have to go in monthly until they know you’re doing well. 6 months doesn’t sound right to me at all. Not for psych stuff.
 
In one video she makes a mockery of both mental illness and vague nods to molestation. I don’t believe this fat bitch is bipolar or traumatized one bit, but I do wholeheartedly believe she’d stoop low enough to claim she is for an excuse.
 
What kind of psychiatrist lets you go for months without seeing you?
The kind that finished at the bottom of their class, who opens an office in a strip mall between a Dollar Tree and a liquor store, and who can do insta-diagnoses for all your disability-seeking needs. (*Note, I have no idea wtf "her" shrink is, but "the girl" is not in Lexington, and you knw Big Al hasn't bothered to find a new one local to her, because she'd have to go in for another initial consult who might not buy her vomiting out the stuff she looked up on WebMD as symptoms to feed her victim complex.

Yeah, I think Amber’s housebound lifestyle has made her hyper-sensitive to stimulus in general. Things that most of us might feel “excitement” over Amber interprets as "mania"

She has always overacted, whether happy (her idiotic, wheezing, talking laughs, or her equally idiotic cackling as if whatever it is was the funniest thing she's ever experienced) or supposedly sad (crocodile tears, whining about muh mentalz, vaguevlogging about stuff she doesn't want to talk about but talks about in the vlog, etc.). Thhat isn't bipolar disorder. It's her making sure that whatever attention there is to be had is on her.

I think she does have actual serious mental illness though, just not bipolar disorder! She is also straight up lying about her psych saying her insomnia is due to trauma. If that were the case, the doc would have added a new med, something to help her stay asleep, something pretty gentle at first. However, in someone as obese and breathing-compromised as she currently is with obvious sleep apnea, this could kill her. This is why she didn't get jack shit to help her sleep, and I bet she was told to get a sleep study so she can get a CPAP rx. The psych probably acknowledged her bitching about "trauma" but quickly moved on. Her medications are pretty consistent with someone with borderline personality disorder, I wonder if she is leaving out a diagnosis...

She absolutely does have a mental illness: narcissistic personality disorder. She'll never admit to it though, preferring the self diagnosed bullshit that feeds her victim complex (PTSD, muh depression, anxieteeee, bi-polar disorder, repressed trauma, and whatever else she latches onto). It's like everything else she does: it's always someone else's thing.

For instance: Eric was goin to the strip mall shrink, came away with a bipolar disorder dx. Then Becky goes. Same. Since Big Al can't stand anyone else getting more hugs and asspats than her, she goes, blurts out the list of symptoms, comes back with a dx on a first, initial screening that lasts under an hour. Bipolar disorder is not diagnosed in a single visit. So then she gets meds - even though she professes to hate them - and takes them for a condition she does not have. When she goes off them, of course she spirals down.

Let's take a non-muh mentalz example: college. Eric and Destiny talk about going back to college, and this is mentioned in passing in various vids. What is one of Big Al's bazillion New Year's resolutions for 2020? "Thinking about going back to college." She gets the attention back on her by spinning up the tale of her one semester in school before quitting that like everything else, acting like she was well on her way to a degree, and gets asspats in the comments.

She's a narc and a pathological liar. That's her real muh mentalz.
 
In one video she makes a mockery of both mental illness and vague nods to molestation. I don’t believe this fat bitch is bipolar or traumatized one bit, but I do wholeheartedly believe she’d stoop low enough to claim she is for an excuse.
She already has lied about rape so this is pretty much business as usual. No, I truly don't believe Casey raped her.
 
She's parroting what she hears & what she thinks will work. What's hilarious is that she can't even copy or emulate correctly; not with anything.

"I've been on the same mg..." - no, you blithering idiot; you've been on the same DOSE of whatever med she was drooling about.

Ran out of meds? Her responsibility to know when she's running out of repeats & needs to set up some kind of appointment with Dr. Feelgood. Her pharmacist would have told Becky, (who picks up Amber's meds), that that was her last repeat. Amber didn't do anything about it.

She falls back on the "other YouTubers" talk to the camera about their problems... blah, blah. The YouTubers she holds in high esteem are at best, fucked up puppies that nobody should hold up as an example - except for how to speak & act like spoiled brats.

Anybody manage to find that tear she spoke of? Didn't think so.

She apologizes for the downer mood - she knows people come to her channel to feel good, to escape. Oh trust me on this Amber - YOUR idiocy does not at all impact anyone's life negatively, just your own. And there is a certain amount of amusement that can be derived watching & listening to someone as bunny brained as you are.

Infers that she uses LEGO rather than food for anxiety these days. Horseshit, she's using both as is clearly evidenced by her rapidly expanding girth. That monstrosity of a shirt - looks like someone skinned & stitched together a leopard, lion & zebra

LWGO again, she talks all around the wastefulness. If she wants to do LEGO, okay but if she'd dimply going to chuck it into a box why not repackage it in the original box & give it to the many Christmas toy drives desperate for toys this year? If they won't take an opened present, she could donate them to the waiting rooms of pediatric clinics, family shelters...

Delighted to finally get my long overdue shower primer. Tomorrow, I hope she handles how to go to the bathroom. l want to be sure I'm doing that right.

Her numbers today & all week are proof positive she can upload any incoherent nonsense she wants, shriek like a dying hyena over children's advent calendars & still make bank; serious bank. The circus masters of old would be proud.
 
I can't stop laughing at her shirt.

What even is that? Who thought that was a good idea? I want names.

The rest -- meh, whatever. Someone needs their ass patted.

The important thing is that shirt is possibly the worst thing I've ever seen her wear, and I remember the Fourth of July with the tacky red white and blue themed insanity and the idiotic hair bow.

Her fashion sense is the only argument I see in favor of her being legitimately mentally ill.
But what about that horrible black, red, and pink flowery dress with those gaudy earrings she was rockin' awhile back in one of the Jenny Craig (RIP) videos? That was hands down the UGLIEST dress I've ever seen her wear. This is a definite close second tho.
 
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