🗑️ Trashfire Adam Kovic & Ryan Haywood (The Dead Pixel / Koko / Pikovic, and James Ryan Haywoood / Iron Ryan / The Mad King / Vagabond) - Rooster Teeth associates who've sent horrifying nudes behind their families' backs in what looks like a gay catfish

[Enoby Way]

What the fuck is "borderline suicidal?"

"If things get any worse, I'll think about thinking about killing myself."

It sounds like she was at a stage where she started getting intrusive thoughts about killing herself but she didn't actually want to do it yet.

 

[Frenchie]

Holy shit there's another one. HOW DEEP DOES THIS GOOOOOOOOO

https://tw.tinf.io/HADERSRICHlE/status/1315292035293810688

Is there proof or evidence in this one? With the others we saw messages and photos that are damning, but are there any with this? I by no means am saying he’s excused but people who falsely accuse and pile on are just as scummy and shitty as the offender.

 

[Zero Day Defense]

Holy shit there's another one. HOW DEEP DOES THIS GOOOOOOOOO

Presumably to the thereabouts of her cervix, if it happened.

 

[I've Seen Some Shit]

Presumably to the thereabouts of her cervix, if it happened.

We've seen his dick, it's not reaching any cervixes any time soon.

 

[Zero Day Defense]

We

"We"? Who's this "We"? I'd like to meet him.

 

[I've Seen Some Shit]

"We"? Who's this "We"? I'd like to meet him.

"We" is in reference to everyone who's actually read the first post of the thread.

 

[nerd bullier]

"We"? Who's this "We"? I'd like to meet him.

the viewing and analysis of the leaks was strictly for research and archival purposes, i assure you.

 

[Zero Day Defense]

"We" is in reference to everyone who's actually read the first post of the thread.

O--oh, I didn't realize that looking at another man's penis was mandatory reading.

 

[Mr. Skeltal]

"We"? Who's this "We"? I'd like to meet him.

I examined his meager bone if only for scientifitc purposes and deemed it to be egg shaped and thoroughly unremarkable.

 

[batigol]

Other staff at RT must have had an inkling of something. I wonder how many of them saw these screenshots, and had that "aha, I knew something was wrong," moment over feelings that they brushed off at the time

There's a moment in their off-topic podcast 177 at 1hr 03min where they talk about Ryan staying extra nights at conventions. At the end of the discussion around 1hr 05min there is awkward silence, exchange of glances between Michael and Geoff followed by a deep sign from the latter, like they had a sudden realization.

Pretty sure I saw the moment archived/linked earlier in the thread, but you can find it below. I'd make sure it was archived myself, but have to figure out what the best workflow is for doing it.

Start of the discussion => https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-VfrtYXsrvA&t=3795s

Awkward silence => https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-VfrtYXsrvA&t=3918s

 

[Truly Rural]

I glanced over it, I saw that she was coping by assuming that he assumed that she was lesbian and that's why he didn't rape her yet, but since I don't want to read wounded harpy crying in pain I assume she eventually did get validated by his dick. I'm only interested if she was underage. if someone would kindly inform us.

 

[Big Bad Wart]

Apparently Ryan found out about the leak THE DAY OF.

There's evidence that he was on his phone on 10/06, as members of the discord noted that he was rarely online.
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The same discord has an 18+ chat, but it seems like its not for porn, just about adult life, so, mark one for Ryan.
Apparently there was a mod named Ryan, along side the actual Ryan, so that's gonna make shifting through 4 years of data fucking hard.

Here's what I found looking through the discord,

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Here's Ryan's discord if it isn't deleted already
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It seems like the mods have been trying to silently move past this, while disowning Ryan. Hardly anything here. going to keep looking.
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Personal note, his Discord acc is no longer on the actual channel, and it seems like any messages/tags he had are now gone (banned?)
The account still exists, as I could send a friend request to it.
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Bingo.
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His Acc is still connected to the server. I need to find what the hell happened to any tags/messages.



(Will edit to have more shit, if I dont get banned, my acc. is pretty obvious. Might have to join w/ an alt)

Banned list: The fuckers got me once. (Anything with the word "Kiwi" is not a good name to join with.)

You should use the Discord chat exporter and dump the logs so everybody can shift through all of it instead of having one person look through it manually.

 

[DrunkJoe]

Feel free to rate me late for this, but what is it with this guy and fat chicks? His wife, who has had TWO children, is thin, but he went out of his way to chase these uggos.

Fat chicks are fun in bed. Crazy ones even better. Him though probably just because they had lower self esteem and were easier to manipulate into keeling quiet. Seriously if it wasnt for the catfish leak he would still be doing this.

 

[ddlloo]

It sounds like she was at a stage where she started getting intrusive thoughts about killing herself but she didn't actually want to do it yet.

Alternatively, like 80% of people who claim this, she's just speaking out of her arse for attention, or pity, or to manipulate. This isn't me denying the possibility it's true either, merely pointing out the reality of the situation which is that far far too many people, young women especially, are incredibly melodramatic and will make claims (read: threats) of suicidal thoughts or self harm seemingly at a moment's notice, and most usually when they *need* something.

I've experienced intrusive suicidal thoughts and suicidal ideation, and I've known several other people who have also gone through such experience. Most of us would be loathe to actually tell those close to us about it, let alone put it out in the public domain with our real identity's attached.

It seems most likely to me that he has an eye for young girls with personality disorders and/or mild anxiety/depression, nothing too extreme hopefully as you don't want them going nuclear on your ass, but just bad enough that you can easily manipulate them by alternating between love/attention bombing and undermining their confidence until they want to fuck you as they now see it as an achievement of types. Unfortunately for him though they're also the types to lose any remaining fondness or loyalty when they find out that he's a liar and that what they had wasn't special in the slightest and that you were a serial fanfucker.

Ryan is a predator, age of the girls irregardless. At a guess he wasn't targeting them for their youth, it's just that youth correlates to the personality types he targets (his seeming disregard of their actual ages should be a massive fucking warning sign nonetheless). That's not to absolve them, especially the older ones, of their own portion of the 'blame' either. They're mostly grown and mature enough to make their own decisions, and it's not like the bloke surprised them by turning up at their door and chloroforming them, instead they almost all met him after making premeditated plans days/weeks/months in advance.

 

[ScatmansWorld]

The latest Let's Play livestream thumbnail has a whole "Gang's all here!" shot of all their Garry's Mod playermodels with a very noticeable lack of Ryan as Deadpool. (Who obviously isn't in the livestream either)

So let me see if I've got this straight. Not only is Ryan a liar, a cheater, and a predator, but he's also a textbook narcissist and manipulator.

You know, it's extremely fitting now that you mention it. For those that don't know, the Rooster Teeth channel had a short lived animation series called "X-ray and Vav" that was pretty much one big Achievement Hunters in-joke as a cartoon. In it, Ryan plays a reoccurring villain called "The Mad King" who breaks apart Gavin and Ray's friendship through emotional manipulation, and I can't think of a more perfect characterization then that.

 

[Null]

There's a moment in there off-topic podcast 177 at 1hr 03min where they talk about Ryan staying extra nights at conventions. At the end of the discussion around 1:05 there is awkward silence, exchange of glances between Michael and Geoff followed by a deep sign from the latter, like they had a sudden realization.

Mildly interesting so I clipped it.

 

[Enoby Way]

I glanced over it, I saw that she was coping by assuming that he assumed that she was lesbian and that's why he didn't rape her yet, but since I don't want to read wounded harpy crying in pain I assume she eventually did get validated by his dick. I'm only interested if she was underage. if someone would kindly inform us.

No, she was 23/24. He did apparently go around telling everyone she was batshit insane though, before they ever hooked up, and she only found out later
That's creepy as hell.

 

[Truly Rural]

Seriously if it wasnt for the catfish leak he would still be doing this.

100%, none of this is a mistake, it's a lifestyle.

Edit to: thanks @Enoby Way for quick answer

 

[Spoonge]

What the fuck is "borderline suicidal?"

"If things get any worse, I'll think about thinking about killing myself."

Special snowflake name for how functional adults feel as the grindstone of life wears them down.
Who doesn't consider swinging from 6 feet of rope at least once a week? Graves look mighty soft after 8 days with minimal sleep working for people you fucking hate.

 

[Enoby Way]

Special snowflake name for how functional adults feel as the grindstone of life wears them down.
Who doesn't consider swinging from 6 feet of rope at least once a week? Graves look mighty soft after 8 days with minimal sleep working for people you fucking hate.

Sounds like you might actually need some therapy, mate. Your situation sounds a bit grim.