Seeing this cult being revealed in the news helps me better understand and explain what happened to me in 2014 and 2015.
I very nearly lost my children & life. I divorced. I lost my livelihood and life savings (most of which I spent on survival, medical bills, and lawyers to get my children back after the experience). I became malnourished and sleep deprived. I was unable to run my business.
A friend introduced me to this group in 2014. I meditated and joined in on chat room events. They offer kinship and love bomb you. It felt good, so I kept it up.
After agreeing to a “psychic surgery” from Amy online, I was told to make a payment in PayPal and log into the chat room to wait my turn. I think I paid $50.. The “surgery” was held while I was in deep self-hypnosis and logged into the chat room. II was told by Amy that she had scanned my body and found nothing harmful and that I had an “angel chip” which seemed like a positive thing.
The next few days after the “surgery” were the start of what can only be described as psychic attack that unleashed a very dark time for me. It felt like dark energy attacking my light spirit, trying to steal my soul. It felt like you might imagine an attempt at a demonic possession would be - if such things were real. I fought very hard against what seemed like 1000 imaginary entities attacking me in my sleep, waking dreams, and the occasional auditory hallucination (during extreme sleep and food deprivation). This went on for over a year, nearly driving me mad.
There were many imagined light workers and angels that came and went in these illusions, as if to help me fight what seemed to be an epic battle. In the end each one would turn out to be a fake- in my bizarre internal war - leaving me to feel betrayed, exhausted and alone. I was afraid to sleep, eat, or drink.
I even sought out healers and light workers - in the physical world. They also charged money. Nothing helped. The more I fought, the weaker I got. Meditation seemed to worsen it.
Being on the receiving end of posts and meditation sessions from Love Has One, the First Contact Ground Crew, was a huge mistake. I believe my imagined attacks arose from being hypnotized by this group during deep meditation.
If by some chance there are dark forces - they have a hold on this group. You have to sign permission for a surgery and psychologically and spiritually that is the moment you symbolically give them power in your head. The result was traumatic for me.
Deep meditation makes you vulnerable to suggestion. It’s dangerous in the wrong hands.
Amy is not mentally well. She needs professional in-patient treatment and so do her victims. The cycle of terror and heightened anxiety about the next big event to save the world is addictive and dangerous.
If anyone reads this and resonates with it, you are not alone. Get help. Explain to a psychologist that you are a cult survivor. You may need psychiatric care to recover.
I’m better now., but shit really hit the fan before I was forced to be treated. I wish I had gotten help sooner. They tell you to fear doctors.
As soon as I slept and ate - even before much-needed medication to calm down- the terror and delusional thoughts began to subside.
Today, I have my children and a career that is meaningful. I am sane, peaceful, and emotionally balanced. It’s been four years since ai got help from therapists and medication.
Thank goodness. My friend who introduced me to the group had to be rescued from the compound- suffering malnutrition and delusional. It’s terrifying.
I don’t know exactly how or why they have this power over people, but it is frightening. They don’t necessarily have to drug people to cause it. I was not drugged. It was all psychological.
Get out. Get help. Do not give them money. Trust friends and family who want to help. Do not give up. You may need some medication. And time to come down and wake up from this nightmare. It triggers all of your primitive fears and vulnerability. It is possible to recover. Eat, drink enough water, and get some sleep so that you can begin to think clearly. You need your strength to survive this. It’s not easy, but you can do it.