Secret Gamer Girl / SecretGamerGrrl / Googleshng / "Violet Hargrave" / Jacob Lawrence (Jake) Alley / Violet Cassandra Ocean - Delusional Zoe Quinn Stalker, Libelous Tweeter, Thirsty Gnome, Faux-Tranny Neckbeard Incel, Micropenis, "Known Troubled Person", Creator of "Massive vs the Masses", Self-Described "Noise Making Thing"; Lives in Niantic, CT

[Ruin]

So all that stuff about not going to cons because of muh lack of money is a lie and the real reason is all his friends are ashamed of being seen with Jake in all his obese, gnome bearded, tard shoes wearing glory?

 

[Chan the Wizard]

 

[MirnaMinkoff]

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Jake's ego is amazing. I promise there will be very small housing stipends for "test GMs" and the few slots for such things will be filled very quickly. He'd probably have a better chance trying to pass himself off as Violent Tranny when applying, but that would go over like a lead balloon once he showed up in person. The Pazio SJWs would be pissed if the slot they wanted to give to a "trans GM" went to a typical fat neckbeard the likes of which they are already swarming with.

 

[lecher]

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I like how the likes on this tweet barrage kind of dwindle to zero.

Twitter: Silently Abandoning Jake.

 

[repentance]

The Pazio SJWs would be pissed if the slot they wanted to give to a "trans GM" went to a typical fat neckbeard the likes of which they are already swarming with.

Paizo already knows who he is, though. He's done writing for them under the Violet Hargrave nom de plume and the cheques have undoubtedly gone to Jake Alley.

His real problem arises when doing anything in person as Violet Hargrave. The instant he makes a public appearance as Violet, the lie about him not being Jake Alley is revealed. If he wants to maintain that lie, he can only do in person stuff as Jake.

Keep in mind, too, that we only have Jake's word that he was using she/her pronouns at a con. For all we know, the badge said "Jake Alley". Given his recent rant about how using preferred pronouns or preferred names in public for people who aren't publicly out as trans puts them at risk of being murdered, I think we can safely assume that it anyone called Jake "Violet" or used she/her pronouns at a con, it happened in private.

 

[GethN7]

Paizo already knows who he is, though. He's done writing for them under the Violet Hargrave nom de plume and the cheques have undoubtedly gone to Jake Alley.

His real problem arises when doing anything in person as Violet Hargrave. The instant he makes a public appearance as Violet, the lie about him not being Jake Alley is revealed. If he wants to maintain that lie, he can only do in person stuff as Jake.

Keep in mind, too, that we only have Jake's word that he was using she/her pronouns at a con. For all we know, the badge said "Jake Alley".

That's why he must hate his life.

The only names he wants to be known as are the ones he hides behind to shield his real identity.

Regardless, his real identity is the only one that can accept a paycheck and show itself in public.

 

[Water-T]

I am really enjoying watching Jake get froze out by the very same lie that he thought was going to open doors for him. If he wasn't too lazy to at least make the minimal effort to troon out (wear a dress, dye his hair several colors, put on some earrings or makeup), then maybe he could have already made some headway with Paizo. Until then, the best he's going to get are some low-paying freelance writing gigs that doesn't require him to leave his mom's basement or show his Gimli-like visage.

 

[repentance]

That's why he must hate his life.

The only names he wants to be known as are the ones he hides behind to shield his real identity.

Regardless, his real identity is the only one that can accept a paycheck and show itself in public.

Oh what a tangled web we weave...

 

[Chan the Wizard]

He got in with Paizo because of Jessica Price who was fired/quit and publicly maligned the company as being sympathetic to abusers.
So his in is gone but like the true neckbeard he is, he isn’t going to abandon his game.
I wonder if she’ll cut ties with him because of it eventually. She knows who he is really.
Another interesting case will be Kav_P, she doesn’t offer anything of value to him, but if she realizes SecretGamerGirl was wearing the racist hat, she’ll probably drop him too.
So it’s interesring, but I think Tanya was paying for Jake’s hotel stays at Gencon.
It’s all interesting because now that he’s no longer getting a free ride on hotel stays or pity freelance work from Jessica, his finances must be depleted for neck beard activities.

 

[Arachnomatricide]

If SGG can survive as is with no job and still afford to go to some cons, SGG could get a part time job at Burger King and afford to go to any con in the country any time as long as the manager was informed about the upcoming offtime.

 

[repentance]

So it’s interesring, but I think Tanya was paying for Jake’s hotel stays at Gencon.

He's said multiple times that he crashed on someone's couch. I don't know whether that was a couch in a hotel room paid for by someone else or the couch of a contact living in the city, but he made a big deal of it no longer being an option.

 

[Chan the Wizard]

He's said multiple times that he crashed on someone's couch. I don't know whether that was a couch in a hotel room paid for by someone else or the couch of a contact living in the city, but he made a big deal of it no longer being an option.

It’s Tanya. I’m certain of it. It was never an issue until she froze him out.
She crowdfunds her trips and I think she just cut off the funds for Jake.
I think the first experience was written off as he’s just coming into the trans world, and she ignored the weird social awkwardness. I bet he promoted himself as trans and that’s why she including him on the diversity panel and paid for his room. I think the second time, when showed up the same, still didn’t meet her diversity needs and she realized he’s not just socially awkward but deeply disturbed, she realized she needed to cut him off. It just happened to be around the same time as the Zoe Post 2.0. Even Chelsea didn’t block Jake right away.

 

[MirnaMinkoff]

Paizo already knows who he is, though. He's done writing for them under the Violet Hargrave nom de plume and the cheques have undoubtedly gone to Jake Alley.

His real problem arises when doing anything in person as Violet Hargrave. The instant he makes a public appearance as Violet, the lie about him not being Jake Alley is revealed. If he wants to maintain that lie, he can only do in person stuff as Jake.

Keep in mind, too, that we only have Jake's word that he was using she/her pronouns at a con. For all we know, the badge said "Jake Alley". Given his recent rant about how using preferred pronouns or preferred names in public for people who aren't publicly out as trans puts them at risk of being murdered, I think we can safely assume that it anyone called Jake "Violet" or used she/her pronouns at a con, it happened in private.

Some people at Pazio know, mostly Price who’s gone now. The ppl working on writing game content stuff are very different from people doing admin work like assigning stipends to volunteer GMs or event coordinators.

Combine that with Jake’s absurd notion that his trans-identity is super secret and you know swears these ppl to secrecy about Jake/Violet because he will literally be killed by GG Nazis if it’s discovered. I’m sure he makes a HUGE deal of taking them into his secret circle. I think all his “my BFF won’t talk to me” all involve ppl who he’s personally revealed himself to.

I can’t imagine Jake would be ok with unverified non-cool ppl at Pazio knowing Violet = Jake. I’m sure Jake thinks it would be like Clark Kent letting everyone at the Daily Planet know he was Superman, when that shit is strictly to wet Lois Lane’s panties.

Ofc the hilarious part is his “secret identity” is easily known within 5 seconds on google to anyone who is interested.

 

[talk talk talk]

This is an actual lifeline being thrown to Jake. He can get out of the basement, run some games, push the module he worked on, and make some contacts. Given the crowd, I'll bet he can even bull-rush the trans thing just by saying he's a pretty princess named Violet--who will dare question him there?

He can get his "career" as a game designer going again. This is a big opportunity.

But smart money says he just whines on Twitter.

 

[Kosher Dill]

push the module he worked on

Did he do a module? I thought all his "new game" talk was about that Missile Command game.

Given the crowd, I'll bet he can even bull-rush the trans thing just by saying he's a pretty princess named Violet--who will dare question him there?

I agree with the others upthread who say that that only works once unless you actually start transitioning. By now there are probably too many people there who know better.

 

[repentance]

I guess once wasn't enough. Will he bury it in retweets again today?

 

[talk talk talk]

Did he do a module? I thought all his "new game" talk was about that Missile Command game.

I think you're right. He can push that.

I agree with the others upthread who say that that only works once unless you actually start transitioning. By now there are probably too many people there who know better.

It would help a lot if he shaved, of course. Twenty bucks spent at the Goodwill for some slacks and a blouse would help, too. He'd still be totes a guy, but he'd be able to bull-rush it like the rest of the ugly-ass low effort mtfs.

But all that would take "effort". And all of Jake's efforts go into googlshnging.

 

[repentance]

I think you're right. He can push that.

He's only talking about "checking out the booth" for it. He's not going to push it in person. That's too much like work when it can be left to others.

 

[Hellfire]

I don't remember seeing this earlier this year. Jake links his lie about lesbians trying to "correctively rape" him, then says something about making his RPG character "ace" in his last "face to face RPG session" and it supposedly causing a "40 Year Old Virgin 'intervention'." He also said something about him using his pedophile avatar as supposedly his way of avoiding people hitting on him or something Googleshng.

We're going to take a look at what we know about Jake's last major conventions, which he has said are the only times he ever leaves the house (not quite true, as his mom takes him out to restaurants/movies/to go vote/etc.)

Spoiler

Jake has a long history of going to various conventions. He used to try and beg people to invite him to cons so long as they paid for everything. https://archive.is/7kRfp

He blames his Red Shirt card game concept being 'stolen' by the game Redshirts because he had been demoing the game at cons and believed someone stole the concept after seeing it, although Jake had never played Redshirts and had no idea if it was at all similar besides the Star Trek meme theme.
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https://archive.fo/ODnfA#selection-1850.1-1860.1

He was still mad years later. https://archive.fo/Fx9dH#selection-5331.0-5326.12

[01/01/2015, 10:18:44 AM] Secret Gamer Girl: I'm not big on CAH just because... OK that game already existed, and I'm not really cool with clones
[01/01/2015, 10:18:59 AM] Remy: Yeah I get that Apples to Apples did it first
[01/01/2015, 10:20:51 AM] Secret Gamer Girl: Argh, now I'm getting all flashbacky to ending up thousands in debt because other people basically released games of mine
[01/01/2015, 10:21:16 AM] Athena Hollow: ew I'd never release clones that aren't like decades old & don't make the original owners anything anymore :-/
[01/01/2015, 10:21:37 AM] Secret Gamer Girl: Seriously-
[01/01/2015, 10:21:46 AM] Secret Gamer Girl: I worked on this one card game
[01/01/2015, 10:21:53 AM] Secret Gamer Girl: had it pretty much where I wanted it
[01/01/2015, 10:22:05 AM] Secret Gamer Girl: was running demos at cons, attempting to hire artists
[01/01/2015, 10:22:34 AM] Secret Gamer Girl: a year or goes by waiting on people to get back in touch with me on art contracting
[01/01/2015, 10:22:45 AM] Secret Gamer Girl: I go screw it, I'll just do my own illustrations
[01/01/2015, 10:23:17 AM] Secret Gamer Girl: Tweak the rules a bit, fix the issue that'd been bugging me, start looking for printers...
[01/01/2015, 10:23:29 AM] Secret Gamer Girl: "Hey! Congratulations on getting that game in stores!"
[01/01/2015, 10:24:12 AM] Secret Gamer Girl: I don't know if it's just a REALLY nasty coincidence, or someone was really paying attention when I was running demos but
[01/01/2015, 10:24:19 AM] Secret Gamer Girl: there's an S on the name
[01/01/2015, 10:25:15 AM] Secret Gamer Girl: and the big expensive game that kinda ruined me financially kinda had the same thing happen, although there at least mine was technically on the market for a year first

He may have gone to PAX East pre-Gamergate, and showed up there once in 2016 to meet his online friends. I outlined this in another post, he allegedly was going to go to PAX East 2015, but sperged out over Gamergate. He showed up at PAX East 2016 solely to meet some Twitter friends, then got triggered and sperged out about Gamergate.

Spoiler

GenCon 2016 was the event where Jake was ordering people in advance not to take photos of him. I don't believe Jake was on any panels this year, but he did chimp out about people criticizing the alleged "industry insiders" he was friends with, and possibly tried and failed to get himself on the insider list after he saw his Twitter pals were on it. Katherine Cross, Jake's tranny buddy from the anti-GG/Crash Override Network clique, was an "industry insider" as well as the Paizo employees he stalks, Crystal Frasier and (now-former employee) Jessica Price. Cross and Price were panned on The Injustice Gamer for being anti-geek/Gamergate-associated and for being inexperienced and "historically illiterate" about the industry, respectively. http://archive.li/dLBGJ
Jake told Price he was "breaking [his] neck" to get money to go to GenCon that year and kept trying to beg for money (he mentions the Googleshng libelous conspiracy nonsense which was rejected by Vice, which you may recall he recently was raging about), specifically because Price/Cross and others he knew from Twitter were going to be on panels. He also brought his Massive vs. masses insulation to give to them. "Wish I could beg online without doxxing worries."
Cross wrote a glowing review of Jake's game from 2008, without disclosure of his relationship with Jake of course. (Jake 'liked' the tweets from Cross about it) http://archive.is/aSyoC

The hilarious photo of Jake in the pink shirt and then the ones of him hiding his pronoun tag came a few months later at GaymerX East 2016, he was on two panels on Sunday. https://archive.is/fsxdZ Jake also attended at least two panels featuring Cross and DePass on Saturday. http://archive.li/JuREA http://archive.li/LAbFY

He was on a panel with Tanya DePass and Cross. https://archive.is/nNPjx

His other panel was with DePass and Dina Abou Karam, who was also from the anti-GG/Crash Override Network chat clique. https://archive.is/v87o5

GenCon 2017 was quite possibly the best time Jake has had since the good ol' days of 2014 where he gleefully took part in a secret chat group trying to destroy people.
A month before Gencon 2017, Jake had claimed that own his picture was just a "random speaker" at GenCon after IAN MILES CHEONG and others had been laughing at him after Jake got Shat on by William Shatner.
Someone let Jake Alley get on the "industry insider" program despite only ever releasing one game, The Massive vs. the masses, nearly a decade prior. A look at the GenCon alumni list confirms Jake only became an "industry insider" in 2017 (Cross, Frasier, and Price were 2016, DePass was 2017). http://files.gencon.com/IIAlumniList_2002-2017.pdf
The Injustice Gamer also did a write up this year, they were puzzled over how Jake was an "insider" with just one game credit. They also made a comment that the list seemed to be full of people connected to Paizo. http://archive.is/0CEHF#selection-545.1-536.11
Jake was shilling for both Cross and DePass to get money to go to GenCon, Jake said he had a "friend with a couch [he] can crash on in the area" and later said that people who were going to be GenCon speakers had paid for his "travel and a place to stay" so he could "see them talk" without having to set up his own ebegging.
Two of the women Jake stalks (Price and DePass) were on panels with Jake, the others on these panels look to be from the industry insider list so they may have no relation to Jake besides being in the insider program. http://archive.is/alWHt#selection-4070.0-4102.1

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After the con, Jake mentioned that he had introduced himself "properly" and presented his "true form" to "other games people" he knew from Twitter. He also tried to say that he would "have drawn a better" face by the time they next saw him. http://archive.li/kA7DI A later tweet confirms he was introducing himself as "secretgamergrrl." http://archive.li/rJvrQ
Jake mentions GenCon being "soured" due to some incident not involving himself that he was "fuming" about and resulted in him skipping events, he mentions throwing "money at a good chunk" of his Twitter friends. http://archive.li/Rel3z
After someone he was too scared to talk to at GenCon followed him on Twitter, Jake made his classic Googleshng about how he has no time for "self-care" until 5 AM because he has to sperg out on Twitter all day every day. http://archive.li/eaUiP
It turns out that Jake met up with more anti-GG/Crash Override Network cliquesters: Chris Kluwe and Athena Hollow's family were playing Jake's game after getting dinner post-con. http://archive.is/OAPfZ

Jake waited until the final day to submit his panel ideas for GaymerX East 2017.
Jake made his first zoepost a few weeks before GaymerX. Even though DePass and Cross were there, the only panel Jake was on was one by himself. http://archive.li/YTWeG

https://archive.li/fHqMt

Jake marked himself as attending a handful of events over the two days. http://archive.li/gxxtk DePass had wormed her way up into being on the opening and closing ceremonies for GaymerX this year, the Saturday opening ceremony was the only thing of hers that Jake marked himself as attending. http://archive.li/ygME7 The other events he went to seem to be just random panels and not anyone he knows: http://archive.is/IZ7Qp http://archive.is/GUNO1 http://archive.li/qX9Ag http://archive.is/jmNq3

Jake tweeted to DePass and apologized for having to "duck out" and leave before the closing ceremonies.

After this event, Jake wrote his second zoepost and complained that people had "made it clear" they don't like him, others had blocked him, and some told him he wasn't welcome.

We previously saw that DePass cut contact with Jake seemingly in response to the October 2017 zoepost. Cross hasn't tweeted at him since July 2017.

For GenCon 2018, Jake is trying to guilt people into paying for him to go this year, he mentions "travel/sleep" being a big expense and says that his "usual cost-saver" isn't happening this year, presumably the friend with the "couch to crash on" has severed ties. http://archive.li/2P6YP#selection-7709.0-8860.1 http://archive.li/xkuq6

 

[Diana Moon Glampers]

What a spoiled, privileged little shit. "Corrective rape" is a term created to talk about the problem of lesbians being raped (sometimes, as in Africa and India, by actual organized groups) based on the idea that what they need is a deep dicking. Lesbians, not asexuals, and the rape aspect is generally extremely forceful and even causes injuries. But the "ace" community has decided that anyone asking to have sex with a person who identifies as asexual is a corrective rapist bent on converting them with sex. It's another place where Jake is fine appropriating other cultures and identities as long as it makes people pity him more.

Really, that's the most disgusting part about Jake: the lack of pride and the total, abject solicitation of pity. Even most lolcows have some rudimentary pride and bristle a bit at people openly feeling sorry for them. It's why most of the rat king frames donations to them as political, so that they can pretend donors are acting in solidarity instead of pity.

Jake doesn't even try to evoke other emotions toward him. I seriously believe the main reason he wants to be a woman is that he thinks it's more likely for people to pity women. It's also the reason for the little girl focus of his identity. If he thought he could get away with identifying as a big-eyed floofy kitten with three legs and a loud pitiful mew, he'd do it.