Getting my diaper change before bed. Seeing my tablet to help me feel less stressed about having help with wiping, I had a rough month. Why. I had issues with my diapers takem for safety by my neighbor. I need to tell her thank you. I needed help with problem solving and having my caregiver call the police next time. I had a hard time with the police and crisis services who treats me like I dont have a disability and normal adult. I need to share my last conversation with the police because they told me not safe and talked me down from running away. That i found very helpful. They also asked me why I keep calling them. I get stuck on the idea my safety is important. I need them to respect me. Next. I had a meeting with my supports coordinator who didn't respect my communication challenges and processing challenges. Also who didn't fill in my limitations and medical records when they had someone from their CHC waver talk about what can be put in place. After telling me the things I can get, I found out it can't be done. This was stressful because I didn't know what to do. I just reacted. Then I had run away from my caregivers a lot. Who are worried I am going to get hurt. Because of me getting lost, having close calls to being hit by cars, having them walk with me regularly to see its not safe for me.Then all these hearings, meetings, and different things like advocing, finding services and then new doctors. It's too many issues. Caregivers not help me make calls, schedule rides, schedule appointments, and other things made it harder for me. I need a 2 week break to do nothing but relax. Burn out happen when I have too many sensory issues, too much executive function issues, not having support for problem solving, processing, planning, organizing, and communication.