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🦊 FurryAutumn Neville / Puppychan / pawpawchan48 / puppkittyfan1 / Wolfertinger666 / Bunnyhazedayz / Salem - Degrading artist, perpetual victim, surrounds herself with a personal army of minors. Chaser for the trans fats, both literally and metaphorically. Tried to commit suicide via blueberry. “Pups gotta eat!” Now a with an equally obnoxious boyfriend.
i dont understand why pup hasn't just adopted the nonbinary label by now. then they could identify as a lesbian without having their followers jump down their throat and would avoid the criticism about their fear of transition. of course, that wouldn't stop the wave of criticism about being nonbinary, but they could probably spin that in a way to make themself a martyr of some sort
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Hear me out... Maybe, just maybe, if you didn't surround yourself with porn addicted MtF's obsessed with gock you would see more vaginas? Just a thought.
Hold on hold on HOLD ON, she’s saying that she’s not dysphoric over having a vagina, but dysphoric because she….doesn't see enough vaginas…what?
Notice how she doesn’t say anything about drawing trans men with phalloplasties, there’s not enough art of furries with vaginas…and that makes her dysphoric…uh huh
“I’m dysphoric over not seeing my body type represented in art”
That’s not what “dysphoria” is, Autumn, if you are happy to have a female body and genitalia, and get sad when you don’t see enough people with a female genitalia, you are in fact, not gender dysphoric.
This is it, pupbros, this is the dumbest thing she’s ever said.
Hold on hold on HOLD ON, she’s saying that she’s not dysphoric over having a vagina, but dysphoric because she….doesn't see enough vaginas…what?
Notice how she doesn’t say anything about drawing trans men with phalloplasties, there’s not enough art of furries with vaginas…and that makes her dysphoric…uh huh
“I’m dysphoric over not seeing my body type represented in art”
That’s not what “dysphoria” is, Autumn, if you are happy to have a female body and genitalia, and get sad when you don’t see enough people with a female genitalia, you are in fact, not gender dysphoric.
This is it, pupbros, this is the dumbest thing she’s ever said.
She tried identifying as lesbian already and it was probably one of my favourite pupscapades. Came out by drawing her fursona in a slur shirt, got backlash because how are you a supposed man and also lesbian? Immediately deleted everything and backtracked. Wyświetl załącznik 9179498
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Sometimes Pup's posts make me feel like I’m watching a minstrel show. The way she goes nigga nigga nigga is not how people who have the word as a normal part of their vocabulary speak. It feels like she's performing for her white audience.
That’s not what “dysphoria” is, Autumn, if you are happy to have a female body and genitalia, and get sad when you don’t see enough people with a female genitalia, you are in fact, not gender dysphoric.
I've long held that Autumn doesn't have any actual loathing/hatred/discomfort with being a girl; her problem is that she has a great deal of loathing/hatred/discomfort with being herself and as a result has spent a long time running away from and then, failing that, perversely sexualizing any identity she's a part of.
Can't handle being a girl? Tboy bnuny boobs he/him why does nobody appreciate vaginas.
Can't handle being black? 'Bashing my head in like the dumb nigger I am' and racefaking followed by everything is black and gay.
Can't handle being a little overweight and kind of dumpy-looking? Nonstop coomer art of 'accurate representation fursonas' dressed like hookers, followed by trying to convince everyone else to appreciate lovingly rendered gunt on main.
It is understandable that being Autumn Neville is a miserable thing to be but one of these days she is just going to have to learn to live with it.
I've long held that Autumn doesn't have any actual loathing/hatred/discomfort with being a girl; her problem is that she has a great deal of loathing/hatred/discomfort with being herself and as a result has spent a long time running away from and then, failing that, perversely sexualizing any identity she's a part of.
Can't handle being a girl? Tboy bnuny boobs he/him why does nobody appreciate vaginas.
Can't handle being black? 'Bashing my head in like the dumb nigger I am' and racefaking followed by everything is black and gay.
Can't handle being a little overweight and kind of dumpy-looking? Nonstop coomer art of 'accurate representation fursonas' dressed like hookers, followed by trying to convince everyone else to appreciate lovingly rendered gunt on main.
It is understandable that being Autumn Neville is a miserable thing to be but one of these days she is just going to have to learn to live with it.
Not even true, she identified as a "feminine trans guy" as early as 2021 and just went back on it.
Maybe this is an autistic nitpick but it drives me insane how much she whines about her "traumatic teenage past" but never actually seems to talk about anything before 2022, when she was already 19 turning 20.
drunk as hell but doing to attempt to write a better description for pup because this one is especially unclear
"A self portrait drawing in a style similar to the cartoon "Adventure Time", depicting the artist as a black transmasc with shoulder length black dreadlocks and an exaggeratedly curvy body leaning forward, wearing black panties, a Deftones crop top, and spiked cuffs on his wrists. There is handwritten black text to the left of his face: I LUV BEING A -!"
I think one of the most fascinating things about Autumn is how much her life's interest revolve around herself. As in, her literal self. She is the be all end all interesting thing in her mind, she is the most interesting person on the planet, she is all that there will be and ever was, she is the most interesting human in the universe. When you look at her interest in being black and fat with a wolfcut, all three of those ard all things she has or is. If Autumn was any other race, aside from white, we would see an endless parade of positive post about that race not as a posts celebrating history, people, or culture, but constantly praising herself or pitying herself over and over again.
I'm going to do an exercise now where I replace "group of people Autumn belongs to" with "Me, myself, I" to show you what I mean.
i think white queers and furries genuinely get scared when they see art of black characters actually feeling like personalized beings and celebrating themselves not because they're racist but these people are were exposed to antiblackness their whole life so they have blindspots when it comes to tearing down biases over how they view black characters having a sense of autonomy and personality (especially when there's more than one black character who's written this way
i think people who aren't me genuinely get scared when they see art of myself actually feeling like a personalized being and celebrating myself not because they're anti-me but these people are were (sic lol) exposed to negative talk about me their whole life so they have blindspots when it comes to tearing down biases over how they view me and myself having a sense of autonomy and personality (especially when there's more than one version of me as a character who's written this way)
I don't care about your indie project when there's 0 black characters or when they only exist to serve the white main characters
i think one of the reasons why my comic is important to me is because I have a lot of queer/trans black characters in it and I'm writing them like they're individuals with autonomy and I feel like it's outta spite and frustration from feeling unseen in a majority of things I'm recommended or seen.
I don't care about your indie project when there's 0 characters that are me or when characters I identify as an extension of myself exist to serve the main characters who are not me
i think one of the reasons why my comic is important to me is because I have a lot of characters that are me in it and I'm writing them like they're individuals mes with autonomy and I feel like it's outta spite and frustration from feeling unseen in a majority of things I'm recommended or seen.
in my experience, being black and transmasc but embracing aspects of femininity that I thought I couldn't feel is so freeing after being hyper-masculinized my whole life. I knew I was a boy but I was scared to be a guy in a specific manner because I thought I had to perform masculinity to its ultimate peak. but then i said "fuck it we ball" and decided to be transgender in my own way.
being black and trans is kinda complicated especially when non black queers actively exclude or don't wanna listen to your nuanced experiences when it comes to bigotry from them. but in the end, fuck it we ball.
in my experience, being myself but embracing aspects of myself that I thought I couldn't feel is so freeing after being ignored and shunned my whole life. I knew I was myself but I was scared to be myself in a specific manner because I thought I had to perform a different version of myself to its ultimate peak. but then i said "fuck it we ball" and decided to be myself in my own way.
being myself is kinda complicated especially when people who should like me actively exclude or don't wanna listen to my nuanced experiences when it comes to bigotry from them. but in the end, fuck it I ball.
friend pointed out how nobody wants queer stories that are personal and vulnerable especially through author's experience or people they know, they want stories that are watered down and marketed in the most unproblematic way possible. they don't want the queer authors view of the world they want whatever is easy to digest and makes queer people look good.
problem is, some of us are really bad and complex people and I feel like that deserves to be represented more, both sloppily and gracefully because in all honesty I find queer stories that are scrubbed of its personalized authenticity from the author as insulting.
friend pointed out how nobody wants stories about me that are personal and vulnerable especially through my experiences or people I know, they want stories that are watered down and marketed in the most unproblematic way possible. they don't want my own view of the world they want whatever is easy to digest and makes me look normal.
problem is, I am a really bad and complex person and I feel like that deserves to be represented more, both sloppily and gracefully because in all honesty I find stories about myself that are scrubbed of my personalized authenticity from myself as insulting.
"oh! new queer trans comic/show/media whatever that's so cool- why are there no black queer characters? and when there are black people why are they always not trans and side pieces for the white characters?"
i noticed that from indie queer projects that gain traction there lacks a heavy cast of people of color and in this case black characters that are shown an ounce of love. it's very rare to find black trans characters in these projects unless it's specifically made by a black person. it's just jarring to see considering that black/Hispanic trans women are big pioneers of the American lgbt movement
i just... notice a lot of these queer indie creators always lack black casts members or when they do exist it's only a tokenized character that's most likely not even queer. it sucks cuz I met so many black trans people/trans people of color who vent about the same thing: feeling invisible in a lot of these arts. and when we make art of our own it's often overlooked (although I'm lucky in my case)
"oh! new queer trans comic/show/media whatever that's so cool- why are there no characters about me? and when there are people who look like me why are they always not trans like me and side pieces for the characters who are not me?"
i noticed that from indie projects about a part of me that gain traction there lacks a heavy cast of anyone like me and in this case characters exactly like me an ounce of love. it's very rare to find characters just like me in these projects unless it's specifically made by me. it's just jarring to see considering that people that are myself and who I adore (trans women) are big pioneers of the American lgbt movement
i just... notice a lot of these indie creators who claim to be a part of me always lack casts members that are me or when they do exist it's only a tokenized character that's most likely not even close to me as a person. it sucks cuz I met so many people who share traits with me who vent about the same thing: feeling invisible in a lot of these arts. and when people like me make art of our self it's often overlooked (although I'm lucky in my case)
thinking about my ocs Hitch and Hitomi, they are my original characters and they are both trans/queer, poc coded, and dating. I do want to say they hurt each other often too, they aren't a perfect couple like how I draw them mostly. they have bumpy edges and when I have time to depict that I'll be rly happy because many oc artists are scared to make their main character flawed or hurtful towards other characters, especially their loved ones. but real people, especially Marginalized people, aren't black and white. we are complex people and critters who hurt people sometimes and people hurt us. it's ok to be flawed.
thinking about my ocs masc me and fem me, they are my original characters (you just said that) and they are both myself, myself coded, and dating. I do want to say these two versions of myself hurt each other often too, they aren't a perfect couple like how I draw them mostly. I have bumpy edges and when I have time to depict that I'll be rly happy because many artist who are not me are scared to make the character I am supposed to insert myself into flawed or hurtful towards other characters, especially their loved ones. but real people, especially myself, aren't black and white. I am a complex person and critter who hurts people sometimes and people hurt me. it's ok for me to be flawed.
""friend"" pointed out [literally the exact same take that Autumn herself has spouted like 20 million times already]
Girl come on, we know it's you.
I guess she's not entirely wrong because there definitely is a certain type of person that wants everything sanitized for their enjoyment but her of all people saying this is wild when she constantly brings up literal childrens' shows and movies to make a point. Can they have good and important messages? Yes! But if you constantly insist that shit like Bluey and Steven Universe are the peak of cinema I'm not gonna bother interacting with you any further. It's always "vulnerable queer/black experiences" this, "serious topics" that and yet she cannot ever be assed to seek out media that actually HAS those things, instead choosing to watch the most mainstream low effort shit ever and then complaining that it's mainstream and low effort - like, what did you expect?
"some of us are really bad and complex people and I feel like that deserves to be represented more"
And yet none of her creations have any sort of conflict. They all live in some vague utopia where trans acceptance is at an all-time high and everyone is some form of XYZ genderqueer. Discrimination is never shown or elaborated upon apart from the vague, incredibly nonsensical cats vs mice shit that is never fully explained. Her characters are all "weirdos" and yet none of those weirdo traits are actually detrimental to them or viewed as problematic because they are just quirky like that! Her depictions of mental illness all just boil down to "woe is me I am le bullied "; where exactly does she ever portray those "bad and complex" aspects of both herself and her characters? Literally nowhere, it's all just yapping with nothing tangible to show for it. It's always baffling when she props herself up as this amazing beacon for black and queer voices but then you look at people who actually share those traits with her and still want nothing to do with her because she doesn't represent them whatsoever lmao. There has to be something deeply wrong with you in order to get to that level of utter delusion and lack of self awareness.
It's like how a decade or two ago, people (usually girls and young women, but boys and young men such as our very own Chris-chan did this too) would make shittily-written, self-insert wish fulfillment, Mary-Sue characters devoid of any sort of coherent narrative, other than ones about jerking off the author's ego. Then they'd say "No, my OC isn't a mary-sue, s/he has flaws! S/he's clumsy and shy and a loner!" which aren't real flaws with consequences but are just traits that make the character more endearing.
These queers want "dark transgressive tranny stories" but never make anything actually dark or transgressive. The angriest manliest hugest hons drawing art about how huge and manly and neverpassing they are, are doing a better job at that than Pup ever will.
Hear me out... Maybe, just maybe, if you didn't surround yourself with porn addicted MtF's obsessed with gock you would see more vaginas? Just a thought.
If she hung around yaoi-loving TIFs she'd be drowning in art of tdicks, top surgery scars, and cuntboy pussy. There is no drought of art depicting TIF pussy she is literally in the wrong spaces.
Rofl, if she wasn't tryjng to memoryhole the KungFuSan Revvy yellowface she did, she'd be typing like "i draw myself! drawing is me ^^ but, internet scary! @_@ i very shy... i no come on here much, sorry!" instead of the rawr bwehh shit she's trying to sanitize it as now.
Nothing related to her past, just funny cringe
"; where exactly does she ever portray those "bad and complex" aspects of both herself and her characters? Literally nowhere, it's all just yapping with nothing tangible to show for it. It's always baffling when she props herself up as this amazing beacon for black and queer voices but then you look at people who actually share those traits with her and still want nothing to do with her because she doesn't represent them whatsoever lmao. There has to be something deeply wrong with you in order to get to that level of utter delusion and lack of self awareness.