😵‍💫 Skitzocow Forsaken Wanderer / Forsaken Wanderer Project / ThyForsakenWanderer / Degeneratemooty2389 / @100% VIRGIN MOOTY / @Mooty Mooty Mooty - 34 Year-Old 5'4 Schizophrenic Autistic VIRGIN Halal'd User with over 400 YouTube Videos: Black-pilled Alcohol abuser, thinks kiwi farms was taken over by the leftists, is the last white Kiwifarmer, thinks women are all children & it's the JEWS fault

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work on your health if you really want the energy to do something about your life.

without such energy its not gonna happen

if you just keep sitting on the computer every day after work and every weekend, nothing will change, your muscles will (keep) atrophying and you will feel even more tired and depressed.

if you cant figure out what to do to achieve better health, then ask grok or a doctor and be honest about what you eat and what you do
 
work on your health if you really want the energy to do something about your life.

without such energy its not gonna happen

if you just keep sitting on the computer every day after work and every weekend, nothing will change, your muscles will (keep) atrophying and you will feel even more tired and depressed.

if you cant figure out what to do to achieve better health, then ask grok or a doctor and be honest about what you eat and what you do

I don't think an AI or a doctor is going to say that I need to live in a country not occupied by Jewish forces if I want to live a healthier life.

I can't put into words how fucked I am.

I really need to find people that are open to acknowledging they are experiencing the same thing. Second Alter Ego was someone that was also truthful about the situation and understood everything.

I am at the point where I have to consider killing myself or hoping to have some kind of major health issue that stops me working. Working is not something I should be doing as someone with autism. I need the freedom to do what I am capable of doing.

my mind and body are fucked. i do nothing but work and chores.

unless you experience the situation then you will not understand.

there are no words.

there is no way to convey this

there is nothing i can say that will allow people to accept that i am telling you the truth about my life

there is no series of words i can put together that will make someone understand

there is no way to explain

there is just no way

nothing works nothing works nothing works

it's all designed to drive me mad because nobody can ever just agree with me or accept what i have said, they always have to argue

i guess it's time to get short sleep and start the work week over again for the millionth time

i guess it is soon time to die

please let me die in my sleep and end the suffering

have not even had help or comfort from someone around me ever

just alone forever

i guess it's time to sleep
 
"the jews" i see


so you have figured out that even though you're a working age man, with a job, and a place to stay, cannot do ***anything*** to help yourself improve your life because the jews force you to spend time alone on the computer or something


i guess its never gonna happen then

I cannot do anything no.

All hours of all days are used up.

All kals of energy are used up in all days.

I cannot reconfigure any day to give me more time to try and improve things.

I need to stop working because I shouldn't be continuing to waste my remaining life in a wage cage.

I'll never get the time back that I've lost to working.





Also my right hand is fucked, the muscles won't stop spasiming. Will have to train myself to use the mouse left handed.




Soon i will join the halls of the dead and finally i will be free from those that lie and say everything is okay, and those that have been atomized and cannot fathom what happens beyond the boundaries of their lives.

Suffice to say, I deserve better company.
 
Also my right hand is fucked, the muscles won't stop spasiming. Will have to train myself to use the mouse left handed.
Pretty sure that's an alcoholism type of thing. Used to chat with a homeless wino and he had the same muscle issues until he collapsed one day and froze to death. Have you told your doctor about being addicted to alcohol?
 
Heard a really loud hum that sounded like the biggest plane ever flying around somewhere which is unusual, it went on for a minute, then right after it started raining heavily. Some kind of weather seeding? It was quite strange.

Pretty sure that's an alcoholism type of thing. Used to chat with a homeless wino and he had the same muscle issues until he collapsed one day and froze to death. Have you told your doctor about being addicted to alcohol?

RIP homeless guy. Must be tough being on the streets in Tel Aviv. It's a carpal tunnel thing from being in IT for over 15 years. We are not designed to use mice and keyboards all day.

I wouldn't go to The Act Man (a Jew btw) for game reviews because I know he shills for corps.

Likewise I wouldn't go to my doctor for health reviews because I know they shill for big pharma (the jews btw)
 
Also my right hand is fucked, the muscles won't stop spasiming. Will have to train myself to use the mouse left handed.
yeah, your right hand probably is telling you that its sick of jerking off and pointing around at the computer, very jewish i know

and i have to say i agree with your right hand here, pulling some bars or using an axe or something is probably a more satisfying course of action than operating a browser right now
 
There is absolutely no harm in saying it's the Jews.

Why can' you say it's malice?

Why can't you say it's the Jews? Why can't you say the clot shot is poison? Why can't you say there is an on-going white genocide? What happens to you if you say that? What is the downside?

Let's say somehow all borders were opened in all western countries at the same time accidentally somehow and it's just nobody has any WD40 to grease up the gates to close them, and so it's (((incompetence))) rather than malice. Would you care?

Are you really so afraid of someone telling you that tons of thousands of whites were raped and murdered (((accidentally)))? Who gives a fuck at that point about what others think of you.


yeah, your right hand probably is telling you that its sick of jerking off and pointing around at the computer, very jewish i know

and i have to say i agree with your right hand here, pulling some bars or using an axe or something is probably a more satisfying course of action than operating a browser right now

I've used a mouse and keyboard at work for over 15 years plus I am of course using the PC at home as well.

So that is really cooked my muscles.

It's 5am and I'm off to work in a minute to carry stuff there, I can't find any time for doing work outs.
 
do you work 16 hour days?

anyway forsaken, not trying to make you feel shitty, i want you to be well and feel alright

when i feel like shit emotionally i always watch old samurai movies
https://youtube.com/watch?v=LY7ETIO1KB8

I appreciate it bro, I don't mean to sound toxified, I'm just so very fatigued.

I work 8.5 hour days.

That is a movie from the famous director that made a ton of old samurai movies right? You like that era?

Anyway off to work now/
 
I appreciate it bro, I don't mean to sound toxified, I'm just so very fatigued.

I work 8.5 hour days.

That is a movie from the famous director that made a ton of old samurai movies right? You like that era?

Anyway off to work now/
yeah it is, Akira Kurosawa. That movie was supposed to be either a homage to, or a version of, Hamlet by Shakespare
 
That is a movie from the famous director that made a ton of old samurai movies right? You like that era?
Kurosawa is one of the absolute greats. A lot of his movies are pretty heavy and cerebral and tax you to some extent for watching them, but you will be made better by watching them. A combo of movies I recommend is The Seven Samurai and The Magnificent Seven, back to back in either order.

It's amazing when you realize a Jap made the best American Western to that day, while being entirely faithful to Japanese history, and this was realized by Americans to the point we remade it as another movie that was also a masterpiece.

Consider also that this was less than ten years after our two nations were on a state of total war and we had nuked them twice and, arguably even worse, firebombed Tokyo to the ground.
 
I would make a very based leader.
No, because you see bogeymen everywhere, and can only distinguish based on race/ethnicity. That's a simplistic and overly blunt weapon.

We can only avoid genocide by removing those that seek to harm us from our countries. You have to break a few eggs to make an omelette as they say.

Thanks for watching. It's not a random individual that is sexually assaulting women. We are dealing with alien races that are raping and murdering en masse as they spread across our lands like a filthy bio mass of chaos.
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You should have provided the link to this and/or explained what it is intended to represent. It wasn't clear where this is, or even whether it's about immigrants or just home country data. I went and found at least the originating organization (never found the specific chart, but I found discussion of it or similar CMC data), and that this is intended to represent sexual offense rates in the UK by immigrants from the countries listed.

That said, what that chart also tells me is that a lot of (mostly women) are being harmed by a lot of men. You should care about that rather than actively hating women.

Beyond that, though, it appears that the statistics for that chart may deserve closer scrutiny, if it is based on the data cited in the link. The chart shows rates, and if the number of incidents is based on a period of rapid immigration for those groups but the number of people from which the rate is derived is the population number at the beginning of that period, the rates will be overstated, to some degree. Not that I agree with the link/ opponents of the CMC that it should therefore be disregarded - but they'd have been better off using more honest numbers to make their case. And you should inquire more and acknowledge potential limitations of information you view or represent.

You say I'm crazy
I have never said that.

yet you don't stop to consider how you live in a world that produced two horrors like the deaths of Iryna and Charlie a couple of days apart.
Lol. I mean. People get attacked, shot, stabbed, beat to death, and worse every single day. Have done for all of history. You only know of the two deaths you mention because they made news. They were terrible and wrong. However, only one of them involved an immigrant - the other was committed by about as white a white guy as can be (good and God-fearing parents and an intact home, to boot) That's your demographic, and a homegrown citizen of my country. Oh, maybe you'll say, but he was deranged by wokeism - or that he's an example of general dire world derangement ruining young white men or whatever, or maybe that he was what happens when foreigners take jobs and young men become so disillusioned they can't help but be snared by nefarious (Jewish, I assume) plots to corrupt holy places like Discord and the internet (lol) in a giant psyop to genocide whites by neutering and effectively killing young white men. Or something else that means it is reasonable to blame ethnicity in one case but not another.

why so many white men are walking away from society
They're really not. I don't know why they give up based on speculation or bumps in their own personal roads. And I'm sympathetic, but only to a point. I guess I'm sympathetic to the feeling, but not to giving in or being ruled by feelings. Challenge is supposed to be invigorating - being able to turn frightening or overwhelming things into things that make you discover strength you never knew you had or to grow and adapt the strengths you already know is how you succeed and survive. For some people that's a quick or automatic response; others travel a windier path or sit down and cry for a bit before they gather themselves and get up and go - but both of those groups are doing it right. Deciding actively to give up by opting out or complaining or fantasizing all the time is just a bizarre level of avoidance that provides literally no positive or productive energy or output to the world. It doesn't help or change anything for anyone, and takes a very negative and debilitating toll on those who opt for it.

have not even had help or comfort from someone around me ever

just alone forever
Why does that bother you, if the world is what you say it is?

Also my right hand is fucked, the muscles won't stop spasiming. Will have to train myself to use the mouse left handed.
You don't get to complain if you won't go see a damn doctor.

Hand spasming could be many things. [I see after scrolling down that you know the following but going to leave it in.]. Probably fatigue from too much time on a mouse. Or maybe you've got some nerve compression/ carpal tunnel (also very possibly from too much computer time). Or maybe you're just tired because you get up at 2 in the morning, don't exercise, don't get adequate nutrition, shun the sun, and endlessly ruminate on your woes.

"Guess I'll have to give up on my right hand and train my left hand to work a mouse" is like Chantal getting so fat that walking is hard so her answer is that she wants a scooter so she can scoot to more fast-food places to eat more of what makes her fat. Those choices a) show priorities and b) willfully miss the point, the warning bell, and the opportunity. And both are the opposite of what needs to be done and instead are accelerants to greater disability.
 
I've used a mouse and keyboard at work for over 15 years plus I am of course using the PC at home as well.

So that is really cooked my muscles.

It's 5am and I'm off to work in a minute to carry stuff there, I can't find any time for doing work outs.
Look, here's some stretches that don't even require a tennis ball.

I'd also say, "invest in a good workstation chair and desk at home, and a chair for work too" as well, but you're gonna say "noo too expensive to buy a decent office chair", even if you spend literally hours a day using it and they last for years. (It's good advice for the rest of youse at home too. I'm sure there's probably a more optimal performance-to-value version than the one I linked, but I use the Gesture chair and it lasted a long time. And it comes in a lot of pretty colors and finishes, which I personally enjoy... the rest are rather plain-jane black.)

Review the first minute of this -
I experienced a lot of similar interactions in NYC and when working at Mass n Cass in Boston.
That behavior is a crime of opportunity and sadly the jeets and blacks and Mexicans aren't the only ones doing it. Plenty of white guys are doing it too, plenty of (probably) citizens are doing it too, and did do that sort of thing to me personally. Pretending it's only immigrants who do this is cherrypicking, and stupid, but you're a man, and you want to believe that your sort of men don't do this sort of thing.

Truth is, street harassment is a moid problem, and since moids never change, the best way for women avoid it is to limit moid access to them. I have found the easiest way to do this is to drive your own car. It's way harder for moids to try and get one's attention, grab your ass, steal your purse, whisper obscenities in your ear, expose themselves to you, punch you, rape you, shove you in front of a moving train and whatnot if you're encased in a heavy, moving metal n glass box with the doors locked and the windows rolled up.
That said, what that chart also tells me is that a lot of (mostly women) are being harmed by a lot of men. You should care about that rather than actively hating women.
He only cares about what happens to women if it reinforces his pre-existing beliefs that the immigrants are bugmen and the Jews/illuminati/lizard people are pulling the strings behind the scenes. He already said plainly enough he doesn't give a fuck about women for their own sake.
Suffice to say, I deserve better company.
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I was an atheist in the mid to late 00s when it was the in thing. ThunderF00t fighting Venomfangx. Christopher Hitchens the Jew telling us how bad Islam is. Richard Dawkins peddling his Talmudic bollocks.

But then it became peverse lefty shit and I was back on the road looking for answers.

I know there is good and evil, but I don't know what those forces are.

Perhaps the same evil force the west calls Satan is the evil force that the Jews call Baal.

The fact that the universe has no beginning tells me that there is something more than soyience here.

What is it though?
Return to whence you came - The Anglican Church. It needs you and is dying because its sons like you abandoned it and the only people left are leftists without any common sense. It's still there and I'm sure you can find a suitably conservative one that isn't tripping over itself to do immigrant amnesty. Even if it is for now, the return of some of its true brood would knock some sense back into the communion IMO. African Anglicans are really pretty based and have no purpose for homo preachers or anything like that.
Marry a Jew and maybe they will allow you to live as a goyim servant.
The really religious ones aren't powerful at all. They're total outsiders, tbh, the more religious a Jew is the less he can fit in anywhere but his ghetto. It's the "ethnically Jewish" but totally secular & degenerate guys like Woody Allen and Jeffrey Epstein you need to watch out for.
 
here is absolutely no harm in saying it's the Jews.

Why can' you say it's malice?

Why can't you say it's the Jews? Why can't you say the clot shot is poison? Why can't you say there is an on-going white genocide? What happens to you if you say that? What is the downside?
You can be a retard and blame the Jews all you want as no one is going to stop you.

But you could also pull your head out of your own arse and start making positive changes to improve your life.
 
I'll have to try respond back later it's been such a long day in the cage and I am so tired.

All my energy, all my time, all my happiness, even my personality itself, is all destroyed by the eternal wage cage.

It has wasted my entire life.

Everyone around me does things with their lives and I can't.



Look, I opened a thread and again the first thing I see is a Jew. They have taken over the site. Anyone counting?
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I don't like to talk about as it's boring and gay but look at this -

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I get barely any views. But I do have a few regulars that show up all the time. It's enjoyable and it's nice to talk to these regulars that comment often.

But I have so little time and energy that there are large gaps between when I upload videos.

Perhaps if I was uploading every day I would have a bigger audience. Perhaps I would be able to get my ideas out there to more people.


But frustratingly like everything else I cannot ever get the time or energy.


I tell myself every day that today is the day that I get everything done, and every day it all goes to hell and I fail.

I live the same nightmare over and over again.




well... time for cask wine and pie I guess...


I don't want to jinx it but for once it's quiet, just the sound of the wind, it's really peaceful.


Peace is hard to find. I'll type out the story in the near future but that stupid kid was at it again while I was banned, I was completely right about him being a Daniel Larson type. I was right for the millionth time. I enjoy any moment of peace I can get.


I just want to be an autist in quiet tranquil peace.
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Linus getting millions of views for slop while muttmerica and canadistan are getting eaten by yeets and not a single vid of it.
Judentoob is a waste of time. Sorts are just streetshitters/fagtok trash
Dead internet theory is becoming more real. 70% of content on twitter is bots. Fagbook is probably all bots now
 
I'll have to try respond back later it's been such a long day in the cage and I am so tired.

All my energy, all my time, all my happiness, even my personality itself, is all destroyed by the eternal wage cage.

It has wasted my entire life.

Everyone around me does things with their lives and I can't.



Look, I opened a thread and again the first thing I see is a Jew. They have taken over the site. Anyone counting?
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I don't like to talk about as it's boring and gay but look at this -

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I get barely any views. But I do have a few regulars that show up all the time. It's enjoyable and it's nice to talk to these regulars that comment often.

But I have so little time and energy that there are large gaps between when I upload videos.

Perhaps if I was uploading every day I would have a bigger audience. Perhaps I would be able to get my ideas out there to more people.


But frustratingly like everything else I cannot ever get the time or energy.


I tell myself every day that today is the day that I get everything done, and every day it all goes to hell and I fail.

I live the same nightmare over and over again.




well... time for cask wine and pie I guess...


I don't want to jinx it but for once it's quiet, just the sound of the wind, it's really peaceful.


Peace is hard to find. I'll type out the story in the near future but that stupid kid was at it again while I was banned, I was completely right about him being a Daniel Larson type. I was right for the millionth time. I enjoy any moment of peace I can get.


I just want to be an autist in quiet tranquil peace.
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There is no need to orient text vertically. I aint reading that shit, most everybody else isnt going to either. You are better at graphic design than that. Have some pride in your work.
 
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