He talked alot about how hard life is and how hard things are mentally on him. He makes a suicide reference again. He talks about his massive stress and anxitity from his personal life. His life is "complicated". Some days are mentally rocky. Some days he can't stream. Some days he is just down.
Oh, boo-fuckin'-HOO, Balldo... I'm reminded of that Kitchen Nightmares episode when Gordon Ramsay (mildly) ties into that wannabe gangster dipshit when the faux guido starts talking about having problems...
You know what, Rackets? If you ARE still reading your thread (and I have every reason to believe you're lying when you claim you don't), maybe you should buy a vowel and a clue one of these days, and realize that EVERYONE has problems. People work ACTUAL jobs and deal with shit-tons of stress EVERY. FUCKING. DAY. Yet somehow, they continue on with their lives. And ya know what, Balldo-boy? Deep down in the inner recesses of their souls, they're content in the fact that they will NEVER be as much of a worthless cunt as you are. Even on their worst days, when the septic tank cleaning scene from Tremors makes their workday look like a walk in the park, they know that they're providing something worthwhile to themselves and their loved ones.
But you? "Oh, poor me! I was born with a silver foot in my mouth! Waaah, mommy and daddy won't give me the money I'm entitled to have, so I have to deal with you rotten refuse!" If you really DO have these suicidal ideations and the rocky mental health, you should actually see a professional about those problems. Ah, but you won't, because you won't get that coddling you so desire.
Get fucked, Rackets.