pedophilia OCD: aw, what an adorable kid! wait, does that mean i'm attracted to this kid? am i touching this kid in some way that might be inappropriate and i don't even realize? oh god, i'm thinking about sick fucks touching kids, but if i'm even imaging that happening doesn't that mean i might be a pedophile? normal people don't actually think about kids being molested. i should just avoid kids from now on, even my own children if i have any, especially if there's no one else around. i'll also start praying 10 times a day to ask God to make sure i never harm a kid. i don't think i've ever had any thoughts about harming kids that didn't just freak me out and that i actually wanted to act on, but what if i'm just a ticking time bomb at this point?