OPENING UP & SHOWER WITH ME | 12.8.2020 - Moar "Muh Mental Health" and Crying for no Desirable Reason

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"Wah wah I can easily go get help for my mental and physical problems but I rather go to the Cheesecake factory. Even though I said I have seasonal depressssssen"
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Finally realized that she has no eyebrows

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Here is a little reeecap for you guys, Strawberry Douche is my inspo for this one!

She ran outta medicine two weeks ago and didn't see her psychiatrist for 6 munts until today because "she was doing so well" and she has been a moody and an insufferable bitch because of it. The mood stabilizer has been increased in dosage, and it scares her.

"I try...so hard to have a smile..." Much sad blubbering, "Its so hard to be on a platform where no one wants you to talk about these things. Its trauma."

She is scared to see a therapist to talk about her trauma, would rather wallow in self pity, "its too hard" she whines!

Feels SO GOOD talking to a camera about her problems, I guess talking to someone who is qualified to actually help with solutions is just too unbearable

"Wow, I am getting so old" she is still crying, rather fatly I might add

"I want you guys to see what I am dealing with. There is just...a lot going on...things I want to scream out to the world, this is my life, this is what I am going through, these are the things that are haunting me...but I can't."

Wow, she is kinda coming unravelled here. But, "just how the wind blows" according to her

Doing some gift wrappin', Becky is gone! No doubt fetching food

*loud wrapping paper noises and heavy breathing*

SURPRISES, MAN!

Around the 8 minute mark now, she's having difficulties standing to wrap a present

"Do you guise like to wrap presents? I do not. This is why I use gift bags!"

This chick is fucking crazy. Crying and then in the next scene laughing like a damn maniac.

"Hahahaha, YALL. Where's the tape???" Underneath your fupa, where else?

*thrashing noises and crinkling paper, accompanied with heavy breathing and panting*

"I feel like I hid...the biggin...very well." :story:

Becky just got home, got Amber something gorls!

"CAN I VLAWG IT??"

Cabbage Patch Advent Calendar

Cue weird fucking...laughter

She likes weird doo dads

Pokemon cards, magic the gathering cards, yanno

Never heard of garbage pail kids!!! Was like "Whuuuuut?"

"Why am I so excited???" She asks as she is about to tear into the cardboard. Because you are obviously off your meds gorl. She is very unbalanced in this video.

She proceeds to open all of them up to day 7, a lot of painful laughing and chitter chatter about Becky opening up her entire sock calendar in a day

She wants a 365 day advent calendar!!!

Got some pantry organizers, gonna use em in the fridge! She bought some of those in the last place before, but I guess those were given to Eric and Ricky

"Trying to read the comments a little more" oh boy here we go

She likes to see what her gorls are commenting on when it comes to her videos

Someone pointed out her expensive lego habits, calling her out for throwing them back in a box

"Its not my style to display legos"

She doesn't mean to be wasteful! Its just a hobby!

Her spending hundreds on legos is therapeutic for her and she has been going through more anxiety as of late! So it completely justifies her buying plastic and then throwing it in a drawer!

She is NOT irresponsible with her money! Those hundreds could go towards therapy and actually help her anxiety instead of putting a lego shaped bandaid on her problems, but FUCK YOU! She do what she want!

MUH ANXIETY, Better to play with legos instead of eating!!

Stuffing her face with food takes away her negative feelings, but legos have become her new therapy

She wants to build, not collect

ONLY BUILD, NO COLLECT!

She ain't gonna stop building them

But throwing them in a box is the most productive thing she can do right now :story:

Too lazy to open the 8th day on her calendar, gets Becky to do it for her

MACAROOOON EARRINS

"Go fetch you a gift baaabeee!"

Becky got a size 6 XL Spongebob shirt that says "bros on it." Even though Squidward hates their guts!

Becky loves it! "Owehh, I love it babe!" Becky wheezes

"I thought you had it, so it scured me." A lot of things scare Amber, anyone else notice that?

End of da night, getting ready to take a shower

End of night routine

Brushes her hair before it gets wet, takes her makeup off, takes her jewelry off

Taking her makeup off, lookin' ike a fetus (her words, not mine)

Literally telling us all her products she is using

Gonna cuddle with Twinkie Storr

Hope you guise enjoyed this vlog

Byeee!
 
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Oh god damn what is that shirt?

Hard X to doubt this dumpy bulbous bitch knows fuck all about Magic the Gathering, what a fucking poser. You wanna know why I don't believe that she is 'totes' into Pokemon, Garbage Pail Kid shit, and Magic that Gathering? She have NEVER shown any of that shit on camera, ever.

The fact that she cawed and mooed over a shitty Walmart advent calendar more then I have ever seen her over Becky is very telling.
 
When she explains what she does and why she does it I just have to smh. It never, ever makes sense.

She uses the yellow herbal essence because she can't pronounce chamomile.
 
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I can't stop laughing at her shirt.

What even is that? Who thought that was a good idea? I want names.

The rest -- meh, whatever. Someone needs their ass patted.

The important thing is that shirt is possibly the worst thing I've ever seen her wear, and I remember the Fourth of July with the tacky red white and blue themed insanity and the idiotic hair bow.

Her fashion sense is the only argument I see in favor of her being legitimately mentally ill.
Could not agree more. At first I thought she was wearing a tiny, ill-fitted cardigan. This has got to be the fugliest, patchwork bumpkin thing I have seen grace her rolls.

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NGL I enjoyed watching her struggle and fail to wrap Becky's gift.

If only there was some place she could go to watch user-submitted content that could teach her how to do such things.
 
It's not your MENTALZ, Amber. It's withdrawal from suddenly stopping your anti-depressant, you dolt. By now your brain is dependent on it.

Is she just taking meds without informing herself about what she is taking? I know, why am I even asking? Of course she's just shoves those pills down her gullet.

Anti-depressants can cause severe and prolonged withdrawal symptoms when stopped cold turkey or even when tapered off slowly. They're not candy. I am speaking from painful experience. There are whole studies about the dangers of coming off of ADs (and NLs and Benzoes, even mood stabilizers) you can find with a simple google search. She should pray that it's not too late to re-instate her AD. What kind of dumb psychiatrist is she seeing?
 
I'm curious what Amber does in the shower. She has to piss and shit in there, right? Becky's getting close to joining her. But, who will clean the mess?
 
She keeps mentioning her "psychiatrist", but I believe it is the same clinical psychologist that Eric and Becky went to see. In a visit lasting less than an hour, she got diagnosed with 3 or 4 mental ailments. Amazing. She keeps saying that she does not want to talk about her mental states and then keeps talking about it at Infinitum. Amazing.

I notice that while packing Becky's present, you see her for a few seconds standing, then there is a cut, then another few seconds of packing while standing, then another cut, and so on. I believe that she could not stand more than a few seconds and had to sit down.

Which 30-year-old woman do you know is enthralled at receiving a "Cabbage Pail Kids" advent calendar? You guessed it, Amber. Her reaction is horrifying.

During the shower scene (I always wanted to say that), you can see how laboured her breathing is.
 
She is a f*cking dick head, she claims to know everything about her mentals yet she continues to let her medication run out, something that you CANNOT DO.
 
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