Im with yall that it probably is Chantal but I also just really want it to be true, because it's kind of embarrassing and pathetic, it's silly and stupid, it's transparent and childish. White knighting yourself, but then also making an alt to do so--its just so silly. If people are saying shit about you, they probably arent necessarily doing it to be mean. If you arent going to listen, then ignore it.
Has she heard that saying about indifference being worse than hatred, because if people hated you, it would mean that they actually cared in some capacity? She thinks all these people care, I guess that's a narcissistic thing--these people dont, she doesnt actually have that many "haydurs", most of it is third parties idly commenting about what they see. If I broke down and cried in public, I would get the same reception.
Everybody's got problems, I have a ton; most people dont care and if you open up, especially to a stranger, expect them to comment telling you what they think you should do. If you want support, you turn to your close friends and lovers and shit--but she burns all those bridges because even her friends arent good enough for her and dont do exactly what she wants all the time, and she cant control them (or even herself) and they just cut and run and disengage because its not worth getting invested or involved. Even if you have like sympathy friends, if youre ALWAYS leaning on them, theyre gonna get worn out and ditch.
SHE might try to be mean and petty to somebody, but that's some high school shit. Most people dont do that by the end of high school.
Its definitely funny though because she does read here, and she's always got these schemes, she thinks shes being smart. Even if it isnt her, this is her M O and that's got to sting a little bit that people automatically assume. GG even does that whole "Well if you HATE Chantal just SO FUCKING MUCH why dont you UNSUBSCRIBE and have one less frustration in your life!"
It's like the youtube form of suicide baiting. "Im gonna do it mom, and then YOULL be sorry! Youre gonna miss it! Youre gonna never know what you had until its gone!"
Except with youtube it's utterly inconsequential.
