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📚 MegathreadTrannies posting their L's Online - Heckin valid people posting their funny misfortunes on the internet
Reality is their problem, not social constructs. It's unfortunate because as far as I'm aware, nobody has yet beaten the universe just by willing things to be other than they are. If that worked, schizophrenics and strong-willed psychopaths would be gods who rule the earth.
Please, I can't take it anymore. I feel like an abomination... Please I need ANY advice on what to do... I'm losing hope
I've already been 2 years on hrt and 6 months post FFS. It's futile. I'll never pass. So the only thing that's left is the acceptance of the fact that I look trans I guess?... But it's so difficult to do...
How did this one Israeli company play such a large role in the cross-gender hormone market? How did my body once again find itself as a battleground, a settlement, an ongoing pawn in this Zionist game?
I wonder what salty old Harlan himself might have had to say about the tranny cult? Something which would make our expressions of TTD seem quite reserved in comparison, I'd wager.
No comments but found this interesting post of a pooner in a poly relationship.
I at times wonder if I would've been more open sexually if I was born a cis man...Relationships (self.FTMventing)
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TW: Dysphoria, anxiety, inferiority, detailed sexual insecurity, non monogamy as I've been thinking about these. Though idk if its allowed as these are connected for me though let me know still I'll be careful. Just wanted to vent a bit and put my feelings out of me.
I mean especially in the mfm one I feel the most isolated. I feel insecure and dysphoric. I feel intimidated by the man and I feel smaller and inferior.
I feel like I'm in a competition where all my feelings start comparing me and remind me of how I have limited capabilities.
I feel dysphoric and I feel lacking that I can't cum inside of you, that I can't penetrate you with my body, that I can't and don't want to also be penetrated.
I feel horrible and lacking when I think that I would be penetrating you or not even doing that and a guy would be. I feel like I alone am not enough as I cannot fulfil all the desires
I feel like if I'm not perfect and can't fill all the gaps then I'm valueless. I feel like threesomes decrease my value as they might make you realize and see my limits.
I feel afraid I'll be seen as lacking, less intense, less overwhelming. I feel like the place of being the best would get taken away from me. That my will get replaced and my fear that I'm limited and will be confirmed.
I was writing this to send you then I got more hesitant. I wonder if I would've been more open to non monogamy if I wasn't insecure, jealous, dysphoric, with low self-esteem.
I imagine a tall guy with such a good body and you enjoying yourself with him and I feel isolated. I don't know if its us being together. I feel that I'm just a side person while he's the main one. The better one, the more pleaserable. Its like he'll be doing the real fucking while I'm just kissing or something or making out. I wish I gave a better physical thrill. Yes, I'm loved emotionally yes my value is so much that as a partner no one can take my place. But physically it seems like I'm still the lesser one. If I was enough why would you want someone else too.
Going by the context it seems she's dating a bisexual woman who's dating a guy, and like many lesbian tifs is jealous she can't do the things her new man can.
A TiF grieves over her lack of a baby cannon with which to shoot sticky ropes of DNA into the yawning assholes of men. Part of her angst, however, comes from the fact that she believes herself to actually have a dick even though it's quite diminutive in size: "It's just very small," she insists, "and sometimes (I) need tools to be able to fuck the way (I) want to." In other news, we've relabeled all four-legged animals as dogs - yes, even the hooved ones - and anything that swims is now a fish, because proper definitions can claim no land in the lexicon of lunatics. Link | Archive
...very sad that I have been and will be rejected as a top for not having a natal cis penis.I feel a deep sense of grief about the fact that I can't ejaculate inside someone, which is something so many bottoms crave and something I would love to be able to give them. I'm also deeply wounded by the fact that very few people (including other trans guys) see my body the way I see it: that I *do* have a dick, it's just very small, and sometimes I need tools to be able to fuck the way I want to.
I respect people's preferences. I don't think I'm entitled to anyone's body, nor do I think anyone is obligated to sleep with me. I'm just tired of feeling invisible or overlooked.
I don't think I'll ever be able to have phallo, but I'm planning on having extended meta, which I'm very excited about. I know I also need to work on my sense of self.
Vent over! Tonight is just a rough night. If anyone else feels the way I do, it would be reassuring to hear from you.
Though he's gone to the trouble of smashing the bones in his face and estrogenizing the sack of meat he calls a body, a crossdressing man feels as if sisterhood still remains out of reach even with arms that a gibbon would envy; now he worries that he's doomed in this court we call life to remain amongst the jesters, barred forever from thrones fit for princesses. Link | Archive
Every time I feel people treat me like a feminine guy / woman "with an asterisk". I feel like I'll never belong. Like if it was easier for a black person to integrate in Japan than it would be for a trans woman to integrate the women's spaces...
Am I bound to ONLY be in the LGBTQ community? Is it really THAT hopeless? I don't pass. Still misgendered 2 years hrt and 6 months post FFS, so I've kinda given up hope in ever passing. If I don't pass years after hrt and months post ffs - I don't think I ever will...
But still... Transphobes keep telling us "not to show it off, just integrate / blend in"... And I am TRYING to, it just feels genuinely impossible...
Ngl, my dysphoria (albeit present) would be 10 times less severe had I not been treated like a "crossdressing man".
I scroll social media and I just judge and judge…and I’ve realized it’s a kind of defense mechanism. I NEED to be the good one. I NEED to be the trutrans…because if I’m not than…what am I? Just another male with a fetish.
So I go on emteeeff and I laugh at the boomer whose wife is divorcing them and I think “that’s what they get for watching so much sissy porn and trying to live out their fetish”.
I scroll on Twitter and I see another carbon copy millennial sneed dressing alt and I roll my eyes and think “ROGD takes another victim. Probably fapped to the hex girls too much as a kid.”
Not me though…I’m not a lateshit, I don’t dress immodestly, I don’t engage in kink…I’m one of the good ones…my view of femininity and womanhood isn’t some idol or fetish like theirs surely is.
Right?….RIGHT!?
but I’m not so sure…but then again…maybe I am too unkind…perhaps I’m not charitable enough. Maybe womanhood is a spectrum, maybe all forms of self expression are valid…there are those who even say AGP is just normal female sexuality…maybe…maybe we are all trutrans after all!
…only, I can’t shake the feeling that there are fetishists among us…the sissies and the sex pests…maybe dysphoria has broken their brains…or maybe….maybe it’s simpler than all that…there is no trutrans or faketrans…maybe there is no trans at all….maybe on this glorious day we are all fetishists!
And thus I am left with a choice….detransition or death.
When asked to pick a struggle, some people seem delighted to order everything off of the menu - like this li'l black dood who craves companionship with other pan-African pronoun proselytes, yet cannot find anyone willing to take her to Funky Town because she's surrounded by white gaydens who only long for dong. This post is made funnier because of OP's handmaidenry leaping out to excuse trannies in particular for turning her down, but the best part to me is the line where she describes her "ideal world" as one where she only fucks POC (poons of color); alas, instead she's concerned that her only chance at true love "will come from someone who doesn't exist," sentencing her to a fate worse than death: a carpet unmunched. A peek at her Reddit profile shows a bio in which OP describes herself as an "Anal obsessed cuntboy" aroused by "public, cnc, and watersports" and "rape threats in (my) dms" while taking naked photos of herself at work, so I can't imagine how it could be so hard for such a desirable dame to have a dearth of dates. Link | Archive
I really want to be careful with my wording here because of course no one HAS to be attracted to me just bc theyre transgender. But it does feel to me like I'm consistently looked over by WHITE TRANSGENDER people in the dating scene even if they're transmasc.
Primarily cis men persue me and that's whatever, white cis queer men are into hooking up with me too even if sometimes it's only for the novelty.
Maybe it's the area I live in but most of the rejection I get from dating is from white trans ppl.I will see in their profile that they are t4t and proudly so but then they act really weird when I try to persue them. This is a trend that happens irl as well. It could be because of my weight? I'm unsure of that being the case though because I also go out of my way to enage with fat people. Its kinda disturbing how dick obsessed the trans men around me can be. Why put t4t though if you dont want other trans people to hit you up?
Trans women are so so in reciprocating attraction, but I kinda get that even if it does suck. If you need to be validated in your gender by cis men I think that's a rough road to walk but I get why you would feel like you need that type of validation. Especially if you're straight, society has a lot of crazy expectations for heterosexual women; doubly so for trans women.
I guess I just take it more personally if someone like me isn't attracted to me? I want nothing more than to hook up with a faggy fat black trans man but I swear I'm the only one in my city, most of the trans people around me are white. (Tale as old as time ik ik) I expect this type of rejection from cis people who don't really understand me. I would like to eventually settle down with another trans person and this feels really discouraging. Like my only shot at genuine attraction for who I am will come from someone who doesn't exist If I'm missing something, I would love to know. Or even how to have this not bother me as much. In my ideal world I would only have sex and relationships with other bipoc trans ppl and I would be extremely happy.
Canadian dong drama Heated Rivalry has, for the umpteenth time, upset yet another fucking pooner - and this time it's because just seeing brief clips of it invokes in OP an envy so powerful it threatens to consume her completely. Since major scientific institutions keep rejecting my requests for grants in order to research what makes this show so popular among TiFs, we'll never know exactly what's so magnetic about watching sex between two men with less polygons in their faces than Lara Croft's tits in the original Tomb Raider; then again, perhaps it's a mystery better left unsolved lest we tread where the foot of man was never meant to walk... Link | Archive
I have so much FOMO because everyone and their moms (their literal mothers, the woman that birthed them) have seen Heated Rivalry. I want to watch it so damn bad, but I’ve only been able to watch it in tiny increments, like maybe a quarter of an episode. Then, it becomes too much and I stop watching. Does it ever get easier? I’ve stopped consuming almost all mlm media ever since my dysphoria got 200x worse. I feel like when I was younger I consumed that type of media to cope with dysphoria, but now I can’t even go near it and I hate that I can’t enjoy something that I know I’d absolutely adore if I was born AMAB.
Even when I’m scrolling on TikTok, if I get a reel on my for you page that mentions Heated Rivalry or any of the actors that played in it, I scroll past it so quick.
Does it ever get better? I’m just posting this because I’m frustrated. I wanna watch this show so damn bad, and I literally have the free will to turn it on and watch it till the end. I have the free will to go to the bookstore and buy all the books. But it’s like my brain is stopping me, screaming at me and telling me it hurts too much. I have so much goddamn FOMO seeing everyone celebrate this show. I feel like Squidward watching everyone have fun outside while he’s stuck in his house, miserable. Everyone is celebrating the queerness of the show, and I wanna celebrate with them, goddamn it.
Hey, sisters, I was at Six Flags Over Georgia today, and went to use the women’s restroom (I’m fully femme and have been complemented repeatedly. The lady guided me to the side of the women’s restroom and left. As I was walking down the pathway, I was approached by two security guards who asked if I just left the restroom, and which one. They said they have a policy that I have to use the men’s restroom. I stated I was clearly femme presenting, that this was discriminatory and that I was going to complain. They said they have the “biggest guys around the corner you can complain to.” I thankfully remembered their names as the one guy concealed his name tag. And said that if I was reported to use the women’s restroom again, I would be removed from the park. I was emphatic that this was discrimination, and they asked if there would be a problem. I said no, but I was going to complain. They said that I was going to be a problem and escorted me to guest services. They said they were going to be right there with me while I “straighten myself out and complain to whoever I wanted.” I asked the supervisor for clarification on their bathroom policy, and they said it was by biological sex, “sir. I mean, ma’am. I meant no harm.” After that, she was extremely sympathetic, gave me water, and took the complaint to her supervisor before even filing the formal complaint. But I filed it, and they’re supposed to get back to me
Getting sick of having pooners shoved in your face every time you look into a new piece of media? So is this dood, except her reasons are likely far different from yours: she hates that the increased exposure in FTMs has made it vastly easier for people to identify mouse men in their midst! And she's not alone as many others commiserated with OP about how the double-edged sword of representation has become a sword of Damocles, threatening to drop on any unsuspecting TiF and reveal them for the frauds they are. Link | Archive
This may be controversial but I really hate the fact that there are trans men being talked about more in media. I feel like all of our secrets are being exposed. I’m stealth and pursuing RFF phallo and the fact that people know what that scar looks like is terrifying to me. Especially in this political climate (I’m in the southern US). I felt the same way when top surgery scars were being shown on family television in Meet the Fosters. I felt betrayed in a way.
I understand that representation is important to help those who are struggling to be like “hey this is maybe who I am” but i just struggle with the con of it.
[–]ehhhchimatsu
Agreed 1000%. A decade ago, I was excited to get top surgery and to be able to go to the beach shirtless. Now, I know we are too visible, and want to undergo scar removal/camo tattooing before I do that.
[–]HybridPlayingFan
I like trans representation in media but seriously there's no reason to show bottom surgery scars, let them be unknown to the public
[–]saintstellan I’m scared to go topless 2 years after top surgery because I know my scars will out me. Phallo scars are luckily still mostly unknown but I know it won’t be that way forever.
[–]OverlordSheepie With trans men you have to literally undress us to see all the scars, so it feels extremely violating. I understand. They could show trans men but they don't have to undress us and show everyone the clocky scars that we've been branded with.
[–]tfw_sappy I hate that people know what top surgery and bottom surgery scars look like because I just want to blend in and feel normal once I've had all my surgeries. I don't want people knowing I'm trans by seeing my top surgery scars...
[–]Warming_up_luke
I get this and think there is some truth to it about top surgery scars. But no one who isn't trans or VERY plugged into trans circles or the hyper niche of transvestigators would know about RFF.
Unfortunately this just isn’t true anymore. My cousin who is a super religious mum of 2 brought up RFF to me, she’d seen it talked about on YouTube. On numerous occasions I have been witness to cis people knowing an uncomfortable amount about trans people. Im a teacher of 4-12 and the younger generations especially know far more than you would like to think.
[–]New-Temperature4248 I hate that a lot of people can now identity scars. I’d rather that if they want to make a trans character they should just have a one off line that suggests they’re a trans man, not some bullshit like “when I had periods” or anything, but something more vague I don’t know. Or just not have it mentioned at all.
[–]Upper_Ice_2040
100000% of rep is for trans woman. We DESERVE representation to stop people from believing the only trans people that exist are trans women
Stop the fucking infighting. Trans women are visible, and that makes them a giant target. Being invisible is shitty as well, but it's better than being hypervisible. Hypervisibility without protection just means being hated and assaulted more.
Fuck I wish we really were invisible again. Now that normies know about top surgery scars they try to smell us out like hounds.
[–]double-pendulum
Imo there's a stark difference between legitimate representation, and what's effectively become guides on how to clock us. I wouldn't mind at all if someone wrote a story about something that we deal with (I've read/watched a few of this type that feature transsex women), since I do think it's valuable to be able to see or express your experience with something in fiction.
But so far all the "representation" I see of us is simply a random background character at the pool that someone has horribly exaggerated scars. At best, that does absolutely nothing for me, and at worst it causes someone to clock me because everyone knows what those scars are from now. If they make phallo scars as recognizable as they've done to top surgery, I'm just gonna have to burn alive wearing long sleeves year round to avoid getting clocked everytime I go outside. I genuinely hate the people that have done that to us in the name of "representation."
[–]Neverlandse
Honestly, I agree with you. It’s the same with the gay community and even the black community with integration (more like assimilation to whiteness) and things were better when we had our own secrets and language that only we understood.
[–]thePhalloPharaoh [score hidden] 14 hours ago
Visibility comes with a cost. Sometimes the individual pays it, the community being exposed, or both. There’s always going to be backlash, thats part of the pendulum of progress. In the long run it is beneficial though. We’re standing on the shoulders of those who were visible, who took up space, fought for rights and access, and used their stories to reassure thousands they’re not alone. Rest assured the general American population is not clicking phalloplasty scars. Shit most medical professionals don’t have enough training or exposure to.
[–]1racooninatrenchcoat
This is how I feel about it. I wish it wasn't a thing. I haven't even had any surgeries that have scars yet (had a hysto but it was all internal so I have no external scars) but I'm super paranoid about having them, because as a bigger guy I 100% will have scars. I am stealth so the more awareness people have about them, the higher the chance of me being outed against my will.
[–]academicito
I agree. I felt sick when a cis lesbian friend was talking about someone's thigh scar and said it looked like the scar from ALT phallo. Granted, she heavily uses Tumblr, where people draw attention to trans men's scars in art that would get surgeons' medical licenses taken if they did that to someone, but that's where the visibility for top surgery scars, and eventually RFF, started, too. Phallo is a long way off for me, but I'd always considered ALT "safe."
Visibility decreases our ability to be stealth. In a perfect world, representation could just be a passing mention that X character transitioned instead of coming up with contrived and frankly fetishistic scenarios to put the ways our bodies are different from cis men on display.
Horrifying that people are now recognizing ALT scars. It feels like nothing is sacred anymore so long as someone can milk a couple likes out of parading it to strangers.
Before I deleted Instagram I saw what were effectively guides to clocking trans men. Going through different types of top and bottom surgery and providing a cute drawing of the accompanying scar. It was pretty grim and self-serving under the guise of "education."
Bigots are gonna be bigots where there is sympathetic representation in the media or not. It's not on the marginalized group to make itself invisible just to be barely "tolerated".
Did you not read his post? The issue stems from "representation" telling people how to clock us. It's actively endangering us and taking the choice of going stealth away from us.
I did, and I still disagree. The bad actors are all already "transvestigating" even if all we do is sit in a corner trying not to be perceived. Having a positive portrayal in the media makes no difference to that, but it might sway some of the genuinely ignorant to see a trans person as human.
They weren't 10 years ago. You can stay in denial and be selfish, or acknowledge it ruined stealth for us. Representation doesn't have to mean telling all cis people how to identify us. You don't need to tell them how to clock us to "sway" some or whatever the fuck else.
[–]littlebigcheeser
Agree, I'll probably just cover up my phallo scar with a tattoo but top surgery scar cover ups always look weird imo. On god I'll find a way to get rid of them completely bc they're the only thing stopping me from being completely stealth
[–]holden-caulifield It depresses me that the cost of representation is never being normal.
[–]Outrageous-Cookie780 100 % agree. But the arm scar could be other things too since it's just a convenient and common place to get a graft from. And you can tattoo over it so it's not as obvious.
But yes, I'd hate to be indistinguishable in every way but get clocked by scars.
I've seen several cis men who got gyno surgery get aggressively accused of being trans online. It doesn't matter if it isn't a trans-only thing, the moment you plant that seed in their head there's no coming back.
That’s going away in this day and age with the rise of GLP-1’s and the amount of people getting skin removal surgery, you’re seeing cis guys with similar scars much more these days and it’s only going to get more common, even cis guys with no nips.
If you have any other clocky trait though its over. If you are 5'10" and have a masculine face nobody will question it but the second hes like <5'5" people auto assume trans if he has scars.
[–]PirateLouisPatch
Yep, same here. I often wished I could just hit a reset button and "unexpose" transness. I mean yes thank God I had access to some information when I started transitioning, but I loathe how front and center the topic has become. I can't begin to imagine how it is for trans women, who, to my knowledge, have been (mis)represented in media for far longer already
[–]Archer_Python
Yes! I brought this up in my post about crappy representation. Yes its a catch 22, its nice we get more accurate representation but it sucks because then we can't live stealth. I absolutely 100% see your take and agree somewhat. I live stealth as well (outside of close friends and family). However its also annoying when we get shitty representation and people start coming out with the "transmasc" and woman-like sub-man behavior. I guess what Im trying to say is if we only can get shitty representation than I agree than don't give it to us at all. If you are gonna give us representation, then make it accurate and also respect the guys that don't want to be seen like that. Sometimes I feel we need to make a advocacy group in media for us, by us, and only by us.
I'm not your buddy, friend: While arranging to meet with a prospective paramour, a MTF is insulted when his date casually refers to him as "buddy," which is a form of address OP finds only appropriate for young boys. In fact, he's so offended that he begins conspiratorially suspecting that she would never have used such a term if he were a real woman and even debates cutting off contact with her completely. Seeing as OP is not only a tranny but also a fatass with fantasies of being drugged and raped by old ladies (sometimes even in his sleep), I feel like he's definitely exaggerating his appeal when he claims he doesn't "struggle to get dates." Link | Archive
I'm talking to a woman on a dating app, supposed to meet up with her this Tuesday, and last night she hit me with an "aw buddy im sorry" in response to something I told her.
I'm not a 6 year old boy so I don't like being called buddy. I'm a grown-ass woman. I feel like there's a 0% chance she would have called me that if I were cis. If I were a cis woman, I'd be willing to bet $500 she would've used honey or sweetheart or something still diminutive but not geared towards boys.
She seems cool otherwise, but without sounding like an asshole, I don't struggle to get dates so it's not a huge loss. If she were a coworker or something, id correct her and move on.
What would you do? Correct her and see how it goes? I'm pretty tempted to just ghost tbh. im so tired of telling cis people "no im not a man don't call me that" it's humiliating
Hi everyone! I started medically transitioning about 3 and a half months ago. At first they only gave me estradiol pills but I added Spiro and started consistently taking it for about 3 or 4 weeks now, and I'd say a big side effect that I've started feeling recently is that my stomach hurts basically all of the time now. I already had a thing where it'd hurt somewhat often before but now it's literally like all day everyday, and it's not really debilitating pain just kind of a discomfort that's always there. Is this normal, will it go away after a little bit more of consistently taking my hormones or what do you girls think?
Apparently when AMAB people tuck, they kind push the balls into the tunnels(?) they used to exit the abdomen. Homologous structure in AFAB people is somewhere near uterus/vagina, so it can't be used for tucking. The question is if somebody had testicular implants implanted, can they tuck?
Silicone balls implanted just for pretty, but she wants to hide them (sometimes) because ...
Also I know bottom surgery is performed (partially) to get a bulge and tucking does the opposite, but I'm genderfluid and it would be nice to know that I have options. ...
Except the option of normal life of course, but who wants that? Bad news in top comment.
Not in the way a person with a natal penis and testicles could. Testicular implants do not move the way natal testicles do. A sort of “pocket” forms around where each implant is placed. They can move around within their own pockets, but not really anywhere else. One of my implants has a little more room to go up and down, but the other is very fixed towards the bottom of the scrotum. Even the one that has more movement can’t go up beyond my scrotum.
Many comments along the lines of the top comment, some going into much greater detail, and including this clarification.
If you’re going through the trouble of bottom surgery, i don’t think most people would be interested in having that go away. Bottom surgery is **not** performed to “create a bulge”, it’s creating an entire organ. ...
"Apparently when AMAB people tuck, they kind push the balls into the tunnels..."
That is extraordinarily uncomfortable. Do troons really go around for hours with their nuts retracted? Or is that yet another tranny getting weird idée fixes about the opposite sex again?
"Apparently when AMAB people tuck, they kind push the balls into the tunnels..."
That is extraordinarily uncomfortable. Do troons really go around for hours with their nuts retracted? Or is that yet another tranny getting weird idée fixes about the opposite sex again?
They also claim you can have sex with the inguinal canal, called "muffing". They are dead-ass serious about this. Remember, these are people who will use duct tape on their penises to make them flat enough.
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When asked to pick a struggle, some people seem delighted to order everything off of the menu - like this li'l black dood who craves companionship with other pan-African pronoun proselytes, yet cannot find anyone willing to take her to Funky Town because she's surrounded by white gaydens who only long for dong. This post is made funnier because of OP's handmaidenry leaping out to excuse trannies in particular for turning her down, but the best part to me is the line where she describes her "ideal world" as one where she only fucks POC (poons of color); alas, instead she's concerned that her only chance at true love "will come from someone who doesn't exist," sentencing her to a fate worse than death: a carpet unmunched. A peek at her Reddit profile shows a bio in which OP describes herself as an "Anal obsessed cuntboy" aroused by "public, cnc, and watersports" and "rape threats in (my) dms" while taking naked photos of herself at work, so I can't imagine how it could be so hard for such a desirable dame to have a dearth of dates.
If I'm missing something, I would love to know. Or even how to have this not bother me as much. In my ideal world I would only have sex and relationships with other bipoc trans ppl and I would be extremely happy.
